Birthday 1990-03-08 Gender
Female Location Alabama Member Since 2005-11-25 Occupation ... I need one. Real Name Cassandra, AKA- Cassie!
Personal
Achievements None to speak of. Anime Fan Since Four or five years ago. Favorite Anime Zoids, Saiyuki, Yami no Matsuei, Fullmetal Alchemist, Naruto, Trigun, Samurai Champloo, Sukisyo, Loveless, Gravitation, Wolf's Rain, Bleach, Death Note, Legal Drug Goals A six-figure salary. And immortality. Hobbies Band, fanfiction, my clarinet, music, art, Final Fantasy, DDR, being a dork in general. Talents I can make my tongue look like a three-leaf clover!
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I don't understand what they're saying at all in this video. And I don't know what exactly is happening. I'm not sure I want to. All I know is that he is indeed riding the chicken.
Also, I hate all things algebra 2, especially parabolic functions. They suck. I'm also pissed at our lousy broadband router which keeps disconnecting every 3 minutes. I despisssse it.
Weekend!
It's the weekend! And we had a concert outside this afternoon, it went well.
But right after we finished it started raining. And then hailing. And the power went out. It was pretty yucky and cold.
But I am still in a good mood cause I got two reeeaaally nice things today; the Alice in Wonderland DVD and a Japanese music magazine. My friend bought me the magazine and it's surprisingly interesting. Not that I can read it or anything... the pics are pretty though.
Also, my best friend's cousin's mom killed herself. Her son is really funny and crazy, but he was so upset after it happened it seemed like the whole school was worried he would start doing drugs or kill himself as well. It was sad. That's the third person this year that I know that's lost a parent.
Rain!
We had our first non-tornado-ish rainstorm today! It wasn't horribly windy and scary like all the other storms have been so far. It was nice, it was warm, and it was very light. I just sat out under the roof thingy and read my book.
Speaking of books, I checked out Shogun's Ghost: the Dark Side of Japanese Education from our library (I'm surprised our library even had it!) and the stuff in there is insane! Even though it's illegal some teachers there use corporal punishment, they do everything from give a kid a slap on the head to beat them with a baseball bat or pipe and students are usually too scared to say anything about it. One principal caught a boy that had run away from school, tied his hand and feet, gagged him with socks, got a group of 13 boys to beat him with a bat for 9 hours and then locked him in a 2nd story room so he couldn't escape again. The kid died from shock soon after and the principal only had to serve three and a half years for it. Of course, this book is like 20 years old, maybe things have changed. I hope so.
My day was horrible and I feel so sick... but strangely, I am very content. Is it weird to feel bad and good at the same time? Oh well. I'm eating corn, and that makes me feel even better! I also think my parents picked up on my bad mood yesterday because they've been extraordinarily nice to me lately, which is a pleasant change.
And I just got through watching a show about Russian prison tattoos... 0.o
Very disturbing. But also pretty interesting, I think I'm gonna buy a book on it.
Low point...
I know it's pretty sad but I feel like people here that have never even met me in person listen better than my own parents. I don't think I've ever felt so alone before, you know? I always end up in my room crying, and then I feel even more alone because I'm sitting in the dark with no one to talk with and I just start crying even harder, and all that crying isn't helping. It's not like my life is horrible, I shoudln't be so upset all the time. It's frustrating.
I'm not sure if I'll even be able to continue with band once I move, I think that's a big part of why I feel so bad. Everything is changing and I guess it's too much all at once for me. I know I'll feel better soon but right now...
Have you ever just wanted to drop dead?
I think I do.
Meh.
I still can't post any comments, and I have no idea what's wrong! I hate not knowing how this compy works. And also in computer news, my parents bought my compy a new friend- I have named him Lappy. Yup, they bought a laptop. I don't know why, but they did.
I've also semi-come-to-terms with my school situation. Sure, I'm not overjoyed and there are some definite problems, but it's better than going to a school where I might get shot. Or shanked. Or something.
Happeh almost summer everyone! (You can definitely feel the summer-ness here. It's so humid it's hard to breathe!)
No really, I can't think of anything to write for these...
I just beat Demyx in KH2, and I'm happy. But also kinda sad. Why do I get attached to such minor characters? He was only in like... 3 scenes! Why can't I ever just like a good, main character that doesn't die? And I know they're not real...
And did I mention my parents' utter lack of concern for my education? Yeah. They just started looking for my new school for after we move and guess what? The only school that was decent won't take me because I'm not part of some racial desegregation project. So I'm left with two options: a Catholic school where I will be taught by nuns, slightly complicated by the fact that I know nothing of Catholicism (and it's about 20 miles from my house and tuition ain't cheap) or a public school in the downtown area where there are gang fights and the education level is worse than here in SWLA, if that's possible.
Needless to say I'm pissed at my parents for making me move to such a place and for not bothering to try and transfer me till a few weeks before the deadline.
Ah, the internet is such a convenient way to vent.
I've run out of subject titles...
Today I got my retainer. It makes me gag. And it makes my speech unintelligable. But at least it's orange!
Afterward my mom took me shopping and I got some pink Fuji spiders for my room! They're almost as pretty as cherry blossoms. Almost.
I also found out that my favourite KH2 character dies. I really should have come to expect this, my faves always die. Always.
It's Kingdom Hearts 2(the soap opera)!
I thought it was funny but I'm very easily amused, so it could just be me. Anyhoo, if you dooo watch it be prepared for some awful spelling and grammar. And random un-capitalization.