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myOtaku.com: Miss Twilight


Wednesday, May 30, 2007

   Sum it all up
Jealously, my friends, is something we all have.
Most people deny it
Most people hate it
and some live off it
But as you deny it and
say I'll never feel that way.
Isn't it just an idea?
And as you saw her kiss him
Knowing that she won't call you mine
Knowing she doesn't love you any more
Seeing that she loves him now
Might hurt just a tiny bite.


Today I saw it in his eyes. That bite of jealousy.
Knowing he didn't mean to show it
Knowing it was only an accident
To kiss him right in front of the now forgotten one.


I felt a sense of pride
Felt like I gain something
but only feel bad now.
I know whats it's like to be hurt
because the forgotten had hurt me
Had abused me
Had used me
But now he knows whats it's like to be hurt
cause thats all he's ever done to me.
Now he see's that I have moved on
To greater things
and he is left to drug himself in shame
because I went above my own drugs.
I don't need them anymore to feel good


I pity him and but still I love him
not the way I used to
but it's would still be called love.
but he will never know that
but I still want him to know
so I'm going to write one letter
to sum it all up
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