Thursday, November 20, 2008

mmmmmmmbaaaahhhh
nadia's birthday is on monday and she's still grounded which means i have no way of giving her the present! DX

hopefully she'll be off punishment by saturday. two weeks of punishment for a C on a test? that's a bit extreme.
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Monday, November 17, 2008

stomachaches.
My insomnia kicked up again.
shiiiit.
36 hours and still going.
joy

and to put some lovely icing on the cake:
I just got over another panic attack.
blegh.
luckily, it was only a level 3. (approx.) so there was no zoning and there was no tilting. But there was nausea/butterflies and shivers and paranoia.
gahs.

the stomachache is still here, but of course that'll take a good 2 hours to completely go away.
and the reason for my last panic-attacko?
one word: Faben.
*sigh*

don't wanna go into it.
so yeah. i gotta go and pick out my clothes fer tomorrow. (who still does that? MEH)
and then i'll probably try to sleep. (pfffft.)

I wanna write. or RP but i can't because i have nothing to write and writing directly after a panic attack (no matter how mild) is a very bad idea, believe me. and my RP buddeh (nadia) is currently grounded and has been for the past week-n'a-half. :/
so yeah.

pick out clothes.
try to sleep.
give up.
stare at wall until alarm goes off.
Sounds like a plan, eh?

shit i want a cookie. which is badddd. because i'm suppose to be on a diet. Not working. geh.

I think i'll dig out my Pride & Prejudice book and lose myself in the monotony of their hard-to-understand ironically romantic life. Or maybe, if I REALLY want to bore myself to sleep, i'll try Wuthering Heights, which i bought a while ago and have yet to read past page one.

mmmbah. sorry. I think i harshed everyone's mellow.
So now i have to end in a good note:
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*thinking*
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shit.
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I got to watch two guys make-out during lunch today, much to the disgust of the homophobic preps two tables away. That made my day, i'm serious. :)
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Sunday, November 16, 2008

that thing up there.
is helping me raise money for The Invisible Children Fund.
:) everytime someone comes onto my page i earn points which this is converted into the amount of money my sponser gives to my cause.
So keep coming on my page!! haha
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Thursday, November 13, 2008

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Saturday, November 8, 2008

Operator (A girl like me) by Shiloh.
HELLOOOOO ALLLLL.
:)
i've been listening to Operator by Shiloh and it's made me really energetic. so, while i wait for something to do i shall post on Otaku. :)

Updates:
There are BOYFRANS at my lunch table. Dylan and DBF (dylan's boyfriend: he's told me his name like...a hundred times but i keep forgetting. :/)
they are so cute. XDDD
Me and Zee fangirl over them whenever we see them give their daily lunchtime greeting of a peck. It's kinda sad.
But what's funny is that Dylan gets freaked out when we do it, (but you can tell he doesn't really mind) but his boyfriend fangirls wiff us!! XD i love this kid.

uhm. Tony-Tony-Bologna is hilarious and he lets me call him that. Plus One fer him. :P

hm. Russell got back together wiff his ex.

uh...Brittany thought she was pregnant, but she's not. (darnit. i love babies. XD)

Fanfiction is dead to meh. Except for a few that I have on alerts. NOTHING GOOD IS COMING OUT. Mbah. what happened to all the good writers? oh, and has no one ever heard of a spellcheck or better: a beta? goddamn.

uhm. I went crazy and watched almost all of Miyazaki's movies. *sheepish* i only planned on watching My Neighbor Totoro and Kiki's delivery service but then I was like...eh...i should watch Spirited Away too. And then i was like...FUCKETT! WATCH'EMALL! BWAHAHAHA.
....yes.
soooo yeah.
...i fink i spelled Miyazaki wrong. :/ i'm sorry if I did but i'm just waaaaaaaaay too lazy to change that now.
I should change my music too. i fink I will!!

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I don’t want to lose control
I don’t want to sell my soul
I don’t want to be no jazztic, spastic, superficial plastic clone

Operator, Operator
Don’t call me; I’ll call you later
Operator, Operator
I’m just fine; I’ll call you later

Why would I want to be anybody else but me
I’m never gonna fake it
Why would I ever be anybody else but me
I know I‘m gonna make it
Why would I want to be just another wannabe
I’m never gonna be, never ever gonna be
Without a doubt, I know what I’m about
I’m everything I’ll ever want to be
A girl like me
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Shiloh-Operator.
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Now, back to what I was saying...
...what was i saying?
*scrolls up*
OH YES! Miyazaki's movies. ahem.
You guys should all watch 'em. or watch 'em over. :)
okay, my desperate need to blog is over. sooo. i shall seez you all laterzzz.
-Kiya.

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Monday, November 3, 2008

i'm thinking of taking a break from Otaku. :/
It's just become more of a chore than something fun. I keep thinking: aw, i gotta update my otaku.
*sigh*
anyways.
I haven't died, but i probably won't be around for a while.
laterz.
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Thursday, October 30, 2008

shit happens, right?
well, my life just turned to a great big pile of shit.

My dad went ballistic.
and i'm locked in my own house. joy.

i dunno when i'll be able to get on next.
peace.
kiya.
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

wow!
four days without a post.
i'm sorrry.
so much has happened and i'm really really happy.
:)
(except for the whole nadia-fight-thing, but i'm over that.)

I got a cell phone and soo for some reason everyone, people i don't even really talk to, text me! It's really cool, i guess, because i look like all those peeps on the bus who text constantly?
haha. plus they start talking to me in school.
I HAVE FRANSSS.

*sigh* i love life.

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Friday, October 24, 2008

fasdfdjaskd
Russell is a very annoying, fustrating person and I don't wanna talk about it anymore, nevermind. Blegh.

How is everyone?
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

no coffee for meh.
ehm. Russell didn't come to school today.
-__- what the hell?
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