Monday, November 17, 2008

stomachaches.
My insomnia kicked up again.
shiiiit.
36 hours and still going.
joy

and to put some lovely icing on the cake:
I just got over another panic attack.
blegh.
luckily, it was only a level 3. (approx.) so there was no zoning and there was no tilting. But there was nausea/butterflies and shivers and paranoia.
gahs.

the stomachache is still here, but of course that'll take a good 2 hours to completely go away.
and the reason for my last panic-attacko?
one word: Faben.
*sigh*

don't wanna go into it.
so yeah. i gotta go and pick out my clothes fer tomorrow. (who still does that? MEH)
and then i'll probably try to sleep. (pfffft.)

I wanna write. or RP but i can't because i have nothing to write and writing directly after a panic attack (no matter how mild) is a very bad idea, believe me. and my RP buddeh (nadia) is currently grounded and has been for the past week-n'a-half. :/
so yeah.

pick out clothes.
try to sleep.
give up.
stare at wall until alarm goes off.
Sounds like a plan, eh?

shit i want a cookie. which is badddd. because i'm suppose to be on a diet. Not working. geh.

I think i'll dig out my Pride & Prejudice book and lose myself in the monotony of their hard-to-understand ironically romantic life. Or maybe, if I REALLY want to bore myself to sleep, i'll try Wuthering Heights, which i bought a while ago and have yet to read past page one.

mmmbah. sorry. I think i harshed everyone's mellow.
So now i have to end in a good note:
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*thinking*
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shit.
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I got to watch two guys make-out during lunch today, much to the disgust of the homophobic preps two tables away. That made my day, i'm serious. :)
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