Monday, January 25, 2010

dear nadia,
Sorry.
I know i've said it a hundred times, and I realize you've forgiven me all aover again each time, but I need to say it again.
I was cruel, and you stayed, and you cannot imagine how much that means to me.

I'm in english class and the assignment was to write an apology letter to someone you've wronged recently.
I thought, and briefly thought about writing it to Brittany, for calling her a whore, but I realized i wasn't sorry.

It was getting to the point where I was going to make up something I was sorry for, until I remembered that over a year ago, I wronged you to the point where I couldnt stand to think about it.

I'm so sorry. again and again, i'm sorry.
you're my best friend .
For that and everything else that's ever hurt you. A callous comment, an insensitive action, i'm so sorry.

I'm sorry I fell in love with you.
Not in the sense where i'm ashamed of it, or regret it, but because of the possibility that it hurts you.
I'm sorry I Get angry when you talk about Kate.
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect friend for you.
I'm sorry I piss you off when i do stupid stuff.
I'm sorry I talk too much.
I'm sorry I can't read you, or always tell when you're upset.
I'm sorry I'm not always there.
I'm sorry I don't always understand.

I've never been more sorry, though, for two summers ago. I still can't believe you stayed my friend, even after I continuesly abused you.

I'm so sorry,
and thank you so much,
for forgiving me.

-Kiya.
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