Monday, June 20, 2011

Sam.
Sam Whittaker. 18. 6' 4" and built like a quarterback, cause hes QB1. http://cdn02.cdn.socialitelife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/10/sam-webb-model-10232010-64.jpg his hair is always either really short or completely buzzed out, but its dark brown. green eyes. he grew up as an only child, with parents that pretty much...molded him to be what they wanted him to be. like he never had a choice. his parents have already decided that hes going to be a football player, go to Texas State on a football scholarship, go pro, and marry a girl from their church. Its like set in stone. And Sam pretty much decided that hes just gonna...deal with it, and do what they want. Cause he realized a long time ago that if anyone found out who he really was? he would be hated. and he doesnt really fancy being hated for no reason, so yeah. He plays football. he acts like a jock. he dates the girls his parents mention they would like to see him date, he goes to church, he gets good grades, and he plays the part of mister popularity. he never really thought about what he really wants to do? cause atm he really doesnt have a choice. so he didnt even bother. but he started playing guitar two years ago, on the DL XD and he figured out he was gay a year and a half ago. and he plans to be deeply in the closet for the rest of his life, kthx. hes not like self absorbed? Its not like hes like oh goddd my life is so baddd, no one loves the real mee, i just want people to love me for me~ no. hes more of the...really really grateful for what he has, type? and he tries, so. so. hard to be happy with his life. Like he tries, more than anything, to love football. but its seriously just become a chore. but if you didnt know him? like if you just saw him, or even watched him? you would think football and jesus were his life. XD liek hes even got the church-boy-didnt-break-his-celibacy-vows rep. cause hes never slept with any of the girls he dated. like people think hes realllly religious. but really, hes gay. so he uses jesus as an excuse for why he doesnt have to feel all up on girls. XD but its not like its eating him up inside. like he doesnt even think about coming out? and he never really found himself finding a particular guy severely attractive to the point where he considered outing himself to him? its honestly just another secret, to Sam. he just thinks this is the way its suppose to be. keep his mouth shut, make people happy. thats his thing. no tattoos, no piercings, obvs. he dresses like a jock. like...jeans, sweats, letterman jacket, hoodies, tshirts. usually has his lanyard on backwards. and thats honestly the way he wants to dress. like hes not pining after leather pants over here. XD if he was acting his true self? he would still dress the same. XD
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