Monday, January 23, 2012

Izek de los Santos. 23. 6'4" black hair, dark brown eyes. clean shaven. and built like the pictures. hes a big guy, i mean, he was a marine for almost 6 years, lets get real. XD he's brazilian, and he grew up speaking both portuguese and english, but he only really speaks portuguese now when hes really angry, or really upset, or having a freak out. his parents both died before he left for the marines, and obviously it was rough for him, but he didnt have much of a choice but to get over it. honestly, he doesnt take "breaks". he hasnt been around civilians since he left for the marines. literally. he spent all his leave on base, cause there was...no one for him to go home to. not in the sad :< type way, just like, there really wasnt. he doesnt have an apartment, there would have been nowhere for him to go. but because of that, he worked himself up to first lieutenant really quickly. He was the type of lieutenant that would take a bullet for any man in his platoon, and he didnt leave without any of them. he ran a tight ship, but it was effective. then they got ambushed, and it was either, be a diversion, or everyone would get killed. so he became a diversion. he was a POW for 8 months, and then he spent 4 months in a veterans hospital, because when they found him, he was...really fucked up. not like, broken, just like...he inverted into himself, almost like he was trying to stop himself from going crazy, so he just kinda...started living in his head. it was really horrible to see, but they did manage to pull him out of it, literally, after 4 months of constant help. hes got alot of scars on his body, obviously, from being tortured. he gets alot of nightmares, but he doesnt wake up from them, like you cant tell hes having them. he doesnt look like hes freaking out, or anything, he just looks like hes sleeping, but he'll wake up really suddenly from them and not know where he is, or who the people are around him. he has tranqs cause theyre the only thing that he can take that will make him sleep without dreaming, but obviously he cant take them all the time. hes not the man he was before he left for the marines. hes not even the man he was before he got taken prisoner. but hes not like, this permanently damaged guy. hes quiet. withdrawn. he doesnt trust people, generally. he likes his space, and he still lives like...military regulation. his bed is made mility regulation, he eats at the same time every day, he still works out, he lives his life as if hes still the marines. hes on a shitton of medication, that honestly, if he werent on? theyd have to put him in a hospital, cause hes just that unstable. but the meds keep him stable. hes aware, like hes not like, im fine, im fine. he knows he has to take his meds. if he doesnt take them, its cause he honestly forgot. but that doesnt really happen, its routine now. obviously you cant sneak up on him, or make sudden movements, or really loud noises around him. pans dropping will freak him out. sometimes wind outside will set him off. hes tempermental, but hes not...nuts. he doesnt flip shit, everytime he has a flashback. alot of the times you cant tell? cause he reverts...in. he doesnt lash out, most of the time. but once hes like, in his head, its hard to get him back out. he legit just wont respond to you for like, hours, and all you can really do at that point, is wait it out. hes got tattoos, obviously, but more scars than anything. he doesnt wear a shirt in his room, most times, cause its hot. hes not ashamed of his scars, you'll probably see them pretty soon, he honestly just...doesnt pay attention to them. hes at the point where he doesnt care, honestly. no piercings. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6ZWlDks0nQ&feature=related
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