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• 1991-12-02
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• close your eyes and think of the crappiest place on the face of the earth....yeah thats where im forced to live.
Member Since
• 2006-06-28
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• at the moment...i have none
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• You dont need to know it. Please just call me Spike

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Achievements
• Going to State with one of my artworks, finishing half a book, with high hopes of getting it published.
Anime Fan Since
• A long time. I started out with pokemon when i was little and just worked my way up.
Favorite Anime
• DeathNote. Fullmetal Alchemist. Wolf's Rain. Grave of the Fireflies
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• Pulbication. Recognition as an artist. Becoming a professional tattoo artist, or clothing desginer.
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• Drawing, painting, Writing, playing guitar, listening to music, hanging with the gang, or hanging with my boy.
Talents
• Drawing. Writing. and i can touch my nose with my tongue...




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Monday, July 17, 2006

   xX NEEDING YOU Xx
I cant convince myself you might be someone else
Its hard to see but I know your not yourself
You have put up this wall
And im so afraid to fall

Its a never ending week of the game of hide & seek
Im always gone when your around
And when im lost its you thats found
When I need a hand your never there
When I cry for help you dont care

I feel so small under the weight of it all
On bloody hands and knees I have no will to even crawl
Broken down into a thousand pieces
I have no escapes no such releases

Shattered glass, its what Ive become
But in fear of loosing you i hold my tounge
You used to be the savior at my side
But now youve left in the cold to die

Chained and bound, burnt to the ground
Smashed and broken, so much unspoken
Im hating you but needing your company
Swallowed by sympathy,without this victory

If only you might see me bleed
If only I could see what your doing to me
But I cant get you out of my head
So I choose to suffer instead

I know your voice
I know your face
I know your step
I know your place

I find mt confort at your side
Im buried ten feet under, tethered and tied
I clutch your hand as if I let go I would fall
Im so scard to leave it all

My need for you is stronger than this will to stand
When im lost its you who knows where I am
Somedays it seems easier just to walk away
But in the end I always choose to stay

I am your loyal dog tied to your side
Tear me up and peel my skin
Ill only come right back again
Sometimes its just hard to see
But in your heart I know you care for me
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