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Saturday, July 3, 2004


   Watch
I got a new fossil watch today. I hope it ends up working, doesn't break apart, or doesn't get lost, like my LAST TWO Fossil watches. >< Maybe it's the brand, but hey, too late now.

I'm so jealous of AJeh. He's in NYC right now, and he's going to see some of the best fireworks around, tomorrow. v_v; I suppose I'll just watch them on TV after the finals of the Euro 2004. Greece vs. Portugal. NOT that I'm even a mild soccer fan (what, are you kidding me?), but if I'm going to see a soccer match this year, this'll be it. That is, again, presuming I can find a channel that will play soccer (I'll watch it, even if it's the Spanish channel!!!).

Other than that, toodles to nobody that reads this. ¬_¬;

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Saturday, June 26, 2004


I hate you.
OH! I don't know what I'm doing! It's like a whirlpool, sucking you in...

But about something else, I just... *sigh* Why does it seem my world is going to pieces, sometimes? Why?

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Friday, June 25, 2004


Oh gosh.
I saw Annie Hall yesterday. First I started acting like Woody Allen, and then today, while I'm talking to someone on AIM, I start mimicking Diane Keaton (whom my sister is obsessed with because of the movie Annie Hall and I have no idea why).

But oh gosh. I meant to post to ask something again. Another one of my little thoughts. But now, Hm... it's really stupid what I have to say. Maybe I'll ask it another time.

Signing off at 2:21 AM,
-Roxie. *And I don't get why my sister likes Diane Keaton from the movie Annie Hall!*

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Monday, June 21, 2004


   Stolen from Ajeh
If I were....
a month, I'd be: May
a day of the week, I'd be: Thursday.
a time of day, I'd be: 4:30-ish pm
a planet, I'd be: Venus
a sea animal, I'd be: One of those fish with the light on their heads, like in Finding Nemo (The one that almost eats Dori and Nemo's dad).
a direction, I'd be: Either south, or NW.
a piece of furniture, I'd be: abstract sculpture worth nothing.
a sin, I'd be: Lust. Probably
a historical figure, I'd be: Susan B. Anthony. Or I'd like to be her.
a liquid, I'd be: Water
a tree, I'd be a: Willow *grin* you should have seen that coming
a bird, I'd be a: Robin
a tool, I'd be a: Level
a flower/plant, I'd be a: Izalea. Strange name, strange plant.
a kind of weather, I'd be: partially sunny, room temperature but outside.
a mythical creature, I'd be a: I took a test once; it siad I was the Asian equivalent of a unicorn. O-o; Phoenix would be cool, too.
a musical instrument, I'd be a: Piano. Duh.
an animal, I'd be a: Tiger. Or a Tropical bird.
a color, I'd be: Green. Or Yellow
an emotion, I'd be: Fluttering love. The kind when you know the situation is not feasible/possible.
a vegetable, I'd be: Celery.
a sound, I'd be: "Oh!" in a sighing way.
an element, I'd be: Earth
a car, I'd be a: Midsized Audi.
a song, I'd be: Something Anime. Preferably from a Miyazaki Film.
a movie, I'd be: 13 going on 30.
a book, I'd be: "Angus, Thongs, and Full Frontal Snogging"
a food, I'd be: Ramen. Or strawberries
a place, I'd be: New York City! ^_^
a material, I'd be: some weird cotton that nobody uses.
a taste, I'd be: bittersweet. Two tastes in one. I'm talented.
a scent, I'd be: Lavender and Lemon together
a religion, I'd be: Agnostic. Funny how I'm Catholic, too.
a word, I'd be: "ctrlaltdel" if you tried to say it, spelled like that
an object, I'd be a: Paper butterfly
a body part, I'd be a[n]: Platelet. It's a thing that clots your blood when you scrape and bleed.
a subject in school, I'd be: World History. I loved it.
a facial expression, I'd be: The smile from a polite laugh
a cartoon character, I'd be: *grins* Mimiru (.hack//Sign) or Yolei (Digimon)
a shape, I'd be a: Triangle.
a number, I'd be: 6

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Sunday, June 20, 2004


Oh...
The heart asks pleasures first. Oh, my heart is a delicate thing. How long until insanity fades? How long until the madness passes through? Pray tell, for I yearn to know the answer!
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004


Strange Dream
I had a strange dream last night. There was one part where I was playing with a victorian dressed girl in a victorian backyard. She reminded me of Samantha from the American Girl Doll series. But I had another dream, which was quite strange.

I was in this crowded corridor of a stone passageway. There was a whole crowd behind me and I was in front. I don't really remember, but there was a couple spells said by me (I don't know if I had a wand), and then I knew Voldemort - yes Voldemort was gone. And then the view point changed like a camera, and I saw the crowd pushing each other (probably because I had watched a news clip about police and crowds at the Puerto Rican Parada earier). And then the view got to the back of the crowd, and there was Dumbledore! He made his way to the head of the line, but when he got to me, there wasn't a body or anything, and he was disappointed, I think that there were no remains.

Then the crowd and everyone kidna disappeared. I was urged to go through this wooden door, so I did, and I ended up in a closet type thing, with another door. There was a deat rat, and this girl from school, Susan, was there, too. The rat was really ugly, and I almost screamed. But Susan was like "He's dead." And I knew that rat was Voldemort (why wasn't he a snake? Dunno - ask my subconcious). Susan said "Come on, let's get out of here." So I opened the other door.

Then we were in this really green meadow with tall grass swaying in the wind, etc. and there were these ruins up ahead, that looked like Stonehendge, but there weren't as many and the slabs weren't thick enough. We were heading towards it, and I suddenly started being mean to Susan. I was accusing her of being popular, one of those popular jerks, and not caring about anyone else (me). And I have no idea why I did that, either, because Susan is absolutely SUPER nice to me, and she's not in the slightest popular. O-o;;;

As we got closer to the stone thingy, we also met this girl in the grade below us. IRL, I know her a little bit. She's nice, but kinda slow. And she's shorter than me. So she was babbling about something, and it was very nice.

Suddenly, Chris, yes, Chris, i.e. JCBaggee, is there! He looks either like Van Helsing or "D" from his Vampire Hunter D avatar. And I was glad to see him, etc. The next thing I remember is the four of us being in an almost circle. JC was in the "3:00" position, in our circle, I was almost at "5:00," the girl in the grade below me was at "7:00" and Susan was almost at "9:00."

Then Chris said he had to go (which seemed pretty soon, since he had just gotten there). While parting, he kissed the girl next to me on the forehead because he said she reminded him of his two daughters at home (like, the way she looked with frizzy blonde hair and blue eyes). O_O;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

And then I woke up. But Chris? Children? I mean, he must have been older, but he didn't seem it one bit! That was such a strange dream, I must admit!

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Saturday, June 12, 2004


A masquerade
I asked this to just one. Now I ask you all. What would you do if you loved? If you felt great pangs of it in your heart, and to go through its stages like a dance; rejected ever so slightly, agonizing over yourself, come to a conclusion, and move on with life. Not just that, but what if you woke up, only to realize that everything you felt, the gushes of emotion for something you were so sure was solid, was all a dream, and should not have been wasted on?
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004


   History Lessons
School is in session this week! I have to do a "Research Project" aka "Final Paper" in Social studies. The rough draft is due thursday on top of a newer friggin' assignment for our "Model United Nations" where I'm India, speaking on the topic of female infanticide or something like that. -____- great.

Not only that, but I have to read Jane Eyre, and I got a 57 (F) on the last pop reading quiz because I didn't read two chapters out of the 6! Just my luck that half the quiz is on the last two chapters. ARGH!

My day got even better when my power point presentation became corrupt, and now I have to start again. Thank GOD I got an extentsion.

I have so much friggin' shit this week that now I know why people gasp when you say you're taking all honors. -.-; but I'll muddle through it.

In the meantime, I have a history lesson for all of you. My paper is on the Munich Agreement (which said: give Hitler the Czech-Sudetenland and he won't take over anymore land and war is avoided; feel free to add to that, dearest Ken!), which I have been told by Ken, is very boring. Yes, I know. -.-; Groups of four had to pick a country and take their side on the war, so my group chose Germany, and my arguement for the Munich Pact was that it was a good thing (duh). Here are some fun facts for all of you on the Munich Pact; one for today and one for yesterday:

The Italian ambassador Bernado Attolico informed Hitler, in his weak German, of Benito Mussolini’s statement: “Morgen 11 Uhr München!” - “Munich 11 A.M. tomorrow!” Hitler laughed. Evidently, Berlin was too far for Mussolini, so the conference was held in Munich.

Throughout the conference Hitler toyed with a watch - it is said he must have borrowed it expressedly for the purpose, because he never wore one - it was probably for effect, as if implying that he might order his troops to the Sudetenland at any moment.

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Saturday, April 3, 2004


   Disorders
I saw this in Rob's (TVE's) myO, so I took the test. When you get a chance, visit his myO!

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --


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Survey stolen from AJeh who stole from Manic. ¬_¬
What is your name?: Roxanne
Are you named after anyone? No.
What's your screename?: Roxie/moonbeam (on AIM)
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Nah. My mom did that. keke.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Matt. That's the name my parents had decided. -_-
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Michelle. Normal is good.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: My last name is too long.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Nah. I'd probably shorten it.

Basics
Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single?: Yah
If not, do you want to be?: ..
Birthdate: May 29, 1989
Your age: 14
Age you act: 17?
Age you wish you were: Younger. Maybe 10 or 11.
Your height: About 5'0" -_-
Eye color: Brown
Happy with it?: It's okay. Green eyes are better, but there's nothin' wrong with mine.
Hair color: Dark Brown
Happy with it?: Nah. I need red or purple highlights
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty
Your living arrangement:: Mom, older sister.
Your family:: Mom, sister, Dad, stepmom.
Have any pets?: My dog, Snuffleupagus/Snuffy!Whats your job?: Student.
Piercings?: Ears, one hole each side.
Tattoos?: None.
Obsessions?: Ken Ichijouji, Quatre Raberba Winner, some anime.
Addictions?: The internet (at times).
Do you speak another language?: Not fluently. Spanish is alright, and I'm a just-learned-how-to-say-"hello" student on Japanese.
Have a favorite quote?: Not one I'd share with you.
Do you have a webpage?: http://www.freewebs.com/roxanne

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: Sometimes. Not often enough, probably
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Pretty tolerant, I think.
Do you have any secrets?: Yup Yup. Everyone has some.
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes.
Do you like your handwriting?: Yeah. It's pretty good. ^^
Do you have any bad habits?: Not really. I itch my head a lot because it's dry. o-o
What is the compliment you get from most people?: You're so smart, Roxanne.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "Too out of tought with Reality"
What's your biggest fear?: Yelly people. They scare me.
Can you sing?: Not really. My voice sucks.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Nope. lol.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Probably not.
Are you a daredevil?: No, not at all.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: My face and hair.
Are you passive or agressive?: Aggressive.
Do you have a journal?: a private blog when something important comes up.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I'd be less crazy, and act less weird around people.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Hell no!
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I make too many stupid ass mistakes and then agonize over them.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Yup, pretty good! :)
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Too many.
What do you like the most about your body?: My thinness and my lips.
Are you confident?: Definately.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Mimiru from .hack//SIGN, only more annoying, and retarded.

Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: Yep. At dinner.
Go to church?: Every Sunday
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Nope
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes... only sometimes when I can't get to sleep. ^^;;
Take walks in the rain?: No, unless I have to.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yeah. All the time. -_-
Drive?: Not yet.
Like to drive fast?: Can't drive

Would or Have You Ever?
Been out of the country?: Yeah, but I was too small to remember.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: No. lol.
Been in love?: Not love love. Just way too many crushes.
Done drugs?: No
Gone skinny dipping?: Ooh god no
Had a medical emergency?: Heh. I broke my arm once?
Had surgery?: Nope
Ran away from home?: No.
Played strip poker?: No thank you, lol
Gotten beaten up?: Nah, I'm a sissy girl.
Beaten someone up?: LMAO, hell no!
Been picked on?: All my life. Assholes...
Been on stage?: Yeah. I wanted to be Wicked Witch of the West, but some kid's parent got them the role instead. I was munchkin No. 4. -____-
Slept outdoors?: Yes
Thought about suicide?: Everyone has once, I think.
Pulled an all nighter?: Never
If yes, what is your record?: See above
Gone one day without food?: No, I could never last that long.
Talked on the phone all night?: Not all night, but I think 4/5 hours to Rachel
Slept all day?: Never.
Killed someone?: ¬_¬ (No, you dumbshit!)
Made out with a stranger?: No
Had sex with a stranger?: No
Thought you're going crazy?: Yeah
Kissed the same sex?: No
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No
Been betrayed?: Majorly
Had a dream that came true?: Sometimes.
Broken the law?: Yeah, just some minor stuff.
Met a famous person?: Never. Unless you count Barbie's lawyer (A laywer for Mattel).
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Nothing more than a spider
On purpose?: Insects and spiders in the house.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yeah. keke.
Stolen anything?: At strawberry from one of those salad stands in the grocery store.
Had a nervous breakdown?: YES.
Bungee jumped?: Nope.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Probably. I can't remember any at the moment.

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: DUH!
Miracles?: Yes
Astrology?: YesNo
Magic?: Maybe
God?: Yes
Satan?: Yes
Santa?: No
Ghosts?: Yes
Luck?: No
Love at first sight?: No
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Absolutely
Witches?: I dunno
Easter bunny?: No
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Extremely difficult, but yeah.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Metaphorically
Do you wish on stars?: Nah, they're probably already extinguished by the time the light reaches us.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Not IRL.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: No idea.
Your favourite inside joke?: -
Thing you're picked on most about?: My strangeness, or my Asian-ness.
Who's your longest known friend?: Can't remember. Probably Alexander.
Newest?: Krystal.
Shyest?: Marlena
Funniest?: Rachel
Sweetest?: Marlena
Smartest?: Me. *grin*
Friends you miss being close to the most?: *will not say*
Last person you talked to online?: Chris.
Who do you talk to most online?: AJ and Chris.
Schoolfriends: *Classified*
Who do you trust most?: Marlena
Who's the best singer?: Michelle
Who's on your shit-list?: Katie Kolenut, and Jill Grotto. You a-holes!
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: No
Do you always feel understood? No
Who's the loudest friend?: Me.
Do you trust others easily?: Way too much.
Do your friends know you?: Better had *fist shake*

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No
Turn-on?: "Face, hair, intelligence, humor"
Turn-off?: People who like to make fun of others. Sarcastics usually annoy me in the beginning.
First kiss?: N/A
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: Has happened: Embarrased!
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Hell yes!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: Honestly, no
What is best about the opposite sex?: They're so witty.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They're lazy and don't think enough about anything, especially how girls feel.
What's the last present someone gave you?: hand made necklace.
Are you in love?: Crush? Yes.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Don't have one!

Who Was the Last Person...
That you laughed at?: Rachel
That laughed at you?:
That turned you on?: ;p
You went shopping with?: My mom. -_-
That broke your heart?: *classified*
You saw?: Sister.

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No
Will it be with your significant other?: To quote AJeh perfectly: "Don't you hate it when the survey-makers twist the dagger deep into your stomach? >_>"
Or some random person?: No.... o-o


What are you wearing right now?: PJs from Mudd jeans. They're navy blue with stars and moons and planets on them. Purdy. ^_^
What are you worried about right now?: My homework. lol.
What book are you reading?: Dark Lord of Derkholm.
What's on your mousepad?: "RIF" (reading is fundamental)
Are you bored?: Somewhat
Are you tired?: A bit
Are you talking to anyone online?: Chris.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Both
Are you listening to music?: No.

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