Friday, February 23, 2007

He's just not that into you...
I went to the mall today with my friend, got some shopping done (bought a red shirt at The Gap, half of the price - $14 of $28 - goes directly to Africa to fight AIDS), bought make-up, and went to Borders.

I saw a book in Borders, but since I have (2) gift certificates to Barnes & Noble, I went there by myself and bought that book, AND the new-(ish) Artemis Fowl book. Yes, I love those books, no, I don't care what you think of that.

Anyway, that book I got is the famously popular He's just not that into you by the writers of Sex and the City.

Side Tangent: Er, oddly enough, I saw him (Valentine's Day guy) while my friend and I were on the way to the mall (before we got on the highway). Apparently boy's had fencing practice today (so says my friend who is on the girl's fencing team), so he was on his way to practice.

But back to the book. The first chapter? "he's just not that into you if he's not asking you out." ;_; And the end of the third chapter ("he's just not that into you if he's not dating you"): 'Guys tell you how they feel even if you refuse to listen or believe them. "I don't want to be in a serious relationship" truly means "I don't want to be in a serious relationship with you" or "I'm not sure that you're the one." (Sorry)'

It's not that I haven't been listening - in fact, I've been listening and understanding perfectly, it's just that this totally validates my conclusions (and also says I screwed up by asking him, not letting him ask me, but I really don't actually give a shit about that). By cementing it in words, it also makes it totally real and finite. Like a brick wall between me, and him. >_<

But (apparently) I'm still a totally fabulous girl, and good enough to be asked out. =D *cheesy smile*

Er, so that's been my day so far.

I've also proven to myself why I need to go away to college - to meet more (smart) boys than there are in my stupid high school. =P (Yes, yes, AND to get a great education and connections to open doors, I know. ;P)