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Thursday, December 6, 2007

Confused as hell.
For future reference (this post and others) James = school friend, not OB's admin. K thx read on!

I've just been in an awful mood lately. All the awful (little?) things James did to me made me think about myself and how much of an awful person I really am. And I just regret every little thing I've ever done or said in my life.

Especially to James. It doesn't matter if it's good or bad, everything I do is stupid. I don't even know why he's friends with me, when he can have tons of other friends.

Three months later and I'm still terrified he'll figure out he doesn't want to be my friend. I'm wondering right now if he thought I was a charity case. Because really, I was quite desperate to be his friend. And that's pathetic, you know?

...Still regretting everything I've ever done or said to him. Ever. I wonder if he hates it all and is too nice to say anything to me about it.

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