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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Only sort of confused, and some non-sequitur
Yeah, so um... he said he wouldn't miss me over break. Which made me cry at about 1 in the morning. Like... Saturday.
But... his lj kind of cleared things up. In general. He said that, just in general he knows he's flawed and says things he shouldn't, but you know, he still cares.
And even before that, I think I got it. I think... he cares about me as a friend, but not as much as I care about him.
Which really hurts a lot, when you think about it. But... I'm supposed to talk to the shrink on Saturday, so I think I'll bring it up then and see what she says.
The non-sequitur
Anyway, VM and I had a really interesting conversation on Sunday, um... using my computer. Well, we were looking at webpages together and talking about them out loud and stuff.
I just wanted to put this here as a record of our thought process.
Before I even had him over my room, I had been looking this stuff up on various sites:
Another friend sent me a video on youtube
I was looking up vidoes on Youtube
Que sera sera
Doris Day
Doris Day - Over the Rainbow
Judy Garland - Over the Rainbow
Wizard of OZ on Wikipedia
So then I've still got the Wizard of OZ in my head, and we start looking stuff up on my computer.
Tin Man
Alan Cummings
Nightcrawler
Iceman
Otzi
"curse of Otzi"
"curse of the Pharaohs"
"Ghost stories?!?!?" - VM
theshadowlands.net - Me
And the last one pretty much covers it. We went over ghosts, Lincoln & JFK, Clinton Road, Mothman, Jersey Devil, and a whole bunch of other stuff. It was cool. Yeah. 8)
I'm also posting right now because I'm fucking nervous as HELL and I need to get some of the energy out. RPing should NOT be this hard. Seriously. *dies*
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