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Monday, January 7, 2008

Giving it (him) up
So, over the weekend, I realized that I think it's time I finally let him go. Valentine's day boy. The reality is, I probably will never see him again in my life (unless I continually stalk the FL public library, which um, I'd rather not do). I dunno. I had some bizarre hope that he would want to talk to me over break or something, and now that break is almost over, I realized that my hope was pretty silly. ^^;

He doesn't like me, is totally in love with someone else (if his AIM statuses and profile are any indication), and once again, I'll probably never see him again.

He's the ONLY person I've ever really *liked,* ever wanted to kiss, hook-up with. And he doesn't even like me. ;_;

Such are the tragedies and misfortunes of life.

I think... I'm going to move him to another buddy group. (Just did, actually.) I'm going to try to forget about him, so I can forget about how I feel. It doesn't even *matter* how I feel, since he doesn't even like me, lol.

I'm going to steal something from Danny V's profile:

"It never hurt more in my entire life
just to watch you get everything you want,
while all I ever wanted just walks away."

It's true. Unrequited love is a bitch. >_<;

Here's to letting you go.

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