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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

So Mad
I'm just so mad that he doesn't notice me at all. What's so bad about me that you refuse to even say hello? Am I really that awful? Somehow, I doubt it.

I don't get it, either, because he hangs out with her all the time. I thought, you know, it was a cultural thing, but it's not. Or maybe just an aversion to this culture. But then, it's on you -- why the fuck did you choose THIS country? Ya coulda picked England. -_-

I didn't think he was a bad person. I like to assume the best in all people, and so I assumed he was a nice person. It turns out he's pretty flawed, full of hypocrisy, and he's not even nice. Maybe a lot of this is my fault for having such high expectations from him, but maybe some of it is his fault, for being a rude person.

I'm angry and I'm hurt right now. And it sucks that tomorrow I'm going to forgive him, get my hopes up again, and be crushed all the same. It sucks.

P.S.: I just want to let you know that you represent your country pretty poorly by being such a jerk.

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