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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Slowly being tortured
So I am convinced that I am slowly being tortured.

First, by all the stuff that makes my life busy - mainly international club, and work for Dr. Sun. Why did I EVER agree to do a work study? *_*

And secondly, and most importantly, by the fates who have decided to pull at my heart and give me false hope.

His facebook status (in French, lol) is "another week where we'll do anything..."

And I don't know what it means. I spent Monday morning wondering, waiting for class to get out so I could ask him. But he was busy, and now I have to wait until later today (it's like 1:30 AM) to ask!

Do you know how awful it is to have false hope like that staring you SMACK in the face? There's this scene in FMA: Conqueror of Shambala where Alphonse has been dreaming of meeting up with Edward. And he wakes up, startled. He begins to cry, his face scrunched up and tears leaking out. That's me.

I just... really really can't stop hoping, and I've given up trying at this point. I know it's not true, and I'm going to find that out when I talk to him. But... until then, I'll be Alphonse, oscillating on the edge of a very cruel dream.

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