Wednesday, July 6, 2005

All the things he said. ^_~
Well, before I get to stuff in the aforementioned title, I'd like to say something that... someone else wrote to me a long time ago. And it was just about 2 months ago that I finally understood it:

"[People online can be] people who wish they were even half of how they present themselves to be."

And like I said, I finally understood that completely, about two months ago. *laughs* But... that is quite nice to know.

And I do think there are a lot of people who are fakes. I'm not. What you see online is what I am; others may decieve but I am truth.


Alright, enough of that. *laughs* I talked to someone... else , last night. For about three hours; two of them talking extensively about something that I never intended to say, but it just happened. *shrug*

All I wanted to say was that he and all the others had put me through hell and back. For a while last night I thought I was being selfish, but... I wasn't. ^_^ I never expected anything back from all of it, so wanting that legend, even if I'm not remembered, is okay; it wasn't like I did it just for that reason - it simply came out that way.

Like I told *ahem* my dad was right. He says not to try to be famous - fame will come to you. Don't try too hard to be a famous leader; the people will do that for you. And once again, he is right. ^_^


I didn't mean to tell him (not my dad, the person from before, but not at the top.) last night everything I was feeling, but I did. And... I guess it turned out alright. Who am I kidding? I turned into a total sap last night. But it was truth, at least.

And I still wanted to go on the roller coaster again. I said, "Restarting a Revolution, are we?" to provoke him, but he knows better. "Goodness no, no time for wars... we must learn from those events, not repeat them." Yes, sensei. ;_; (;P)

She said, "Because we were stupid and foolish and we couldn't help it." Damn right. I should feel like a fool for everything coming out alright, but I don't. Because, well, I'm foolish. *hangs head*

And now, I don't even know why I told you all this. Everyone will be mortified.

But... I did. Because, well, I could. So I did. I mean, I am! ^^;;

P.S.: If you know who I'm talking about, please don't tell everyone and their brother. ;_;

By the way, to two/(three?) people: No secrets were betrayed - I PROMISE. ^_^