Thursday, December 29, 2005

I'M GOING CRAZY! (oh, and
I'm going CRAZY. I'm stuck at my cousin's house in Massachusettes, and I went shopping with my insane autn and mother for four hours. I thought we were only going to be there for a little while, but NOOOOO, we stayed at the goddamn mall for FOUR HOURS. I wanted to kill them. I still do.

I like going to Massachusettes ebcause it's a change of scenery. I hate everything else, and I ALWAYS have a horrible time.

I'm not having a good year at school at all, and I feel like I'm a lot more angry and cynical about everything. And that's why I'm especially not having a good time here. It's killing me.

I've already predicted that I'm going to have a nervous breakdown sometime this school year. I bet you. :/

As soon as I got home from the mall, I jammed Hamasaki-san in my CD player (my friend's Dad bought it for me in Japan - AWESOMENESS ^_^), to escape from this horrible time I'm having.

Unfortunately the CD's almost done. *sad* Oh well. I still have two PuffyAmiYumi CDs (I liked them before that TV show. They're so funky. ^^), and I've got the .hack//SIGN OST 1, and I've got Coldplay.

I wish I had L'arc~en~ciel, though. I WANT THEIR ALBUMS [currently I want Awake from Tofu records]. So maybe soon I will be able to order their CDs from amazon or something. I actually found a way to order online without using a credit card, so that's cool. ^_^

(To order TomTom's present, which was the FLCL OST 1, I used my Barnes & Noble gift card, and then spent however much I spent on him at the actual store. So, you see, if I buy gift cards from there, and borders, I can use them myself, and order Laruku CDs w/o having to beg my mom to use her credit card. WAH. UBER. LARUKU HERE I COME!!!!!)

*dances* man, I hate my life. >_> Ah well. I love Laruku and Hamasaki and Asian Kung Fu, and and Undo, and and YAY!!!! J-ROCK FOR LIFE! ^____^ *hops away MADLY*