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Wednesday, November 5, 2003
Hm.
I am not looking for sympathy. I don't even know why I am on the internet any longer. So I can sit here and be told what I am by some impersonal person?
Jenna, I meant to put "one of" the best posters on OB. But I didn't have time to change it...eh.
I'm seriously considering just leaving OB altogether. I'm also seriously considering just leaving the internet altogether.
I don't want any sympathy. Don't give me it.
Anyways, I just saw Matrix: Revolutions. What a disappointment. A very large one.
Eh.
I don't even want to do anything. If I am just going to end up hurting people here on the internet...why am I here. What is the point?
The internet is too damn impersonal. It's too damn superficial. It's too damn...eh.
It's people like PT that just bother me. He responds back...and doesn't seem to even understand what I have said. Ah well.
I guess PT is a good way to look at what the cold world is going to be like. Hm.
I don't even feel like I can post how I feel anymore...this journal doesn't even feel like mine. I guess it never has.
If I leave the internet completely, I shall tell those that it matters to. That is about all. Who knows, I probably won't leave anyways. Who knows.
I have felt more bitter than in a long time lately. And it has affected how I post on OB, how I post in here, everything. I can act like I'm happy and things...but I guess I am not.
In the end it's no one's concern but mine. I mean, this is the internet. Who should care. And who should even need to.
Like Tony, I ask myself why I'm even here. Especially with how mean I have been lately. I guess it's just time that I shut up.
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