Thursday, November 6, 2003

Things that I was going to talk about anyways...

Dilapoid: What does Ange de Cramoisi mean?
Dilapoid: Angel of something?

Auto response from Ange de Cramoisi: Gone to see if my phone can be replaced. Stupid phone, stupid Verizon.

Ange de Cramoisi: It means Crimson Angel
Dilapoid: French, right?
Ange de Cramoisi: Oui :-)
Dilapoid: How do you say it? Like it looks?
Ange de Cramoisi: Ahhngv[soft G] d [the 'd' sound] cramwahsi
Ange de Cramoisi: without that v on ange...
Dilapoid: It's an awesome name.
Ange de Cramoisi: Thanks :-)
Dilapoid: Yeah.
Dilapoid: Mine is from the word Dilapidation./
Ange de Cramoisi: Why did you choose that?
Dilapoid: Do you know what it means?
Ange de Cramoisi: Yes
Dilapoid: It is one of my favorite words.
Dilapoid: And it describes things well, I guess.
Ange de Cramoisi: Really? Describes you?
Dilapoid: Well, as what it is to be human.
Dilapoid: We get weathered, beaten, faded...dilapidated. As we get older.
Ange de Cramoisi: Ah, yes, so life in general
Dilapoid: Yeah.
Ange de Cramoisi: So what's up? Did things with PT get resolved?
Dilapoid: Not really lol. We've just decided to put it behind.
Dilapoid: He Im'd me last night.
Ange de Cramoisi: Good
Dilapoid: He's all, "okay. wtf happened?"
Ange de Cramoisi: Pertaining to what?
Ange de Cramoisi: Was he 'wtf'ing about your squabble?
Dilapoid: I don't know.
Dilapoid: I said, "Nothing."
Dilapoid: And said, "I asked for an apology and apologized to you. And you threw it in my face. That's what happened lol."
Dilapoid: The conversation didn't really get anywhere else.
Dilapoid: Perhaps you want to see his reply to my PM back?
Ange de Cramoisi: He told me that you two resolved it :P
Ange de Cramoisi: Sure.
Dilapoid: Okay.
Ange de Cramoisi: I was very mad that he took that tiny snippet out of our conversation and relayed it to you. It made it look as thought I was saying nasty things about you, which I wasn't.
Dilapoid: Yes.
Dilapoid: He also mentioned in the Pm that people have wanted my Banned?
Dilapoid: And that Shy doesn't like me?

Dilapoid: What the hell?
Ange de Cramoisi: See, I don't know if he's making stuff up or what.
Dilapoid: He has to be.
Ange de Cramoisi: I don't know why he feels the need to throw shit lkike that in your face
Ange de Cramoisi: Use other people's opinions, whether they're true or false, to validate his onw
Ange de Cramoisi: own*
Ange de Cramoisi: I sitll think that your comment was aarogant upon reading it once, but it's not like I talk shit about you or dislike you because of it.
Ange de Cramoisi: Gr.
Dilapoid: Yeah. All he did was include that in the PM.
Dilapoid: As if you're thinking horrid of me, or something.
Ange de Cramoisi: Grrrr
Ange de Cramoisi: It makes me mad
Dilapoid: He just makes me mad generally.
Dilapoid: I have to write a poem with your AIM name.
Ange de Cramoisi: If I had said other horrible things, I would be embarassed, but I didn't say anything else...grr, lol
Ange de Cramoisi: That would be nice ^_^
Dilapoid: Sorry, I can't directly connect.
Dilapoid: I'll just have to do it in small parts..
Dilapoid: Oh god...spare me, please. Spare me your incessant whining. You can't take other people's opinions. Simple as that. Look at every discussion we've had, Mitch. You overreact.

I do accept different opinions. I encourage different opinions. The opinions that I do not encourage are those expressed by people like you, the opinions stemming from a provincial high school ideal.

Dilapoid: And, ask Heaven's Cloud about writing formats, about paper requirements and such. Ask about how strenuous college and Grad school is, regarding writing.

It's probably because you're still in high school that you so strongly believe your high school instructors. More often than not, high school instructors will...how should I say this...not provide the necessary criticism, as high school is still a formulative stage. Simply, high school instructors encourage you because it's their job. Administration doesn't look too fondly on teachers who don't provide lavish praise to their students.

Dilapoid: Yeah, I got loads of As on papers in high school and rocked all the creative writing classes I was in. What's your point? High school does not define anything about anyone. Ask college students. Ask Charles, since you value his (positive) opinion so highly. High school does not prepare you at all, and if you hold high school opinions so highly, then, dude, you're shortchanging yourself.

Dilapoid:


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You're too abrasive. Too hitting. Too mean. You don't stop and think, "Well, by God, people can have their own opinions!"

I find it absurd to ever see you as a mod. The way you beat other people apart here on OB...you'll never, ever be one. You actually have to have respect for people to be a mod. You actually have to understand people to be a mod. Not just understand what you think and what you think is right.
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And, what, might I ask, have you been doing these past few weeks? You know, James isn't thinking too highly of you, either. Nor is Shy. You know, there has been talk of banning you? But, surely that's not believable, because you're Mitch! Right?

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And I have written far more poems than you have I am sure as hell. I have a word document that's about 60,000 words long, with many poems...not even all of my poems. I also have so many little stories started on my computer I can't even count.
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60,000 words...hmmm...that's great. Really. I've got an epic poem that's already hitting 20k. What's your point of this? And why didn't you define "word document?" Is it...a novel? Essay? Something with a full-page narrative structure?

Dilapoid: And...the fact that you "have so many little stories started on [your] computer" somehow differentiates you? What makes you think that makes you original? Or unique? Every writer has a few gig worth of started stories on their computer. My files are nearing 6 gig. People at Rutgers have boxes full of tiny little scratchpads with scenes, synopses, characters, descriptions, etc.

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Writing isn't about rules. It isn't about words. It isn't about syntax. It isn't about grammar. It's about expression...and making people see things like they never have.

Writing is a personalized tool. It isn't another thing to be held down by rules. It is something to be one's own.

If you don't agree with this...then I don't know how you can appreciate Shakespeare. He used words that were his own. He wrote words that were his own.

As for punctuation...it's useless to put interdictions on those as well. Those are as much an art as writing is.

Dilapoid:
Writing isn't about anything you seem to think it is. You seem to write only to seem more intellectual, and to be as great as you see some other writers are.

Ralph Waldo Emerson once said that "to be great is to be misunderstood." And I think, clearly, you have misunderstood me.
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Dilapoid: Hmmm…you…compare yourself to Shakespeare and Emerson…and you’re calling me pompous? And you’re…accusing me of living in a fantasy land?

Dilapoid: Oh, try to get published without adhering to rules. Try to make it as a writer without conforming to any structure. Finding success while following the guidelines is hard enough, many writers never (NEVER) get published or find success. What makes you think that a writer who disregards all literary notions will achieve anything? Think about it. Step back from yourself and look at it.

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I still know how to write something with more heart than you probably will ever understand. I still know how to write something with better effect than I think you'll ever understand.
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Dilapoid: If you’ve got a point with this, it has gotten lost in the pompous posturing.

Dilapoid: Funny you should bring up Abstractism...because, you're using it along with long-established terms. If you didn't acknowledge its existence before, more or less discarding the idea, simply because you couldn't find it in a Dictionary, why bring it up now with searchable terms?
Dilapoid: Because if you do feel the need to bring it up now, then you obviously see merit in the term itself, and considering you have not coined it, I guess that makes me more intelligent than you, doesn’t it? After all, I created a term that no-one has ever heard of before, and a term that you certainly never heard of before. But you still consider yourself a truer scribe, the writer to end all writers, the epitome of the supreme author.

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Well, using dull, stupid words for a paragraph is dull to me. I've just begun realizing my style. It is only in its infancy. And right now, I'm sure many would say it's way better than yours. And you plan on becoming a teacher? If you can't understand what writing even means...and even understand how much it means to me, how can you even teach something you don't know? On the contrary, I think you should keep your mouth shut
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Dilapoid: I’ll say one thing. A classroom does not survive on student culture alone. You think that student culture is the ONLY way? The one and only method? The one and only view? No. There’s a thing called Culture Of Power, which is the structure that you so adamantly abhor.
Dilapoid: Mitch, I’ve got news for you. You can’t survive on Student Culture alone, and if you’ve got some kind of delusional idea in your head that I do not believe in Student Culture, then…you’re a fool. While you believe only in your opinion (Student Culture), I believe in a merging of opinion (a mix of Culture of Power and Student Culture).

Dilapoid: But you know where I draw the line in teaching? When I get students with your kind of attitude. That’s when I start failing people.

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Most people consider me the best poster on OB.
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So…you’re saying, most consider you better than James, Tony, Drix, Charles…?

XtremeVerbatage: let me ask you,
XtremeVerbatage:
Dilapoid: XtremeVerbatage: quote from Mitch
Ange de Cramoisi: That was the line that irritated me.
XtremeVerbatage: yeah me too
Ange de Cramoisi: Because I don't know where he is basing that opinion.

One thing that puzzles me…playing the sympathy card on MyOtaku…nice. Portraying yourself as a victim. How can there be victims in a difference of opinion? You did refer to our talk here as such.

Dilapoid:

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You actually said what you said kindly...but still, this isn't what I was looking for and you know it. I was asking for you to see eye-to-eye with me. To not be so damn critical. But obviously you can't. And if you can't be civil, then I'm not going to be civil to you.
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Dilapoid: Yes. I said it kindly and you overreacted. Want to keep denying that you overreact? Want to keep accusing me of being some heartless monster?

Dilapoid: You say that your opinions of something are simply opinions. Then present them as such. I present my opinions as opinions, do I not? My reply, for example. Regardless of the language used, it is still an opinion. And you value opinion very highly, correct? Or do you just value your opinion?

Dilapoid: If you want to drop this, fine. It’s a waste of time. Go ahead and post it in your MyOtaku. I really don’t mind what sympathy you get. I really don’t mind that half of OB despises me. You have your friends, I have mine.
Dilapoid: Just reading this pisses me off all over again.
Dilapoid: He's putting words I didn't even put in his mouth and telling me them.
Ange de Cramoisi: Yeah, well I'm not really on anyone's side here. I think that both of you are either right in your own aspect, or just being plain stupid to continue arguing.
Dilapoid: The opinions that I do not encourage are those expressed by people like you, the opinions stemming from a provincial high school ideal.

Dilapoid: This angers me.
Dilapoid: Ah well.
Dilapoid: Did I overreact in my reply to his earlier reply?
Dilapoid: I don't think so.
Ange de Cramoisi: I think, in this situation, both of you are overreacting.
Ange de Cramoisi: Because I don't even know how or why it became an issue to argue over in the first place.
Dilapoid: Well, he's the one that threw it all in my face.
Dilapoid: I was just defending myself.
Dilapoid: I sent him the PM originally to apologize over what he said to me in your thread, Jenna.
Dilapoid: And also what he said in the free speech one.
Dilapoid: And I apologized to him.
Ange de Cramoisi: Yeah, he did throw it in your face. However, there comes a point wher eyou can just say 'screw it' and just stop caring so much.
Dilapoid: And I asked him to apologized.
Dilapoid: *apologize
Dilapoid: And he just threw it all in my face and took advantage of the situation.
Dilapoid: He compares me to Kevin, Taylor Hewitt...other people. In that first post.
Dilapoid: He says I know nothing.
Ange de Cramoisi: Yeah, I told him that you were nothing like them
Dilapoid: Says I am stupid, and that I whine.
Ange de Cramoisi: That he has no idae who kevin even is
Dilapoid: And says it's wrong for me to state my opinion?
Ange de Cramoisi: or what he's capable of
Dilapoid: I don't know. It just angers me.
Dilapoid: I know I know a lot.
Dilapoid: I know that I have good opinions...they aren't stupid.
Dilapoid: I know I am not a "provinical high school" student.
Dilapoid: What a stupid label and an annoying term.
Dilapoid: It just angers me..
Dilapoid: He takes advantage of a situation where all I wanted was an apology.
Dilapoid: I was just being kind to him.
Ange de Cramoisi: Well, shit happens and people are jerks.
Dilapoid: And he just threw it all in my face, telling me I know nothing. That my opinions are stupid....blah blah blah.
Dilapoid: If he's not going to show this respect to me...well, kindly, fuck him. I'm not going to respect him.
Dilapoid: I'm not going to let him sit here and tell me what I am..
Dilapoid: He has no clue. He doesn't even know me.
Ange de Cramoisi: Exactly.
Dilapoid: Yet he sits here and bashes me, acts like he's so great.
Dilapoid: I'd like to meet this guy.
Ange de Cramoisi: Which is why you should start forgetting abou tit and shrugging it off
Dilapoid: I am.
Ange de Cramoisi: [heh...tit...]
Dilapoid: I'm just telling you how I feel, you know.
Ange de Cramoisi: Yes, I'm trying to give you advice to not be so angry about it.
Dilapoid: This just embodies what I hate. I hate being told how hard things in life are...how pointless my existence is.
Ange de Cramoisi: Speaking as an objective viewer who respects both of you.
Dilapoid: I feel light-headed.
Ange de Cramoisi: I'm sorry :P I'm not trying to give you a headache with my shit, but I'm trying to get you to see it reasonable
Ange de Cramoisi: bly*
Dilapoid: It's not you..
Ange de Cramoisi: because I can reason with you, and he can't be reasoned with
Dilapoid: I hade some caffeine for the first tinme in a while. That's mostly what it is.
Dilapoid: I drank three glasses of it. Heh.
Dilapoid: And those are the equality of...two cans of pop each about?
Dilapoid: Who knows.
Ange de Cramoisi: Yeah, that's a lot of pop
Dilapoid: This is why I will never touch alcohol.
Dilapoid: I am obsessive-compulsive.
Ange de Cramoisi: Good thinking not touching alcohol, then
Ange de Cramoisi: Addictive personalities are just a bad mix
Dilapoid: I also have this habit of gnawing on things..
Dilapoid: Whenever I have a pencil in my hands, I will chew it.
Dilapoid: I also shake my leg often...I don't know why. It's such a habit.
Dilapoid: You know..
Dilapoid: Sitting down.
Dilapoid: I'll just shake it.
Dilapoid: People always think I'm nervous or something.
Ange de Cramoisi: Nah, I know people who do that
Dilapoid: What other things do I do?
Ange de Cramoisi: I always bite the insdie of my lips when I don't have something to chew on
Dilapoid: Well, I'm negative often. Anyone can say that.
Dilapoid: I'm arrogant.
Dilapoid: I admit.
Dilapoid: ...I like feeling pain, in whatever forms. Mostly mental though.
Dilapoid: Oh...I'm endlessly sarcastic.
Dilapoid: To the point where you can't even tell I'm telling it sarcastically or not.
Dilapoid: I tend to eat a lot when I am depressed...especially when I was younger.
Dilapoid: But now I have stopped eating, and sometimes eat not very much.
Dilapoid: But lately I have been eating a lot more.
Dilapoid: Obsessive-compulsive yet again.
Dilapoid: I was diagnosed with ADD when I was younger..
Dilapoid: I used to take ridlin (however the hell it's spelled I don't know) and then cyler.
Dilapoid: *cylert.
Dilapoid: I used to have hallucanations--day dreams often.
Dilapoid: Really powerful ones.
Dilapoid: And I was paranoid I guess..because of the pills. As well as didn't eat as much.
Dilapoid: I'd stare at my hair at the top of my head...and just pick at it, picking out the pieces that fell out.
Dilapoid: Or something.
Dilapoid: ...And I rant lol.
Ange de Cramoisi: It's ok, I'm listening :-)
Dilapoid: It is always like this when I am light-headed. I just talk easier. Caffeine makes my mind clearer lol.
Ange de Cramoisi: Nothing wrong with too much acceine
Ange de Cramoisi: er o_O
Ange de Cramoisi: caffeine
Dilapoid: Hm.
Ange de Cramoisi: I'm an addict, actually, of caffeine
Ange de Cramoisi: so I shouldn't be dishing out advice
Dilapoid: Heh.
Dilapoid: You also smoke. Horrible habit.
Dilapoid: But it's your choice heh.
Dilapoid: My Mom's grandma is sick again...she has been getting more off and on sick lately.
Dilapoid: And it's because she smoked.
Ange de Cramoisi: I don't smoke :P
Dilapoid: She has to be hooked up to an oxygen tank all the time..
Dilapoid: You quit, or what?
Dilapoid: I'd take it that was just kidding lol.
Ange de Cramoisi: I never really liked the habit, so I stopped
Dilapoid: That's great...
Dilapoid: And you never even mentioned.
Dilapoid: I still remember how I came down on you for ti.
Ange de Cramoisi: It was nice, but didn't hook me :-)
Ange de Cramoisi: Really? Tha tmust have been a year ago
Ange de Cramoisi: or so
Ange de Cramoisi: Because I don't remember it
Ange de Cramoisi: And I haven't smoked in forever
Dilapoid: I remember it.
Dilapoid: It was so long ago.
Dilapoid: I still remember stupid things.
Dilapoid: I rememeber in 8th grade..
Dilapoid: My science teacher, Mr. Breitback..
Dilapoid: *Breitback
Dilapoid: *breitbach
Dilapoid: Bleh.
Dilapoid: Said since this girl named Ruth wasn't there that day..
Dilapoid: That, "We're ruthless today."
Dilapoid: It just sticks in my mind..you know, the pun of it.
Dilapoid: I've thought of that recently for some reason.
Ange de Cramoisi: Now that's a hilarious pun
Dilapoid: Heh.
Dilapoid: Oh man...it was so great in history today.
Dilapoid: My teacher is awesome.
Dilapoid: His name is Mr. Schimdt.
Dilapoid: Hail Schimdtler!
Ange de Cramoisi: lol!
Ange de Cramoisi: Did he make fun of his name like that, too?
Dilapoid: Indeed.
Dilapoid: Anyways, on with my story. Heh.
Dilapoid: I was rather depressed and inward and not paying attention..
Dilapoid: I mean, it was first period.
Dilapoid: And then he says, "Who here has a pencil?"
Dilapoid: Because in the room over--my math teacher, named Mr. Kosse...
Dilapoid: A kid over there was sharpening his pencil.
Dilapoid: So he said, Mitch, go sharpen your pencil.
Dilapoid: Keep doing it.
Dilapoid: So I did it..
Dilapoid: I got a blister from it.
Dilapoid: It was hilarious, thoug,.
Dilapoid: A pencil sharpener war.
Dilapoid: And then I stopped..
Dilapoid: And then Schimdt walks over to the wall where the pencil sharpener can be heard on the other side..
Dilapoid: And he starts banging it hard.
Dilapoid: And then plays on it like a drum beat.
Dilapoid: That was great..
Dilapoid: And then he went over to Kosse's room..
Dilapoid: And as he left, you could hear them still sharpening over there.
Dilapoid: And as he was in there, you just heard the pencil sharpner cut off..
Dilapoid: It was really funny.
Dilapoid: Schimdt then came back in and explained he had thrown a pencil at the kid..
Dilapoid: That was sharpening.
Dilapoid: And then he comes in, and does his Mr. Kosse impersonation...Schimdt does.
Dilapoid: It's so funny too.
Dilapoid: Mr. Kosse has a beard...looks germanic in decent,.
Dilapoid: And he has this nasaly voice.
Dilapoid: And his impersonation is great lol.
Dilapoid: That's about all for that story.
Dilapoid: Wow. I feel light headed.
Ange de Cramoisi: Well I enjoyed the story because I could picture it :D
Dilapoid: This is why I am a writer.
Dilapoid: I love telling stories..
Dilapoid: The mundane is the most interesting.
Ange de Cramoisi: ...and I like hearing stories.
Dilapoid: Life is so funny when you really look at it.
Dilapoid: What else has happened to entertain you...h.
Dilapoid: Well, we are doing CPR in gym.
Dilapoid: How stupid, really lol.
Dilapoid: Anyways...mannequin is such a cool word.
Dilapoid: We have those..
Dilapoid: And when we got them, I was all, "They are so sexy," with a smirk on my face.
Dilapoid: The teacher just looks at me lol.
Dilapoid: That was rather short heh.
Ange de Cramoisi: Those faceless manequins?
Dilapoid: Yes.
Dilapoid: They are all white.
Dilapoid: They have faces, though.
Ange de Cramoisi: with the blue chests
Dilapoid: Yeah.
Dilapoid: Exactly.
Ange de Cramoisi: And the open mouth and flat spot on the back of their head
Dilapoid: And an "O" for a mouth.
Ange de Cramoisi: I fucking had to use those like 5 different times throughout middle/high school
Dilapoid: I hate gym in general.
Dilapoid: Everyone is better at physical crap than me.
Dilapoid: I wonder if I'll even be good at sex lol.
Ange de Cramoisi: Ah, you will, it just takes practice ;-)
Dilapoid: Practice...heh.
Dilapoid: I'm too young anyways.
Dilapoid: I doubt I'll have any kind of relationship until college at the very least.
Dilapoid: This year I have actually talked to some girls though lol.
Dilapoid: Most of them seem to talk to me most of the time..
Dilapoid: I am rather quiet at school sometimes.
Ange de Cramoisi: That's ok, being loud at school is obnoxious anyway :P
Dilapoid: I agree.
Dilapoid: But in Schimdt's and Kosse's class I am as obtuse as I want to be.
Dilapoid: They're good teachers..
Dilapoid: and I like showing my personalities to them.
Dilapoid: Mind games are just fun.
Ange de Cramoisi: eeh, brb
Dilapoid: Okay.
Dilapoid: Tell me when you're on back.
Ange de Cramoisi: KCAB
Dilapoid: Kats climb a buttress.
Ange de Cramoisi: Yes, it's a club
Dilapoid: Do you remember that one kissing song thing?
Dilapoid: I can't even remember it any longer lol.
Ange de Cramoisi: Depends on which one
Dilapoid: K-I-S-S-I-N-G..
Dilapoid: Or something.
Ange de Cramoisi: Yeah, someone and someone, sittin in a tree...
Dilapoid: What a stupid song.
Dilapoid: lol
Ange de Cramoisi: first comes love, then comes marriage, thenc omes baby in a baby carriage
Ange de Cramoisi: yeah :P
Ange de Cramoisi: I used to get so mad if kids sang that about me and a boy
Ange de Cramoisi: I don
Ange de Cramoisi: t think I played well with others
Ange de Cramoisi: hehehe...6900 registered members
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: It was one 6,666.
Dilapoid: And I posted that..
Dilapoid: That was great.
Ange de Cramoisi: I remember :D
Ange de Cramoisi: That thing grows so fast
Ange de Cramoisi: It bet there's not erally that many people
Dilapoid: Hm hm hm.
Dilapoid: What's up with TEH SNOWMAN
Dilapoid: ?
Ange de Cramoisi: Well, I figured that Christmas time is coming around
Dilapoid: ...Bleh.
Ange de Cramoisi: and that it should be snowing in michigan
Ange de Cramoisi: so he's my snow in california
Dilapoid: I don't like Christmas any longer really..
Dilapoid: I don't believe in Christ.
Dilapoid: I feel..guilty for getting presents on that day.
Dilapoid: There's snow here, you know.
Dilapoid: I hate it.
Dilapoid: And my heart will go on and on.........................
Ange de Cramoisi: yeah, you're in the way north of the north
Dilapoid: Celine Dion. Pff.
Ange de Cramoisi: I don't like her.
Ange de Cramoisi: ...obviously.
Dilapoid: Oh, she's so hot.
Dilapoid: I know women so much I'm a pussy cat.
Dilapoid: I also like all the wrinkles on her face..
Dilapoid: Man, she looks like some angelic dietress gone dead.
Ange de Cramoisi: ::gag::
Dilapoid: I've seen that perfume commerical lol.
Dilapoid: Who would buy that?
Ange de Cramoisi: ...::gag::
Dilapoid: I'd rather get J. Lo's.
Dilapoid: Because I can look all ghetto.
Dilapoid: And me and Bennifer..
Dilapoid: Yeah.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: Plus she has a nice butt. That's always a plus.
Dilapoid: I think that area...the lower back and on...is my favorite part of a woman heh.
Ange de Cramoisi: yeah, and with her's....yeah...i was going to say that you'd get a big ass if you wore the perfume
Ange de Cramoisi: which...would be a plus for me, yes
Ange de Cramoisi: I like my lower back ^_^
Dilapoid: I don't know how good I look. O.o
Ange de Cramoisi: lol
Dilapoid: I also need to shave.
Dilapoid: I haven't for a few wees.
Dilapoid: *weeks
Dilapoid: But all I have is little hairs that are blonde mostly.
Dilapoid: lol
Ange de Cramoisi: Oh, i hate that. I mean...scruffiness is sexy, but not when it rubs all over my sensitive skin, ick!
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: I'll have to remember this.
Dilapoid: :p
Ange de Cramoisi: Yeah, definitely do.
Dilapoid: I'm not a girl. I do not see what is so great about the male physique. O.o
Ange de Cramoisi: Oh, it's so masuline and sexy o_o
Ange de Cramoisi: Seriously
Dilapoid: Oh, it's so feminine and sexy.
Dilapoid: lo
Dilapoid: *lol
Ange de Cramoisi: I love the male body
Ange de Cramoisi: Big and strong
Ange de Cramoisi: heh
Dilapoid: I don't think that would be me.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: I think I'm very physically weak.
Ange de Cramoisi: i think that the female figure is extremely attractive, too. In that sense, I'm glad that I am a woman.
Ange de Cramoisi: Some girls dig that
Dilapoid: Now I can understand this lol..
Dilapoid: But yes..I have looked at a man before..
Dilapoid: And said he looks nice.
Dilapoid: Not exactly in a sexual way.
Dilapoid: But..I don't even know how to say it lol.
Ange de Cramoisi: No, I understand :-)
Dilapoid: I also find that sometimes I'll look in the mirror and think I am so attractive..
Dilapoid: While others I think I look ugly.
Dilapoid: I guess it just goes to show how erratic I am.
Ange de Cramoisi: Nah, everybody has that feeling.
Dilapoid: I actually do not get too sexily feeling all the time...hm.
Dilapoid: It all depends on my mood.
Dilapoid: Really.
Ange de Cramoisi: Or...at least I do. So I understand.
Dilapoid: I masturbate like most all people lol...so yeah.
Ange de Cramoisi: As long as it's not one extreme...I think it's ok
Dilapoid: Somedays I do it often...others not.
Ange de Cramoisi: You knkow what is stupid?
Dilapoid: I don't see why people are so scared to admit they masturbate.
Dilapoid: lol
Ange de Cramoisi: About masturbation?
Dilapoid: Hm?
Ange de Cramoisi: yeah...that's what I was going to say
Ange de Cramoisi: Like girls
Ange de Cramoisi: I swear that my friends don't masturbate
Dilapoid: I think masturbation is as much as another form of sex as any.
Ange de Cramoisi: Most of them have never had sex...they all think I'm some 'fast' sexual goddess in a abd way
Ange de Cramoisi: Yea, me too
Dilapoid: lol
Ange de Cramoisi: So I would never admit to them that I did, because they'd look down on me for it :P
Ange de Cramoisi: They're kind of prudes like that
Dilapoid: I will admit it. Heh.
Dilapoid: I have told my friends how many times I have masturbated in one day lol.
Dilapoid: They just look at me like I'm gross.
Ange de Cramoisi: Me too :P I assume every guy does, anyway
Dilapoid: So I shut up about it lol.
Ange de Cramoisi: lol
Ange de Cramoisi: that's unfortunate
Dilapoid: Sometimes masturbation is pleasurable...but most of the time I don't really get as much pleasure from it as I used to lol.
Dilapoid: I remember when I used to do it...and think it was so wrong.
Dilapoid: lol
Ange de Cramoisi: I'm sure every kid has gone through that, too
Dilapoid: Eh...but it's all in my mood really heh.
Ange de Cramoisi: oh bah, I have to go :P
Dilapoid: At times you just seem to get sexually aroused so easily...and it's often the wrong time.
Dilapoid: Hm.
Dilapoid: That sucks.
Dilapoid: Okay then.
Dilapoid: I am posting this all in My O.
Dilapoid: It covers things I haven't wanted to touch on anyways.
Dilapoid: *have
Dilapoid: lol
Ange de Cramoisi: cool, everyone will know I masturbate :D
Dilapoid: Yes!
Dilapoid: Me too.
Ange de Cramoisi: hehe, nah, i don't mind ^_^
Dilapoid: I don't either.
Dilapoid: I doubt that I wouldn't still masturbate if even I had a sexual partner.
Ange de Cramoisi: everyone already thinks I'm some whore on there anyway
Ange de Cramoisi: :P
Dilapoid: All right.
Ange de Cramoisi: sometimes masturbation i sjust called for
Ange de Cramoisi: yes, but ok, i have to go
Dilapoid: Yes..
Dilapoid: It's even a form of pain relief.
Dilapoid: Mental relief.
Ange de Cramoisi: nice talking :-)
Ange de Cramoisi: byebye ^_^
Dilapoid: It makes you feel better.
Dilapoid: Yes.
Dilapoid: Bye bye.
Ange de Cramoisi signed off at 8:48:19 PM.
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