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Sunday, November 9, 2003
Gouge away.
I am posting in here again without reason. Eheu.
I have gotten nothing done yet again today. Not a thing.
It's a good thing it is a long weekend...thank god for that. I am so sick of school as it is.
I stayed up the latest I have in a long, long time last night. I ended up just playing Metal Gear Solid 2 just to pass the time. I didn't get to sleep until about 5 AM. That's quite late for me, with school and all.
I think I'll do it again tonight. Nothing else to do. And I like to actually have a heavy sleep.
I am not a heavy sleeper most of the time. I'll wake up in the middle of the morning sometimes, then drift off again into a slow sleep. It's annoying, mostly. I love sleeping.
I think sleeping is one of my favorite things. It's as close to nonexistence as I can come to. It's like a black hole gap in existence that passes so quickly, as if without time or dimension, whereas being awake at daytime, time passes so slow.
I guess I'm just a night person.
Right now I feel comfortably numb. I am just sitting here, doing nothing, listening to Pixies' "Gouge Away." It suits how I feel well.
I also downloaded more MIDIs, and was listening to those earlier. Those things are relaxing...and very mellow. That's the stuff I like. It makes time seem to pass faster than it does.
So yeah, I did not do a thing yet again today. I didn't even get to a friend's house. I probably could have called Adam, but I believe he's gone, and Ryan had bowling.
And Ryan and Adam are the only quote "real" unquote friends I have.
Right now I am in a conning mood. I'm just thinking and quiet. Musical and solemn.
I see tomorrow's face and I see today's death.
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