Tuesday, November 11, 2003

Late night conversations...

Shy:

Dilapoid: It is Shy.
Dilapoid: How was the Matrix?
ShyGuy51185: Quite interesting.
ShyGuy51185: It more than made up for the second film, I think.
Dilapoid: I thought it was good.
Dilapoid: But it was lacking..something.
Dilapoid: Not sure.
ShyGuy51185: My brain is working overdrive to flesh out one of my theories about the movie.
Dilapoid: Go ahead. Speak it.
ShyGuy51185: The Oracle is Satan.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: Explain, explain.
Dilapoid: Although I can see in part.
ShyGuy51185: The Architect is a deist god, where he creates Earth with a set course in mind and chooses to stay on that course without much interference.
Dilapoid: So the Architect is like a god.
Dilapoid: He creates.
Dilapoid: He puts parts of himself in things.
Dilapoid: But he is a machine, he thinks in equations.
ShyGuy51185: Except the Oracle's purpose is to unset what has been set.
Dilapoid: She meddles with what the architect created.
Dilapoid: Tries to make it different.
Dilapoid: But she is doing it for good, it can be seen.
ShyGuy51185: No, she is doing it merely to unset the balance.
Dilapoid: Hm.
Dilapoid: Your theory makes sense to me.
ShyGuy51185: She can only exist in the Matrix, and unlike the Architect she has no purpose in the machine world.
Dilapoid: She is just meddling.
Dilapoid: Nothing more nothing less.
Dilapoid: Trying to unset things.
ShyGuy51185: No, she has a purpose.. and that purpose is to drag people into hell (zion) and away from the lord's (Architest's) plan.
ShyGuy51185: ^Architect
Dilapoid: So you're saying, by this, that the matrix is a good thing, then?
Dilapoid: Hm.
Dilapoid: It makes sense, Shy, it really does.
Dilapoid: The Matrix is heaven?
ShyGuy51185: I'm saying that the Matrix is as close to heaven as man can hope to achieve.
Dilapoid: Makes perfect sense.
Dilapoid: And yet...the people that are in "hell," as I'll say, are trying to get rid of heaven.
ShyGuy51185: They don't know any better. Satan has deceived them.
Dilapoid: Yeah.
Dilapoid: And Neo has been compared as Jesus..
Dilapoid: Heh.
ShyGuy51185: Neo returns to God when he goes to 01.
Dilapoid: 01?
Dilapoid: You should really make a post about this.
ShyGuy51185: The machine city.
Dilapoid: It makes sense.
Dilapoid: I see.
Dilapoid: And what is that one head machine thing?
Dilapoid: Couldn't that be a "god."
Dilapoid: Deus ex machina.
Dilapoid: God comes from the machine..
ShyGuy51185: I think that's the face of God.
Dilapoid: God comes from the machine. And heaven.
Dilapoid: The Architect comes from the machine..
Dilapoid: And The Matrix.
Dilapoid: *machines
Dilapoid: That's another great point to make for your theory.
ShyGuy51185: Yay, great points.
Dilapoid: What else. Hm.
ShyGuy51185: I don't know where Smith fits into all of this, though.
Dilapoid: The machines don't feel emotions...well, they do...as was shown by that girl and her parents...But they have complete control of their emotions. They are as much pure as pure can be, in some ways.
Dilapoid: Smith ...hm.
Dilapoid: He is nihilistic.
Dilapoid: He wants both races to die.
Dilapoid: He wants blackness.
Dilapoid: Nothingness.
Dilapoid: Hm.
ShyGuy51185: But what does he represent on a religious level?
Dilapoid: I am not religous enough to know for sure.
Dilapoid: I'm sure there's something in the bible..
Dilapoid: Let me do some search.
ShyGuy51185: Gracias.
Dilapoid: No, I think I got it.
Dilapoid: He doesn't believe in religion.
Dilapoid: He is a non-believer.
Dilapoid: He doesn't want heaven nor hell..
Dilapoid: So he sees to destroy it.
Dilapoid: And there be blackness instead.
Dilapoid: Perhaps?
ShyGuy51185: Smith is also Communism.
Dilapoid: Control.
ShyGuy51185: *nods*
Dilapoid: Anything else that needs to be sorted?
Dilapoid: Hm.
Dilapoid: Morpheus is easy.
Dilapoid: Morpheus itself is the god of dreams./
Dilapoid: Makes sense to me.
ShyGuy51185: Hm?
Dilapoid: He believed in Neo.
Dilapoid: And Neo was working for hell...he wasn't real. Something like a dream.
Dilapoid: The agents could be heaven's angels.
Dilapoid: Keeping things under order.
Dilapoid: Getting rid of people from hell.
ShyGuy51185: Neo was tempted by Satan herself, and completely fell for it.
Dilapoid: Yeah.
ShyGuy51185: At least to a certain point.
Dilapoid: And Morpheus believed him.
Dilapoid: In Neo.
Dilapoid: And he's the one that got Neo out of Heaven.
ShyGuy51185: *nods*
Dilapoid: Good stuff, Josh.
ShyGuy51185: I'm glad that it makes sense to someone other than me.
Dilapoid: Heh. Just being here as I am.
Dilapoid: Thank God for trial version of AOL lol.
Dilapoid: It's a neat way to look at things.
Dilapoid: Most people see Zion as some holy city...and Neo as Jesus.
Dilapoid: And so on.
ShyGuy51185: But that's too simple.
Dilapoid: I like it. It's a twisted way of what most people think.
Dilapoid: It is too simple.
Dilapoid: And not to mention cliche already.
Dilapoid: Every little thing that looks like Jesus people jump to compare to him.
ShyGuy51185: No, Neo is Jesus.. it's so obvious that I got a headache from how much they pounded it into my skull.
Dilapoid: Yes.
Dilapoid: But to me, it's to me what Jesus really is.
Dilapoid: Just some person that died.
ShyGuy51185: Well this version of Jesus has cool sunglasses.. and flies around like Superman.
Dilapoid: It's easy to see that so many things said about Jesus are expounded and profoundly drawn out endlessly.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: Crucifixion was a normal form of death back then.
Dilapoid: Also one of the meanest.
Dilapoid: Hm. Anyways..
Dilapoid: Either you make a post about this, or I will.
Dilapoid: It would make a good column, too.
Dilapoid: For the newspaper.
ShyGuy51185: I'm writing it now.
Dilapoid: Good, good.
Dilapoid: It is nice to talk to you again. It has been a long time, really.
ShyGuy51185: Yeah, even though we spoke today (yesterday?) it seems like we never say anything.
Dilapoid: Today heh.
Dilapoid: Yeah...when you're half asleep you just talk a lot more.
Dilapoid: Think out loud.
ShyGuy51185: I think our friendship is made for deep coversations in the middle of the night.
ShyGuy51185: Small talk is what we do worst.
Dilapoid: I agree.
Dilapoid: And the thing is, I can't do this much...
Dilapoid: This trial verision ends soon.
Dilapoid: Plus I am risking being caught right now.
Dilapoid: Ah well.
ShyGuy51185: I understand.
Dilapoid: I would be gone already if I wasn't talking to you lol.
Dilapoid: I am in my boxers and half asleep heh.
ShyGuy51185: I feel special then.
Dilapoid: You should.
Dilapoid: Becuase you are.
Dilapoid: *because
ShyGuy51185: Aw. Heh.
Dilapoid: Anyone that can think of someting as cool about the matrix as you did is special.
ShyGuy51185: That's just the way I see things.
Dilapoid: But not many people saw it this way.
Dilapoid: So it's your own view, in a sense.
Dilapoid: And you're making it more your own right now.
Dilapoid: By making a post dedicated to it.
Dilapoid: Heh. I'm accepting applications for people to marry me on OB.
Dilapoid: Since Jenna said the idea..
Dilapoid: Heh.
Dilapoid: We are still married, aren't we? O.o
ShyGuy51185: I don't know.
Dilapoid: Heh.
ShyGuy51185: Can we get an enullment?
Dilapoid: En...what does that mean?
ShyGuy51185: That would make things easier for you.
ShyGuy51185: The church denies have any part in our marriage.
ShyGuy51185: ^having
ShyGuy51185: It's as if it never happened.
Dilapoid: I wouldn't have church in our marriage anyways.
Dilapoid: Marriage isn't about church.
Dilapoid: It's about two people coming together for each other.
ShyGuy51185: Okay then. Never mind.
Dilapoid: Our marriage would be for each other lol.
Dilapoid: Which...it is.
Dilapoid: Even though it's only an OB mariage of sorts.
Dilapoid: Ah well. I guess that marriage died long ago. Sara was jealous anyways lol.
Dilapoid: I'll always be married to you..in my ways.
Dilapoid: Heh.
ShyGuy51185: I'll always be married to you, too.
Dilapoid: That made me smile.
ShyGuy51185: And I won't be offended when you marry someone else.
Dilapoid: Sounds great. Josh is such an understanding person.
ShyGuy51185: Or lazy.
Dilapoid: Am I so lazy.
Dilapoid: Don't even get me started lol.
Dilapoid: Heh. Sara must have gotten a new name.
Dilapoid: I never really talked to her in a way that fostered our friendship anyways.
ShyGuy51185: I don't see her on much these days.
ShyGuy51185: She is busy, and stressed out, and other stuff.
Dilapoid: Why be stressed when you can just...not care and just feel nothing about something that shouldn't be a big deal anyways.
Dilapoid: I will never know lol.
Dilapoid: Since that is how I handle stress.
Dilapoid: She's also sick from what I have gathered.
ShyGuy51185: Yeah.
Dilapoid: How is college?
Dilapoid: Harder than High Shool?
Dilapoid: *School
ShyGuy51185: Slow, but good.
ShyGuy51185: I have an essay due Thursday that I need to start soon.
ShyGuy51185: It's about Hitler.
ShyGuy51185: Easier, actually.
ShyGuy51185: But I'm only at a junior college. Hm.
Dilapoid: Hitler essay sounds awesome..
Dilapoid: From what I hear, the guy used to get erections from his own voice and speaking in front of people.
ShyGuy51185: That's unusual.
Dilapoid: I want to read his book. See how insane it is.
ShyGuy51185: I want to read the Communist manifesto.
Dilapoid: Put that in the report...but first find the information.
Dilapoid: I might be wrong, but I'm sure I heard it reliably.
Dilapoid: I find it funny how Stalin killed more people than Hitler, with the same reasons: none.
Dilapoid: And just because Hitler targeted certain people...he is more remembered.
Dilapoid: Much more remembered.
ShyGuy51185: Yeah, Stalin is an interesting fellow.
Dilapoid: Stalin was a schitzophrenic from what my history teacher said.
Dilapoid: He'd kill people if they looked at them wrong..
Dilapoid: He was paranoid.
Dilapoid: History is interesting to me.
ShyGuy51185: It is very interesting for me as well, with the exception of my current teacher.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: Some old fogey?
ShyGuy51185: Yeah, he is very full of himself.
Dilapoid: As all old people should be..heh.
Dilapoid: My teacher is awesome.
Dilapoid: His name is Mr. Schimdt.
Dilapoid: Schimdtler if you're savvy.
Dilapoid: He basically talks the whole class...and fools around mostly.
Dilapoid: But when talks about his stuff, history, he knows what he's talking about.
Dilapoid: And it's interesting.
Dilapoid: He's cynical too.
Dilapoid: He's a lot like me.
Dilapoid: A humorist-is funny, but deep down in that humor is cynicism.
ShyGuy51185: You should be a history teacher.
Dilapoid: Or an english teacher.
Dilapoid: I will end up being a teacher, it is likely.
Dilapoid: I doubt my writing shall get so radically acclaimed that I will be rich in my 20s.
ShyGuy51185: It's like that with most people.
Dilapoid: I suppose it is.
Dilapoid: I'm getting really tired.
Dilapoid: We need to both go to sleep soon.
Dilapoid: And I won't leave until you leave to sleep.
ShyGuy51185: I'm not leaving for quite a while.
ShyGuy51185: My post is far from complete.
Dilapoid: Hm.
Dilapoid: Where's the comrade mentality?
Dilapoid: Heh.
Dilapoid: I'll leave soon..
Dilapoid: Where are you posting this post?
Dilapoid: My O or in the thread?

ShyGuy51185: The thread.
Dilapoid: Okay.
ShyGuy51185: I could copy it in your O, though.
Dilapoid: Be sure to say deus ex machina.
Dilapoid: I will love you for saying it..
Dilapoid: Not that I don't already heh.
ShyGuy51185: I'll try to find a way to work it in.
Dilapoid: Well, it's simple really./
Dilapoid: God comes from the machine.
Dilapoid: HEaven is created by the machines.
Dilapoid: The architect is created by the machines.
ShyGuy51185: Yeah.
Dilapoid: Yeah.
Dilapoid: Dilapoid: Techonolgu.
DeathKnight V4: But when they a longer in Modern history alot more people die.
Dilapoid: *technologu
DeathKnight V4: One more try.
Dilapoid: *technologu
Dilapoid: I can't spell lol.
Dilapoid: I found this funny.
ShyGuy51185: It is funny.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: You know you're tired when you can't spell a simple wod.
Dilapoid: *word
Dilapoid: The irony.
Dilapoid: Oooh.
ShyGuy51185: ?
Dilapoid: I said you're tired when you can't spell a simple word right.
Dilapoid: And I spelled word wrong.
ShyGuy51185: Very ironic.
Dilapoid: Ten minutes and I go to sleep.
Dilapoid: .But first this is posted in My O.
ShyGuy51185: I'll try to finish my post for you to read, then.
Dilapoid: Take as long as you want...but do it if you want.
Dilapoid: I'd love to read it, of course.
Dilapoid: I sense genius in it.
Dilapoid: And to make genius one must be.
ShyGuy51185: Ok.
ShyGuy51185: The short little thing is posted.
ShyGuy51185: *eats a cookie*
Dilapoid: You know you aren't eating a cookie.
Dilapoid: That is your filler comment.
Dilapoid: Mine is "Heh."
Dilapoid: Or "lol."
ShyGuy51185: You weren't saying anything.
Dilapoid: Yeah. I want to talk too.
Dilapoid: I was just going on what you said heh.
Dilapoid: Good job no the post.
Dilapoid: *on
ShyGuy51185: I'm happy that the Oracle is Satan.
ShyGuy51185: Stuff like that amuses me.
ShyGuy51185: Thank you.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: Me too.
Dilapoid: I love you for this idea shy lol.
ShyGuy51185: Now you can poke a hole in other people's argument when they start comparing the Oracle to God.
Dilapoid: Yes.
Dilapoid: As can you.
ShyGuy51185: But I wouldn't have said anything about my theory without reassurance from you and James that it made sense.
Dilapoid: Yeah.
Dilapoid: Yuo need to learnt o speak for yourself.
Dilapoid: It makes you be your own person.
ShyGuy51185: But I thrive on the reassurance of others.
Dilapoid: As do I.
Dilapoid: I guess it's just another thing to love about yo.
ShyGuy51185: Thanks.
Dilapoid: You're welcome.
ShyGuy51185: You should sleep now.
Dilapoid: I won't sleep when I get in my bed as it is lol.
Dilapoid: Always happens.
Dilapoid: Just sit there and think like an open wound breating.
ShyGuy51185: Open wounds don't think,
Dilapoid: Figurative language.
ShyGuy51185: They don't really breathe, either.
Dilapoid: I guess I might as well face the facts.
ShyGuy51185: ?
Dilapoid: Reality is that wounds don't do what I am trying to express by comparing them.
Dilapoid: I guess I am a realist. Might was well accept the factsd.
ShyGuy51185: I like realism.
ShyGuy51185: Metaphors are lost on my most of the time, anyway.
Dilapoid: I love writing with them..
Dilapoid: But I doubt I'll become anything big as a writer.
Dilapoid: And I'm sure my style will change drastically.
ShyGuy51185: Don't doubt in yourself like that.
ShyGuy51185: You know how much I enjoyed your vague aspirations.
Dilapoid: Well, as you said in my 567 thread, modesty is dead.
Dilapoid: And ain't that the truth.
ShyGuy51185: I hope you didn't take too much offense to that.
Dilapoid: Not really.
Dilapoid: Ain't...I never wanted to use that word.
Dilapoid: But here I am,using it lol.
ShyGuy51185: There are some situations where ain't can be useful.
Dilapoid: I agree.
Dilapoid: When is SHy sleeping?
Dilapoid: Doesn't he ave work tomorrow?
ShyGuy51185: I have no idea.
ShyGuy51185: I have school tomorrow.
ShyGuy51185: No work.
Dilapoid: Not til late?
ShyGuy51185: School is at 11, so I have more than enough time to sleep in.
ShyGuy51185: I don't work on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
Dilapoid: DeathKnight V4: Why would I care if you did.
DeathKnight V4: lol
Dilapoid: Beccuasde I am Mtich.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: I can't even spell my own nanme.
Dilapoid: lol
ShyGuy51185: Heh.
ShyGuy51185: Mtich.
Dilapoid: Shyboo.
ShyGuy51185: Only Wehboo may call me that! >_<"
Dilapoid: Do you even tal to him?
Dilapoid: Anymore?
ShyGuy51185: No, I have not spoken to Wehboo in months.. but the name will always be his.
Dilapoid: Shywoo.
Dilapoid: It's like a fortune cookie.
Dilapoid: Anyways, I am ready to post this convo in My O.
ShyGuy51185: Shywoo fortune cookie company.
Dilapoid: *copies and pastes*
Dilapoid: Heh.

Ken:Dilapoid: http://www.myotaku.com/users/deathknight/comments/view/15916/
Dilapoid: :0P
Dilapoid: :-P
DeathKnight V4: And?
DeathKnight V4: lol.
Dilapoid: And...you think what I commeneted is funny.
DeathKnight V4: No.
Dilapoid: Okay.
Dilapoid: Woe is me.
DeathKnight V4: I always found it amusing how DarkOrderKnight became KnightOfTheRose.
DeathKnight V4: That sounds like Dracula transforming into Tuxedo Mask from Sailor Moon.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: Didn't you find it funny how I went from Anime Lover to Mitch?
DeathKnight V4: No.
Dilapoid: Ah well.
Dilapoid: I did.
DeathKnight V4: Sorta.
Dilapoid: But that is because I am full of myself.
Dilapoid: But I guess I have to be, kind of heh.
Dilapoid: Sorta reminds me of Sora.
DeathKnight V4: The train of thought for what you have said for the last few minutes is interesting.
DeathKnight V4: :P
Dilapoid: It's because I'm tired and open.
DeathKnight V4: heh
Dilapoid: I always have loved your buddy icon.
DeathKnight V4: Heh.
DeathKnight V4: Oh?
Dilapoid: Yeah,.
DeathKnight V4: Why?
Dilapoid: What is it from, exactly?
Dilapoid: Is it Death?
DeathKnight V4: Part of The Magus
Dilapoid: That is what I think of when I see it.
Dilapoid: All shadow and brown and hidden.
DeathKnight V4: No, it is part of the magus.
DeathKnight V4: heh.
DeathKnight V4: http://images.art.com/images/PRODUCTS/large/10034000/10034766.jpg
Dilapoid: That is awesome.
DeathKnight V4: You must not look at art alot.
DeathKnight V4: lol.
Dilapoid: No...I have not.
Dilapoid: Who is the artist?
DeathKnight V4: http://www.english.uiuc.edu/maps/scw/photoessay/guernica.jpg
Dilapoid: Picasso?
Dilapoid: Really?

DeathKnight V4: H.R. Giger did The Magus I think.
Dilapoid: Picasso is so awesome.
DeathKnight V4: The last one is Picasso.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: I knew that much.
DeathKnight V4: That was inspired by the Spanish Civil War.
Dilapoid: You mean, more oft referred as the spanish-american war?
DeathKnight V4: No.
DeathKnight V4: The Spanish Civil War.
Dilapoid: Oh.
DeathKnight V4: Post WW2.
DeathKnight V4: Pre-WW2.
DeathKnight V4: Rather.
DeathKnight V4: 1937.
Dilapoid: Didn't know about that...for, I am learning about history right now. We are onyl up to WWI.
DeathKnight V4: The Monarchy was abolished in 1921.
DeathKnight V4: It became Republican Spain.
Dilapoid: Civil war is bad.
Dilapoid: Heh.
DeathKnight V4: The elections of 1937 had a left wing government installed.
DeathKnight V4: the conservatives were afraid of the reforms.
Dilapoid: Ken, you're going to be a history teacher. Do it for me.
DeathKnight V4: Franco was the leader of a Spanish garrison in Morroco.
DeathKnight V4: He started the civil war.
Dilapoid: You're such a cool person. I'd love to have you as a teacher heh.
DeathKnight V4: German Junker airplanes transported them over to mainland spain and alot of people died.
DeathKnight V4: heh.
DeathKnight V4: It lasted for two years I think.
DeathKnight V4: o_O;
Dilapoid: That's quite some time for a civil war?
Dilapoid: Or is it not?


Dilapoid: Not sure.
Dilapoid: I can't remember most about America's civil war, really.
DeathKnight V4: With the Facists winning.
DeathKnight V4: o.o
DeathKnight V4: Because the USSR withdrew support eventually.
DeathKnight V4: o_O;
DeathKnight V4: For the Republican government.
DeathKnight V4: American Civil War lasted for.. 4 years I think.
Dilapoid: Hm.
DeathKnight V4: Might be less.
DeathKnight V4: Wars have gotten shorter and shorter overtime.
Dilapoid: Techonolgu.
DeathKnight V4: But when they a longer in Modern history alot more people die.
Dilapoid: *technologu
DeathKnight V4: One more try.
Dilapoid: *technologu
Dilapoid: I can't spell lol.
DeathKnight V4: Ok, you fail.
DeathKnight V4: lol
Dilapoid: I am laughing lol.
Dilapoid: *Technology
Dilapoid: Yes.
DeathKnight V4: I don't like knowing about history.
Dilapoid: Why not?
Dilapoid: It's so terrible?

DeathKnight V4: No.
DeathKnight V4: My life was terrible, I don't care about that.
DeathKnight V4: The ideals they sacrificed themselves for, however, are mostly gone.
DeathKnight V4: Father Germany lost and was split in two, the USSR fragmented.
DeathKnight V4: the US is now the watchdog for the world forcing freedom of choice on Islamic nations.
Dilapoid: Yeah..
DeathKnight V4: France stopped mattering, the UK is a slave.
Dilapoid: But you know what?
DeathKnight V4: Millions of people died for pretty much nothing.
Dilapoid: Nothing lasts forever.
Dilapoid: The US will eventually die].
DeathKnight V4: Not neccesarily.
DeathKnight V4: o_O;
Dilapoid: Inevitability.
DeathKnight V4: Nations continue to exist, they usually just evolve into something else.
Dilapoid: That's what the matter of it is.
DeathKnight V4: Holy Roman Empire>WW1 Germany>WW2 Germany> West / East Germany > Germany.
DeathKnight V4: It is still Germany.
Dilapoid: But things change.
Dilapoid: Russia is democracy now lol.
DeathKnight V4: Not.. really..
DeathKnight V4: lol.
DeathKnight V4: I mean in name.
Dilapoid: I know..
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: Communism is sort of dying though.
Dilapoid: The US hates communists.
Dilapoid: Especially during the cold war and such.
DeathKnight V4: The Cold War isn't over.
Dilapoid: Well, I am not educated as much as you are on history.
Dilapoid: So I will take your word.
Dilapoid: NOt that I wouldn't either way.
DeathKnight V4: Russia might be a democracy but I don't see thousands of them in Iraq.
DeathKnight V4: Russia and the US square off constantly.
DeathKnight V4: heh.
DeathKnight V4: Plus, Socialism will never die.
DeathKnight V4: It still lives on.
Dilapoid: Yeah,.
DeathKnight V4: Just, I don't think things are going to last much longer the way they are.
DeathKnight V4: NK is a major arms dealer.
DeathKnight V4: If they have nukes.
DeathKnight V4: Worse people will soon.
Dilapoid: The prospectso of nukes is scary.
Dilapoid: *prospects
DeathKnight V4: Not really.
Dilapoid: WHy isn't it?
DeathKnight V4: It is not like you can stop it.
Dilapoid: That doesn't make it terrible.
Dilapoid: *that doesn't not make
DeathKnight V4: It isn't terrible.
DeathKnight V4: Just another weapon.
Dilapoid: Have you been where radiation poisoning was? Have you seen peopel dying from it?
Dilapoid: It's terrible.
DeathKnight V4: Just another weapon.
Dilapoid: A powerful one.
Dilapoid: One that could destroy all life.
Dilapoid: All the earth...
Dilapoid: If used enough.
DeathKnight V4: We play god constantly. I am not going to get jumpy from nuclear weapons.
Dilapoid: There is a lot of terrible things.
DeathKnight V4: The Earth doesn't matter. It is just a planet with sentinent beings on it.
Dilapoid: And frankly, I don't really care if I die or about the earth.
Dilapoid: Yes.
Dilapoid: Exactl.
Dilapoid: But it is terrible, I at least see that much.
DeathKnight V4: The only time it was used was when a stubborn nation wouldn't let down it's ego.
DeathKnight V4: If it is used beyond that, it is our own faults.
Dilapoid: Indeed.
DeathKnight V4: So we might as well take the cards we dealt ourselves.
DeathKnight V4: San Antonio has three air force bases and alot of military presence.
DeathKnight V4: hehl
Dilapoid: Go San Antonio.
DeathKnight V4: It is a prime target for something massive and destructive.
DeathKnight V4: From a mix of population and that.
DeathKnight V4: The Symbolism in Nukeing the Alamo wouldn't pass without media notice either.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: Nuke the white house!
DeathKnight V4: But, no matter what, from now on someone will be running around scared the sky is going to rain death on them.
DeathKnight V4: From Communists to terrorists and beyond.
DeathKnight V4: Might as well not waste time on it.
DeathKnight V4: If it is dropping on you, it is too late to do anything.
Dilapoid: Live as you live.
DeathKnight V4: Might as well watch the sky before you die.
DeathKnight V4: Plus, it would be a good thing.
Dilapoid: I'd agree.
DeathKnight V4: Because the country that was harboring the people that did it.
DeathKnight V4: Would be a wasteland.
DeathKnight V4: In around 7 minuets.
DeathKnight V4: [time it takes an ICBM to hit its target].
Dilapoid: Heh.
Dilapoid: Have you read The Stand?
Dilapoid: GOod book.
DeathKnight V4: I don't read much anymore.
Dilapoid: I don't either, really.
DeathKnight V4: I have stopped enjoying it.
Dilapoid: My ambitions for writing are slowly dying too.
Dilapoid: I doubt I shall amount to anything, really.
Dilapoid: And frankly, I don't care mostly.
DeathKnight V4: If you don't care, push foreward.
Dilapoid: That is what I do.
DeathKnight V4: I have a feeling this is a shot ride for me anyway.
DeathKnight V4: short*
Dilapoid: Just try not to kill yourself. I don't know, but it's just not the way thing should go.
Dilapoid: Slap life in the face.
Dilapoid: And live it out.
DeathKnight V4: I dunno. I tasted the world and it was bitter.
Dilapoid: As have I.
Dilapoid: But not as bitter.
Dilapoid: As yuo.
DeathKnight V4: There is no reason to be melodramatic about my past anymore.
DeathKnight V4: My mother had a bad childhood too.
DeathKnight V4: Cause and effect.
Dilapoid: I am not being dramatic.
DeathKnight V4: It always seems like it.
Dilapoid: Honestly, you life HAS been worse than me.
Dilapoid: From what I've read and you've said.
Dilapoid: I ahte being drmatic too.
DeathKnight V4: It takes expierence to have wisdom.
Dilapoid: People seem to do that on the net often.
DeathKnight V4: Yeah..
DeathKnight V4: They cry about boyfriends and school.
DeathKnight V4: Oh well. Everyone has their war.
DeathKnight V4: Minor or great, they will fight on.
Dilapoid: I do it often I admit as well, I guess. Who knows.
DeathKnight V4: It's alright to do that.
Dilapoid: It's just venting in my O really when it's posts like that.
Dilapoid: Lately I have just said screw it all. Why worry and stress over something that doesn't matter anyways?
Dilapoid: So I just don't care and go on.
DeathKnight V4: Heh.
DeathKnight V4: Well.
DeathKnight V4: I think that is alright.
DeathKnight V4: But sometimes it is good to care.
DeathKnight V4: When you have run out of care is another matter.
Dilapoid: People surround themselves with things that give them reason to care.
Dilapoid: I care about things.
Dilapoid: I care about online people--such as you.
Dilapoid: Why I do not know.
DeathKnight V4: Heh.
Dilapoid: Soon I need to sleep.
DeathKnight V4: Get some now.
Dilapoid: Wrapping up my first convo with shy in a long time.
Dilapoid: SOon.
DeathKnight V4: Heh.
DeathKnight V4: We should hold a small chat.
DeathKnight V4: lol
DeathKnight V4: The best ones are small.
Dilapoid: I so agre.
Dilapoid: Do it if you want.
Dilapoid: I searuolsy can't spell.
Dilapoid: My fingers just clack on the keyboard and end up pressing the wrong key most of the time lol.
DeathKnight V4: I think the chat server is dead.
Dilapoid: Stupid chat server.
Dilapoid: At least soemthing's died this night.
DeathKnight V4: Heh it is almost JAnuary again.
Dilapoid: The thing I bet I'll find is that as I lie down in bed I won't be able to sleep.
Dilapoid: And I'll just think about things.
Dilapoid: Always happens.
DeathKnight V4: Heh.
Dilapoid: Post-hypnotic suggestion running ships to the shore.
Dilapoid: *suggestions.
Dilapoid: Mor elike past-hypnotic.
Dilapoid: But whatever System says.
DeathKnight V4: Heh.
Dilapoid: I wonder who made up the word heh.
Dilapoid: He muist've been a cool guy.
DeathKnight V4: I did in a past life.
Dilapoid: No wonder.
Dilapoid: A cool guy is definitely you.
DeathKnight V4: I was like "heh"
DeathKnight V4: and it was a disease in all the Roman forums.
DeathKnight V4: everyone was saying it.
DeathKnight V4: so I put together an assassaination and killed the emperor because I was so pissed.
Dilapoid: Pissed is such a cool phrase too.
DeathKnight V4: Pissed is a word.
DeathKnight V4: Phrase is more than one word.
DeathKnight V4: Unless I missed a day of "Polotical Correctness and How To Be a Jackass By Using It" 101.
Dilapoid: lol
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Dilapoid: lol
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Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: That was messed up.
DeathKnight V4: AIM: KILL THE DEATHKNIGHT.
Dilapoid: Yes.
Dilapoid: Kust like you killed me early tofay.
DeathKnight V4: I am not laughing at that IRL.
Dilapoid: What?
Dilapoid: My horrid typing?
DeathKnight V4: Nope.
DeathKnight V4: o.o;
Dilapoid: You must be laughing then.
Dilapoid: Since sarcasm is awesme.
Dilapoid: *awesome
DeathKnight V4: Not laughing at Kust like you killed me early tofay.
DeathKnight V4: You are lagging.
DeathKnight V4: I know this mainly because you said 4 things in one second.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: Well, I am lagughin.
Dilapoid: Man, I need to sleep.
DeathKnight V4: Followed by a correction.
Dilapoid: I am laughing at the stupidedst things.
DeathKnight V4: Blueberry mufflepuffin.
DeathKnight V4: I think that sounds funny.
Dilapoid: That even made me laugh.
DeathKnight V4: o.o
DeathKnight V4: Heh.
Dilapoid: Ken is funy.
DeathKnight V4: Yes.
Dilapoid: Why atren't you tired?

Dilapoid: Stupid amnesica.
Dilapoid: *amnesiac
DeathKnight V4: No.
DeathKnight V4: Amnesiac?
Dilapoid: Ita vero.
DeathKnight V4: lol.
Dilapoid: I forget what this word means, exaclty.
Dilapoid: Let me consult dictionary.com
Dilapoid: And he says/
Dilapoid: Partial or total loss of memory, usually resulting from shock, psychological disturbance, brain injury, or illness.
Dilapoid: Hn.
Dilapoid: I love how I pull words out of my ass.
DeathKnight V4: I think you meant insomniac.
Dilapoid: I was thinking of Radiohead.
DeathKnight V4: As in one suffering from insomnia.
Dilapoid: And their album of that name.
DeathKnight V4: As in someone who can't sleep.
Dilapoid: Shh.'
DeathKnight V4: Because I do not have any memory loss.
DeathKnight V4: I can in one second, however.
Dilapoid: Don't you...block certain things?
Dilapoid: That you don't want to remember?
Dilapoid: Even subconciously?
DeathKnight V4: *takes a volume from the britannica and raises it above his head*
Dilapoid: I do./
DeathKnight V4: No.
Dilapoid: UI don't quiote belive you.
Dilapoid: Subconcioulsy even?
DeathKnight V4: Why would I care if you did.
DeathKnight V4: lol
Dilapoid: Beccuasde I am Mtich.
Dilapoid: lol
Dilapoid: I can't even spell my own nanme.
DeathKnight V4: The mind is your own.
DeathKnight V4: You control it as much as it controls you.
DeathKnight V4: Everytime I repress memories they come back and destroy me later.
Dilapoid: Ture.
Dilapoid: I wonder if ture is a word.
DeathKnight V4: So I would rather be in a state of perpetual bleeding than a cycle of total destruction.
Dilapoid: Damnit.
DeathKnight V4: Maybe French.
Dilapoid: Ture is not a word.
Dilapoid: Fuck you dictionary.
Dilapoid: Heh.
DeathKnight V4: No entry found for fuck you dictionary.
DeathKnight V4: Try looking up each word separately:

fuck
you
dictionary
Dilapoid: lol
DeathKnight V4: DIYF=
DeathKnight V4: Do it yourself, fucker.
Dilapoid: And we agree.

Sleep...time.


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