Saturday, December 27, 2003

Read My Lips.

machineofbones (3:19:02 AM): Ti red.
OtakuMimmi (3:19:17 AM): you must be at this late/early hour
machineofbones (3:19:29 AM): machineofbones (3:19:02 AM)
machineofbones (3:19:33 AM): That is the time here.
OtakuMimmi (3:19:43 AM): alrighty
OtakuMimmi (3:20:31 AM): *puts him to bed and wraps a warm fuzzy blanket around him*
machineofbones (3:20:47 AM): First I must crit some more poems.
machineofbones (3:20:51 AM): I just did three on LJ.
machineofbones (3:20:55 AM): Good crits too.
machineofbones (3:20:57 AM): Or so I hope.
OtakuMimmi (3:21:06 AM): will read those *nods*
machineofbones (3:21:20 AM): Well, they're in my friends on there heh.
machineofbones (3:21:22 AM): On livejournal.
machineofbones (3:21:33 AM): From the poetry communities I joiined.
machineofbones (3:21:34 AM): *joined
OtakuMimmi (3:21:45 AM): mkay
machineofbones (3:23:30 AM): I can link to some if you'd like.
OtakuMimmi (3:23:40 AM): that'd be good
machineofbones (3:24:12 AM): Okay.
machineofbones (3:24:15 AM): *goes off to find*
machineofbones (3:24:35 AM): I wrote ten poems in rapid succesion.
machineofbones (3:24:43 AM): I don't know if they're any good...some of them are bleh.
machineofbones (3:24:44 AM): http://www.otakuboards.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=35359
machineofbones (3:25:31 AM): Here's one.
machineofbones (3:25:32 AM): http://www.livejournal.com/community/a_poetry_club/520669.html
machineofbones (3:26:08 AM): Here's two.
machineofbones (3:26:09 AM): http://www.livejournal.com/community/a_poetry_club/520669.html
machineofbones (3:26:16 AM): Hm,.
machineofbones (3:26:28 AM): Same links. O.o
OtakuMimmi (3:26:31 AM): I will read them all
machineofbones (3:26:33 AM): *copies over*'
OtakuMimmi (3:26:40 AM): *starts of with ob-poems*
machineofbones (3:26:49 AM): http://www.livejournal.com/community/a_poetry_club/520338.html
machineofbones (3:26:50 AM): There,.
machineofbones (3:26:58 AM): That's the right one--the second one.
OtakuMimmi (3:27:05 AM): *notes*
machineofbones (3:27:07 AM): Be sure to read this last one.
machineofbones (3:27:12 AM): I thought it was pretty great.
OtakuMimmi (3:27:19 AM): sounds promising
machineofbones (3:27:21 AM): http://www.livejournal.com/community/a_poetry_club/520067.html
machineofbones (3:27:50 AM): And that's all the poems right there I critiqued so far.
OtakuMimmi (3:31:51 AM): the first ones on ob I-V are really, really good.
I'm reading the rest, right now. trying to feel what I think.
machineofbones (3:32:13 AM): I got kind of drained through the last few.
OtakuMimmi (3:32:24 AM): it feels that way, yes
OtakuMimmi (3:33:52 AM): "just as butterflies are most serene
and the trees growning are most pristine
so are we but we are not so green
for we take to our devices cold and hard
the technology that has been made.

what has been made cannot be unmade
but only sheltered and effused
drawn back and held to hard
and something made makes things eased
but too much goes to the point of no need."
This I thought stood out from the rest. like a spotlight.
machineofbones (3:34:42 AM): I thought so rather subconciously as well.
OtakuMimmi (3:35:28 AM): some of the latter parts of the poetry is rather... drained.
but there are many highlights hidden within them.
machineofbones (3:35:45 AM): Just tell me the blunt truth. It doesn't hurt.
OtakuMimmi (3:35:51 AM): that's what I am doing
machineofbones (3:35:53 AM): I felt that the last few poems were really nothing.
OtakuMimmi (3:36:06 AM): ah, but there was stuff there
OtakuMimmi (3:36:14 AM): that called out from under its stones
machineofbones (3:36:43 AM): That one piece of poem you cited--that poem was just a jerk at "Song for Myself" by...bleh. My mind is so dead I can't remember.
machineofbones (3:36:50 AM): Walt Whitman. That's it.
machineofbones (3:37:22 AM): Let me tell you, "Song for Myself" is one long poem.
machineofbones (3:37:29 AM): I didn't even read it all.
machineofbones (3:37:31 AM): I got sick of it.
OtakuMimmi (3:37:42 AM): that's common
machineofbones (3:37:45 AM): It's all about how life is happy, whee.
machineofbones (3:37:52 AM): That poem stabbed it sort of.
machineofbones (3:37:55 AM): Mine.
machineofbones (3:37:58 AM): Did, I mean.
OtakuMimmi (3:38:06 AM): yeah
OtakuMimmi (3:38:59 AM): IX and X did nothing for me, but in all the others I could find strands of gold.
machineofbones (3:39:15 AM): Nine and Ten was me just wanting to get over with it already lol.
machineofbones (3:39:29 AM): But I told myself, "Mitch, you're writing ten poems, right now."
OtakuMimmi (3:39:31 AM): then they served their purpose
machineofbones (3:39:32 AM): "Work!"
machineofbones (3:40:04 AM): Sort of to make up for lost days where I didn't write at least one poem, I guess.
OtakuMimmi (3:40:19 AM): but the days that you do not create...
machineofbones (3:40:33 AM): Tony says well what life is going to be like: Work and die. That about covers it.
OtakuMimmi (3:40:35 AM): are the moments that lay the base for those sparkling greater poems
OtakuMimmi (3:41:21 AM): that is one standpoint, freed of thought, but never the less, a standpoint
machineofbones (3:41:39 AM): Well, it's the cold truth, mostly.
machineofbones (3:41:45 AM): As much as I'd point otherwhere.
machineofbones (3:41:56 AM): Elsewhere.
OtakuMimmi (3:42:21 AM): mm, well. we all have different outakes on what life is/can be
OtakuMimmi (3:42:31 AM): you are entitled to yours
machineofbones (3:43:01 AM): Well, it is the truth. We are forced to get a job and work until retirement. And then soon after, we die.
machineofbones (3:43:08 AM): Sure, there is love life in there, and other things.
machineofbones (3:43:14 AM): But broadly, that about covers it.
OtakuMimmi (3:43:19 AM): it does
OtakuMimmi (3:44:08 AM): but that feels to me, as though one says "that painting consists of red, blue and some black". instead of looking at what it is and so on.
then again, that's me.
machineofbones (3:44:44 AM): Well, if you look at what life is, it isn't too beautiful either. Not to me at least.
OtakuMimmi (3:44:56 AM): I'm not saying one has to find beauty
machineofbones (3:45:01 AM): I'm more of a naturalist deep down than anything--
machineofbones (3:45:09 AM): I see the negative side in all things more than the positive.
machineofbones (3:45:15 AM): I feel that life is bad more than good.
machineofbones (3:45:20 AM): And most of the time it's always bad.
OtakuMimmi (3:45:21 AM): well, then you're looking.
machineofbones (3:45:42 AM): This is how I feel deep down, but I avert to a more Realistic standpoint most of the time--that life is both good and bad.
OtakuMimmi (3:48:01 AM): I've not looked at life for a while, so I'm not sure what it does to me
machineofbones (3:48:20 AM): Yes.
machineofbones (3:48:40 AM): Perhaps life is what drove you to what happened? Or maybe not. It's just something to think about, anyway.
OtakuMimmi (3:49:25 AM): in a way, yes. then again, no. it's difficult to say for certain.
OtakuMimmi (3:49:48 AM): it will be thought about and analyzed, but a conclusion might never be in reach.
OtakuMimmi (3:50:06 AM): but so I have grown, so I have moved
OtakuMimmi (3:50:13 AM): and life goes its way
machineofbones (3:50:17 AM): It's just what I do. Look at the past too much.
machineofbones (3:50:30 AM): Use it as some comparison ground.
OtakuMimmi (3:50:36 AM): sure
OtakuMimmi (3:50:50 AM): it's the only ground we can learn from
OtakuMimmi (3:51:11 AM): and so it's easy to cling to and use
machineofbones (3:51:28 AM): I think it's much better just to live in the moment of life though.
machineofbones (3:51:30 AM): But that is hard.
OtakuMimmi (3:51:47 AM): it can be done, although as you say, it's hard
machineofbones (3:51:50 AM): People fret over the future, and the past.
OtakuMimmi (3:52:34 AM): the minute I try to live for the moment, I am thrown back in some direction. be it future or past.
OtakuMimmi (3:52:34 AM): sometimes I do the throwing, sometimes not
OtakuMimmi (3:53:03 AM): and as soon as I live in the moment, it has turned into past in some way.
OtakuMimmi (3:53:35 AM): it's like catching a rainbow, or a wave, or sunlight.....
OtakuMimmi (3:53:56 AM): it's only there for that moment. and then what ?
machineofbones wants to directly connect (3:54:02 AM).
machineofbones cancels request; no connection was made. (Note: For best results, you and your buddy should use the latest version of AIM.) (3:54:24 AM).
machineofbones (3:54:31 AM): http://www.otakuboards.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=35349&pagenumber=2
machineofbones (3:54:37 AM): PT and his nice posts.
OtakuMimmi (3:54:45 AM): *reads*
machineofbones (3:54:55 AM): He actually says truth.
machineofbones (3:55:12 AM): He just doesn't understand that he doesn't need to take everything I say so far to the point where he does.
machineofbones (3:56:08 AM): He seems like a much more optimistic fellow,.
machineofbones (3:56:14 AM): And this is where we seem to clash.
OtakuMimmi (3:57:08 AM): where you go serious, he goes play
when he comes to play, you withdraw the board....so it feels anyway
machineofbones (3:57:22 AM): I'm not going to say anything.
machineofbones (3:57:32 AM): I'm leaving him to win whatever he sets out to win.
machineofbones (3:57:34 AM): I don't care any longer.
machineofbones (3:57:54 AM): I didn't mean structure to the point he took it.
machineofbones (3:58:06 AM): I merely mean that writing should be what THAT PERSON wants it to be.
machineofbones (3:58:12 AM): If they want to not use sentences, let them.
machineofbones (3:58:22 AM): If they want to not use certain grammatical devices, let them.
machineofbones (3:58:47 AM): If they want to not do something that is seemingly labeled as "a grammatical and english rule" then let them.
machineofbones (3:58:57 AM): And I said that if I get published, I would do what my publisher wants.
machineofbones (3:59:03 AM): I would change these things for readablitiy.
machineofbones (3:59:11 AM): But of course, he doesn't understand this for some reason.
machineofbones (3:59:21 AM): When it's sitting him right in the face.
machineofbones (3:59:34 AM): He's just tearing me apart because he think he's greater than me.
machineofbones (3:59:41 AM): And if he wants to do that, then I guess let him.
OtakuMimmi (4:00:26 AM): I guess he's trying, in his own way, to instill something in/to you.... but maybe he goes about it the wrong way. and clearly it isn't working
machineofbones (4:00:35 AM): Obviously so.
machineofbones (4:00:45 AM): I know what he's saying. I need to lighten up, and so on.
machineofbones (4:00:51 AM): I hear the truth in what he's saying.
machineofbones (4:00:58 AM): But the confrontantial way he says it doesn't help at all.
machineofbones (4:01:03 AM): Why can't I have my opinions?
OtakuMimmi (4:01:04 AM): I see that
machineofbones (4:01:05 AM): They are mine.
machineofbones (4:01:08 AM): Let me have them.
machineofbones (4:01:13 AM): He's not going to take them from me.
machineofbones (4:01:16 AM): Why so anything>?
machineofbones (4:01:26 AM): *say
OtakuMimmi (4:01:59 AM): this reminds me of a teacher I had, back when I was 10 or so.
OtakuMimmi (4:02:07 AM): he would always spite me
OtakuMimmi (4:02:14 AM): and I would hate him with fury
OtakuMimmi (4:02:27 AM): but in some warped way
machineofbones (4:02:28 AM): Why do I know I'm going to hate teaching?
machineofbones (4:02:33 AM): Because it's something that I don't want to do.
machineofbones (4:02:36 AM): I have to do it so I can live.
machineofbones (4:02:39 AM): That is why I do it.
machineofbones (4:02:41 AM): Not because I love it.
machineofbones (4:02:44 AM): I don't love it like he does.
machineofbones (4:02:58 AM): I can believe what I want--and I believe that our educational system is useless.
OtakuMimmi (4:03:38 AM): is your intention on becoming a teacher, a means to change things or simply go about your life ?
machineofbones (4:03:46 AM): Go about my life.
machineofbones (4:03:55 AM): Since I want to be a writer, I shall major in English.
machineofbones (4:03:59 AM): Writing is what I know I was meant to do.
machineofbones (4:04:05 AM): It is what I am talented at.
machineofbones (4:04:08 AM): So that is where I will go.
machineofbones (4:04:14 AM): And by going there, I will have to be a teacher most likely.'
OtakuMimmi (4:04:23 AM): no
machineofbones (4:04:23 AM): Because people shall not just magically publish my writing.
machineofbones (4:04:35 AM): And thus pay me for it.
machineofbones (4:04:39 AM): I may end up being a journalist.
machineofbones (4:04:43 AM): I may end up copy editting,.
machineofbones (4:04:45 AM): Who knows.
machineofbones (4:04:51 AM): All I know is that teaching is the most likely.
machineofbones (4:05:41 AM): No what?
OtakuMimmi (4:05:55 AM): why teach when it is most likely to .... or will you be using it to your "advantage" ? use it as fuel to your fire ?
machineofbones (4:06:35 AM): To live in this world you must work. I am guessing that by majoring in English, this is the most likely form of work I can find by my diploma as an english major.
OtakuMimmi (4:06:45 AM): most likely to destroy you and possible others as you do it
machineofbones (4:06:52 AM): No.
machineofbones (4:06:58 AM): I'll do it, even if I may not want to.
machineofbones (4:07:04 AM): You can't have what you want in life.
machineofbones (4:07:32 AM): If I want to get money, and live, I shall teach when I get my diploma if that is the only job opportunity which arises.
machineofbones (4:08:00 AM): This is the way the world is. I shall accept it and do what I have to to live.
OtakuMimmi (4:08:16 AM): you will fold ?
machineofbones (4:08:27 AM): No.
machineofbones (4:08:31 AM): I shall work like I have to.
OtakuMimmi (4:09:59 AM): won't your writing suffer from that ? or will it, like I tried to say earlier, aid you ?
OtakuMimmi (4:10:18 AM): are you consiously setting your scene ?
OtakuMimmi (4:10:34 AM): consciously*
machineofbones (4:14:25 AM): There's not much I can do, Mimmi.
machineofbones (4:14:42 AM): I am not going to be just magically published, and given large sums of money, or even enough sums of money.
machineofbones (4:14:50 AM): I will have to get a job on the side that pays well enough.
machineofbones (4:15:02 AM): And thusly I shall end up doing something as close to writing as I can go.
machineofbones (4:15:08 AM): Whether it be teaching, or whatnot.
machineofbones (4:15:25 AM): Whatever the case, I'll do it so I can have money, and thus a home and food on the table.
OtakuMimmi (4:16:34 AM): as long as you don't drown, that is your prerogative.
it's just my overly-emotional me speaking, really. I know all of what you say, and it's brave of you to face this "predicament".
OtakuMimmi (4:16:50 AM): you do not dodge
machineofbones (4:17:21 AM): Everyone faces it.
machineofbones (4:17:23 AM): I think.
machineofbones (4:17:27 AM): Of course I shall still write.
machineofbones (4:17:35 AM): Writing is what I feel I was meant to do, not matter what anyone says.
OtakuMimmi (4:17:51 AM): thus you will live, in some way
machineofbones (4:19:36 AM): Rather uselessly.
machineofbones (4:19:38 AM): Yes.
OtakuMimmi (4:20:13 AM): I need food to live and so I shall have breakfast now.....
OtakuMimmi (4:20:40 AM): take care, sweetness.
OtakuMimmi (4:20:55 AM): I shall try to review your poetry later in the day
machineofbones (4:21:02 AM): Bye.
machineofbones (4:21:07 AM): I am responding to his post.
machineofbones (4:21:08 AM): I guess.
OtakuMimmi (4:21:14 AM): as you please
OtakuMimmi signed off at 4:21:25 AM.
OtakuMimmi signed on at 4:42:20 AM.
machineofbones (4:43:16 AM): Download Gary Jules-Mad World.
machineofbones (4:43:25 AM): Do it for me, please. I love this song--it means a lot to me.'
OtakuMimmi (4:43:53 AM): I shall then, but only because I like you :p
machineofbones (4:44:14 AM): Okay.
machineofbones (4:44:25 AM): All around me are familiar places,
worn out places,
worn out faces.
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere.
The tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, No tomorrow.

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world
Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way every child should
Sit and listen, sit and lsiten
Went to school and i was very nervous
No one knew me, no knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world
Mad world
OtakuMimmi (4:45:50 AM): what was that place again.. kazaa ?
machineofbones (4:45:57 AM): Yeah.
machineofbones (4:46:14 AM): My post to PT is also finished.
machineofbones (4:46:25 AM): http://www.otakuboards.com/showthread.php?s=&goto=lastpost&forumid=4
machineofbones (4:49:44 AM): Heh. He has "Not Kevin?" in his sig, linking to my sarcastic post to him.
machineofbones (4:49:52 AM): I'm not Kevin at all.
machineofbones (4:49:59 AM): Charles could well attest to that fact.
machineofbones (4:50:08 AM): You probably have no clue who Kevin is.
OtakuMimmi (4:50:36 AM): mhm
machineofbones (4:50:46 AM): He owned AE boards.
machineofbones (4:50:52 AM): Those boards were a lot like OB.
OtakuMimmi (4:51:05 AM): owned ? so he doesn't own it anymore ?
machineofbones (4:51:10 AM): And there he spited OB and James--because James had done something or other to him, I can't remember.
machineofbones (4:51:14 AM): Yeah. It's gone.
machineofbones (4:51:17 AM): He gave up on it.
machineofbones (4:51:25 AM): If you go to the site, he ended it.
machineofbones (4:51:34 AM): The guy used to be an anime mod here at OB.
machineofbones (4:51:40 AM): And he spited OB again and again.
machineofbones (4:51:43 AM): And other things.
OtakuMimmi (4:51:47 AM): aha
machineofbones (4:51:52 AM): I'm not as terrible as him at all.
machineofbones (4:51:58 AM): And Alex has compared me to him before.
OtakuMimmi (4:52:08 AM): hm :-\
machineofbones (4:52:08 AM): Charles has readily agreed with me--I'm no Kevin.
machineofbones (4:52:21 AM): You know I'm no Kevin.
machineofbones (4:52:27 AM): Or so I think anyway.
machineofbones (4:52:40 AM): It's just Alex again trying to tear me apart and see things his way as always.
machineofbones (4:53:29 AM): So how was my post to PT?
machineofbones (4:53:32 AM): Still reading?
OtakuMimmi (4:54:37 AM): sorry, my dad was interrupting me. *goes to read*
OtakuMimmi (4:58:46 AM): now I see things more clearly
machineofbones (4:58:52 AM): Good.
machineofbones (4:58:56 AM): Do you see what I said?
OtakuMimmi (4:59:00 AM): indeed
machineofbones (4:59:04 AM): See how he took things farther than he should?
machineofbones (4:59:10 AM): See how he should let me think what I want to?
machineofbones (4:59:15 AM): That was what that post set out to do.
OtakuMimmi (4:59:27 AM): I'm inclined to agree
machineofbones (4:59:38 AM): I mean, I agree with what he was saying.
machineofbones (4:59:44 AM): But it doesn't apply to what I think--nor what I said.
machineofbones (5:00:10 AM): I'm glad you agree. It's always nicer when someone agrees with you, most certainly.
machineofbones (5:00:18 AM): Perhaps he'll see it too.
machineofbones (5:00:24 AM): Probably not though.
OtakuMimmi (5:00:25 AM): well, I know where you're coming from. to a degree
OtakuMimmi (5:00:33 AM): so that makes it easier
machineofbones (5:00:34 AM): And that's all that matters.
machineofbones (5:00:48 AM): As long as he can see that, then he can see everything's gist.
OtakuMimmi (5:02:18 AM): *tries to figure out how kazaa is working* *confused*
machineofbones (5:02:25 AM): O.o
OtakuMimmi (5:02:43 AM): I am so blonde
OtakuMimmi (5:02:52 AM): *hangs head in shame*
machineofbones (5:02:59 AM): It's okay.
machineofbones (5:03:05 AM): I still love thee in some fashion I wear.
OtakuMimmi (5:03:20 AM): *brightens up*
machineofbones (5:03:49 AM): I'm tired and feeling lonely. So I guess I'm open wide, so take that well, usually I'm cold as hell.
machineofbones (5:03:52 AM): But today I was happy.
OtakuMimmi (5:04:39 AM): I felt like burning every mistle-toe in the world today.. and yesterday.. and the days before that... nevermind
machineofbones (5:04:50 AM): I felt the same.
machineofbones (5:04:55 AM): People are too damn happy on holidays.
machineofbones (5:05:00 AM): It makes me end up being sad.
OtakuMimmi (5:05:18 AM): same here. more so than usual
machineofbones (5:05:38 AM): Sad...hm. More like apathetical--uncaring.
OtakuMimmi (5:05:52 AM): angry
machineofbones (5:05:56 AM): When someone seems to give so much point to something I see as stupid, I usually end up like that.
machineofbones (5:06:11 AM): It goes for that with school..
machineofbones (5:06:26 AM): It goes for that with people like Alex, whose intentions are good, but not the way I see things.
machineofbones (5:07:37 AM): I don't get mad easily.'
OtakuMimmi (5:07:48 AM): I have a poem going on stuff I've felt, but it might be to blunt and harsh to share with the people who've been so nice to me... don't like slapping friendly people in the face when they feed my loneliness
machineofbones (5:08:01 AM): If I am feeling passionate, I'm more likely to make myself into a tantrum over nothing.
machineofbones (5:08:04 AM): Pff.
machineofbones (5:08:07 AM): The world is cold.
machineofbones (5:08:09 AM): Be cold back.
OtakuMimmi (5:08:18 AM): *is encouraged*
machineofbones (5:08:25 AM): Speak what you want to say even if it's harsh.
machineofbones (5:08:34 AM): That's what my last post to PT was.
machineofbones (5:08:44 AM): It was harsh. It was apathetical--nihilisitc.
machineofbones (5:08:47 AM): *nihilisitc
machineofbones (5:08:49 AM): Bleh.
machineofbones (5:08:55 AM): Screw you spelling.
OtakuMimmi (5:09:01 AM): *nods*
machineofbones (5:09:05 AM): Be unvirginized.
OtakuMimmi (5:09:32 AM): I already am *lol*....hrm... anyway...
machineofbones (5:09:40 AM): I was speaking to spelling.
machineofbones (5:09:45 AM): And damn, you're lucky.
machineofbones (5:09:55 AM): The chicks don't come to me like crazy, sadly.
machineofbones (5:09:58 AM): I'm too reserved.
OtakuMimmi (5:10:17 AM): if you only knew how enticint that is *sighs*
OtakuMimmi (5:10:22 AM): *enticing*
machineofbones (5:10:39 AM): Although some things have happened recently where women seem to slowly be doing...something with me.
machineofbones (5:10:49 AM): I'm sure you read my post about McLauryn.
machineofbones (5:10:52 AM): Or maybe not.
machineofbones (5:10:54 AM): Who knows.
OtakuMimmi (5:10:56 AM): yeah
machineofbones (5:11:08 AM): I'm stupid in those situations--I don't know how to act.
machineofbones (5:11:16 AM): I'm not prone to emotion in front of so many people.
machineofbones (5:11:21 AM): Or someone I barely know.
machineofbones (5:12:03 AM): The internet is different that that though.
OtakuMimmi (5:12:05 AM): well... the few times I've been the recipient (sp?) of someone's attention, I've blushed like mad and legged it
OtakuMimmi (5:12:10 AM): very mature, huh ? ~_^
machineofbones (5:12:16 AM): Honestly, if I met you in real life, I wouldn't know what to say.
machineofbones (5:12:19 AM): Or do.
machineofbones (5:12:23 AM): Or so on.
OtakuMimmi (5:12:31 AM): that goes for me to
OtakuMimmi (5:12:48 AM): I'd know what I'd like to do... but doing it is something entirely diffferent
machineofbones (5:12:56 AM): I suppose if I don't find some girl that's for me, I'm going to be some lonely guy, I guess.
machineofbones (5:13:06 AM): Ah well.
machineofbones (5:13:12 AM): No big deal. Just live with it.
OtakuMimmi (5:13:32 AM): I have
machineofbones (5:13:32 AM): I'll accept things, nothing else I can do, other than try to change them.
OtakuMimmi (5:13:37 AM): or at least, tried
OtakuMimmi (5:13:57 AM): I deny to accept and cowar to change
machineofbones (5:14:01 AM): I'm not some great orator. I speak better when my writing speaks in someone's head.
machineofbones (5:14:21 AM): As I told you before, I'm not that great.
machineofbones (5:14:32 AM): I'm just some other person on the Earth out of 6 billion.
OtakuMimmi (5:14:57 AM): that just made me feel very lonely....
machineofbones (5:15:12 AM): But feeling lonely does feel good.
machineofbones (5:15:17 AM): I won't lie to myself there.
machineofbones (5:15:32 AM): I find embrace and showing emotion openly to people that are shwoing me emotion to feel quite corny.
machineofbones (5:15:34 AM): In some sense.
machineofbones (5:15:43 AM): It depends on the person.
machineofbones (5:15:53 AM): If I know some person a lot, it'd be totally different.
OtakuMimmi (5:16:33 AM): the thing is, i chose to be lonely when I didn't need to...
OtakuMimmi (5:16:51 AM): and now that I choose to be with people, I feel even more lonely
machineofbones (5:16:53 AM): But there's the kink in it all--how am I to get to know someone when I can't show them emotion until I get to know them, when to get to know them I'd have to show emotion.
OtakuMimmi (5:16:54 AM): it's frustrating
machineofbones (5:17:10 AM): Life sucks. Then you die. That's the facts.
machineofbones (5:17:19 AM): We can avert ourselves to love. To other things.
machineofbones (5:17:25 AM): But still what's there is there.
OtakuMimmi (5:17:29 AM): you can still get to know people without emotion
machineofbones (5:17:39 AM): Ehm. Not in some intimate way.
machineofbones (5:17:46 AM): It's harder without emotion.
OtakuMimmi (5:17:54 AM): maybe not as deeply, but that takes time anyway
OtakuMimmi (5:17:54 AM): feed the yearning mitch, feed it ~_^
machineofbones (5:18:05 AM): It's possible to know them intimately, but it takes more time without that emotion first-off.
machineofbones (5:18:18 AM): Of course, there's always chemistry, and sparks.
machineofbones (5:18:21 AM): I've felt that at times.
machineofbones (5:18:33 AM): Chelsea in my newspaper class seems to laugh at what I say. She seems to like me.
machineofbones (5:18:42 AM): But then again, it's just probably some stupid assumption.
machineofbones (5:18:51 AM): But I'm stupid not to take that assumption and test it.
machineofbones (5:18:56 AM): But I'm too shy to do it.
machineofbones (5:19:30 AM): It's just so funny being tired. Tha'ts all I know. All your thoughts are there like a big gaping hole and you can look in it so easily.
machineofbones (5:20:08 AM): I'm such a night person.'
OtakuMimmi (5:20:09 AM): it's because you're letting go ..
OtakuMimmi (5:20:15 AM): things always comes easier then
OtakuMimmi (5:20:26 AM): *come
machineofbones (5:20:49 AM): Why aren't verbs plural when nouns and adjectives are?
machineofbones (5:20:51 AM): Messed up language.
OtakuMimmi (5:20:59 AM): I have no idea
machineofbones (5:21:16 AM): I find it amazing how easy language is for me--well, english.
machineofbones (5:21:21 AM): And how hard it is to learn some other language at times.
machineofbones (5:21:27 AM): Since I just want to think in english.
machineofbones (5:21:42 AM): Latin is all over.
machineofbones (5:21:50 AM): The verb is usually at the end of the sentence.
machineofbones (5:22:01 AM): So you have to jump to the end of the sentence, then back, then back and forth.
OtakuMimmi (5:22:11 AM): sounds like german
machineofbones (5:22:22 AM): I'm so set on how I percieve language--via english--that it helps me as much as it doesn't.
machineofbones (5:22:41 AM): How they speak like that I can't see lol.
machineofbones (5:22:47 AM): And then there's all these cases.
OtakuMimmi (5:22:49 AM): hehe
machineofbones (5:22:54 AM): And so many of them have the same endings.
machineofbones (5:23:00 AM): One ending is plural in the singluar.
machineofbones (5:23:07 AM): Another is plural in the plural.
machineofbones (5:23:10 AM): It's so confusing.
machineofbones (5:23:34 AM): And you know, it just doesn't make sense, because you've never spoke like this.
machineofbones (5:23:46 AM): Logically, the things you are writing, they mean nothing just as they are.
machineofbones (5:23:52 AM): You use some memorization tool to remember them.
machineofbones (5:24:04 AM): Like appropinquat.
machineofbones (5:24:07 AM): It sounds like approach.
machineofbones (5:24:16 AM): Or some other word.
OtakuMimmi (5:24:25 AM): *lol*
machineofbones (5:24:30 AM): When you think about it, language really is hard.
machineofbones (5:24:37 AM): And yet English is so damn easy for me.
machineofbones (5:24:51 AM): Since it's what I've been pounded with since I was first born.
OtakuMimmi (5:24:58 AM): yeah
machineofbones (5:25:04 AM): The words in english will always mean more to me than any other language because of this.
machineofbones (5:25:10 AM): Is Swedish the same way for you>
machineofbones (5:25:11 AM): ?
machineofbones (5:25:17 AM): Or maybe it isn't.
machineofbones (5:25:19 AM): Who knows.
machineofbones (5:25:26 AM): Please so english you like better. :-(
machineofbones (5:25:30 AM): *say
OtakuMimmi (5:25:35 AM): well
machineofbones (5:25:56 AM): Well.
OtakuMimmi (5:26:00 AM): the more I learn about other languages, the more I love/like swedish....
OtakuMimmi (5:26:14 AM): but since I've been brought up with english as well..
OtakuMimmi (5:26:21 AM): it has a special place in me
machineofbones (5:26:22 AM): So I guess it's the same way with you.
machineofbones (5:26:24 AM): Yeah.
OtakuMimmi (5:26:33 AM): mhm
machineofbones (5:26:39 AM): English would be hard to master I think.
machineofbones (5:26:46 AM): If it was a foreign language.
machineofbones (5:26:53 AM): So many different ways to sound things..
OtakuMimmi (5:26:54 AM): absolutely
machineofbones (5:26:56 AM): So many irreqularities.
machineofbones (5:27:08 AM): *irregularities
machineofbones (5:27:16 AM): Ah well. Stupid spelling.
machineofbones (5:27:22 AM): Too lazy to fix it the right wya.
machineofbones (5:27:24 AM): *way'
OtakuMimmi (5:27:27 AM): spelling errors create new words
machineofbones (5:27:48 AM): But really--think about it.
machineofbones (5:27:52 AM): The way you think, it's in a language.
machineofbones (5:27:58 AM): What if there was some other language..
machineofbones (5:28:06 AM): And different things were thought of different ways.
machineofbones (5:28:07 AM): Or something.
OtakuMimmi (5:28:08 AM): *lol* I remember lecturing my teacher in english *grins*
machineofbones (5:28:12 AM): Then you would think those different ways.
machineofbones (5:28:27 AM): I mean, each language says what it says in some way when you translate it rawly,.
machineofbones (5:29:01 AM): Such as latin and its...*thinks*...command-things.
machineofbones (5:29:05 AM): Imperatives.
machineofbones (5:29:10 AM): The negatives for them..
machineofbones (5:29:17 AM): You put Noli excitare.
machineofbones (5:29:20 AM): You put nolui.
machineofbones (5:29:28 AM): Which literally, means, "be ignorant of":
machineofbones (5:29:32 AM): And then the infinitive.
machineofbones (5:29:43 AM): So what I said, I said be ignorant to rise.
machineofbones (5:29:50 AM): Basically, in plain english, Don't rise.
machineofbones (5:30:14 AM): Language is interesting like that.
OtakuMimmi (5:30:18 AM): true
machineofbones (5:30:21 AM): It's also interesting to see where words came from.
machineofbones (5:30:37 AM): Anyway...It's machineofbones (5:30:21 AM): I
OtakuMimmi (5:30:44 AM): yikes
machineofbones (5:30:48 AM): I think I should really, reallly sleep.
machineofbones (5:30:53 AM): As much as I like being like this,.
OtakuMimmi (5:31:08 AM): yeah... and as much as I like having you here, like this
machineofbones (5:31:09 AM): And as much as I'm sure you're enjoying it.
OtakuMimmi (5:31:14 AM): *grins*
machineofbones (5:31:18 AM): Heh.
OtakuMimmi (5:31:28 AM): am I that obvious ? ~_^
machineofbones (5:31:35 AM): If my Dad saw me online at this time, he'd skin me raw.
machineofbones (5:31:49 AM): He'd skin me raw if he saw me online past 10 as it is anyway.
machineofbones (5:31:55 AM): Soon I think my internet's going to be gone.
machineofbones (5:31:59 AM): We're getting wireless..
machineofbones (5:32:03 AM): And he's not getting it for me.
machineofbones (5:32:11 AM): Just another thing to accept.
OtakuMimmi (5:32:11 AM): *growls*
machineofbones (5:32:21 AM): I need to get out and get a job and get on with my stupid, useless life as it is.
machineofbones (5:32:35 AM): It's been 6 months I've been "searching" for some job.
machineofbones (5:32:38 AM): What a joke.
OtakuMimmi (5:32:52 AM): reality hits once again
machineofbones (5:32:55 AM): I don't want to get a job, honestly.
machineofbones (5:33:02 AM): I just want to not exist mostly.
machineofbones (5:33:05 AM): Why suffer?
machineofbones (5:33:08 AM): It's not worth it.
OtakuMimmi (5:33:10 AM): I hear ya
machineofbones (5:33:21 AM): Suicide does come to my mind a lot..
machineofbones (5:33:25 AM): But I'm not going to act on that.
machineofbones (5:33:29 AM): I couldn't anyway.
OtakuMimmi (5:33:32 AM): good
machineofbones (5:33:46 AM): I don't want to hurt the people who love me.
OtakuMimmi (5:33:46 AM): maybe I should become your... what's it called...
machineofbones (5:34:01 AM): Lover?
machineofbones (5:34:03 AM): Heh.
OtakuMimmi (5:34:05 AM): *lol*
OtakuMimmi (5:34:09 AM): sure, why not.
machineofbones (5:34:14 AM): I always do this--I say I am leaving and do not leave
machineofbones (5:34:16 AM): Stupid Mitch.
OtakuMimmi (5:34:24 AM): *cuddles silly mitch*
machineofbones (5:34:36 AM): This entire conversation was me basically thinking aloud.
machineofbones (5:34:42 AM): Hooray.
OtakuMimmi (5:34:47 AM): whopee
machineofbones (5:35:05 AM): Cushion.
OtakuMimmi (5:35:12 AM): soft
machineofbones (5:35:17 AM): OtakuMimmi (5:34:47 AM): whopee
machineofbones (5:35:05 AM): Cushion.
machineofbones (5:35:21 AM): Do you not know what that is?
machineofbones (5:35:46 AM): If not, and if you do, who cares. I must take this point to say it.
OtakuMimmi (5:35:54 AM): hrm, I was thinking pillow
machineofbones (5:35:58 AM): It is a device--a cushion which you sit on, which you blow into.
machineofbones (5:36:15 AM): And once sitten on, it speaks and wails flatuence
machineofbones (5:36:18 AM): It makes a fart noise.
machineofbones (5:36:23 AM): What a great prank indeed.
OtakuMimmi (5:36:36 AM): ah yes. that
OtakuMimmi (5:36:41 AM): I prefer pillow
machineofbones (5:36:41 AM): Yeha.
machineofbones (5:36:43 AM): *Yeah
machineofbones (5:36:46 AM): lol
machineofbones (5:36:54 AM): Let's not get melodramatic now.
machineofbones (5:36:55 AM): ;p
machineofbones (5:37:04 AM): I am lonely, but I'm not going to say I don't love it.
OtakuMimmi (5:37:16 AM): am an lonely and will say it frustrates me
OtakuMimmi (5:37:29 AM): I am*
machineofbones (5:37:34 AM): You know what frustrates me--that I have to live.
machineofbones (5:37:37 AM): That's what frustrates me.
machineofbones (5:37:43 AM): But I'll do it anyway.
OtakuMimmi (5:37:52 AM): that doesn't bother me as much, nowadays
machineofbones (5:38:18 AM): Because you really don't have to worry about it.
machineofbones (5:38:21 AM): You're still recovering.
OtakuMimmi (5:38:23 AM): indeed
machineofbones (5:38:28 AM): You have the loved ones to look after yuo.
machineofbones (5:38:30 AM): *you
OtakuMimmi (5:38:36 AM): yes
machineofbones (5:38:45 AM): I'm just assume. But that's what it seems.
machineofbones (5:38:51 AM): And you're also taking it for granted.
machineofbones (5:38:52 AM): Which is fine.
machineofbones (5:39:04 AM): I take things which are priveldges for granted all the time.
machineofbones (5:39:17 AM): Priveldge. Is that even spelled right?
OtakuMimmi (5:39:26 AM): do I come of as taking it for granted ?
machineofbones (5:39:28 AM): I have trouble spelling that word lately for some reason.
machineofbones (5:39:31 AM): No,
machineofbones (5:39:38 AM): I'm just speaking from some experience.
machineofbones (5:39:43 AM): And intuitiono.
machineofbones (5:39:46 AM): And empathy.
machineofbones (5:39:51 AM): *intuitions
OtakuMimmi (5:39:54 AM): I see..
machineofbones (5:40:04 AM): Pretty much all the things that make me as dynamic as I seem to be, I guess.
OtakuMimmi (5:40:07 AM): on some level you're spot on, though
machineofbones (5:40:21 AM): It's just how I am.
machineofbones (5:40:32 AM): I believe I would be a good lover to someone--I can empathize well,.'
machineofbones (5:40:38 AM): I can feel things well for some reason as well.
OtakuMimmi (5:40:42 AM): stop teasing me :p
machineofbones (5:40:55 AM): While I donf't believe in ESP, or anything, I often feel things will teeter a certain way.
machineofbones (5:41:05 AM): You know, a few times, it's amazing.
machineofbones (5:41:10 AM): I'll be in my car something.
machineofbones (5:41:15 AM): In my car is just one example.
machineofbones (5:41:25 AM): And I'll be listening to the radio,.
machineofbones (5:41:28 AM): I'll think about some song.
machineofbones (5:41:38 AM): One time it was Rush's "The Spirit of Radio."
machineofbones (5:41:44 AM): And I then changed the station.
machineofbones (5:41:47 AM): And there the song was playing.
machineofbones (5:41:56 AM): Another time I was thinking of NIN's "Closer."
machineofbones (5:42:03 AM): And Nine Inch Nails in general.
machineofbones (5:42:11 AM): And then I turned on the popular music station.
machineofbones (5:42:23 AM): And to my surprise, they were playing "Closer."
machineofbones (5:42:29 AM): And seriously, I was amazed.
OtakuMimmi (5:42:32 AM): good stuff
machineofbones (5:42:36 AM): That station always plays utter crap.
machineofbones (5:42:51 AM): Not in an age did I think it would play something like that.
OtakuMimmi (5:42:59 AM): *lol*
machineofbones (5:43:03 AM): It's a scary, penetrating feeling though.
machineofbones (5:43:13 AM): To think that everything is and was and that will be is all set out for you.
machineofbones (5:43:20 AM): And you can't do a thing to change it.
machineofbones (5:43:26 AM): But I think it's something of a reality.
OtakuMimmi (5:43:30 AM): hm
machineofbones (5:43:33 AM): Is there a God that did this?
machineofbones (5:43:35 AM): I don't know.
machineofbones (5:43:37 AM): I refuse to assume.
machineofbones (5:44:02 AM): Other time deja vu will hit me at the times I'm off guard.
machineofbones (5:44:11 AM): This amazing feeling that I've lived this moment before.
machineofbones (5:44:15 AM): And it's played out like this before.
machineofbones (5:44:22 AM): It doesn't happen too often..
machineofbones (5:44:29 AM): But I'm guessing it happens a lot more often than I see.
machineofbones (5:44:44 AM): It's odd though.
machineofbones (5:44:52 AM): I don't know if I want to believe in these nudges or not.
machineofbones (5:45:18 AM): A really scary thought to me though. That everything's set out.
OtakuMimmi (5:45:21 AM): I haven't figured them out for myself, so I can't say
machineofbones (5:45:23 AM): It totally goes against what I believe.
machineofbones (5:45:33 AM): I beileve in being creative.
machineofbones (5:45:41 AM): And things that tie in there.
machineofbones (5:45:53 AM): And that things happen as they happen--they are survival of the fittest.
machineofbones (5:46:06 AM): I'm sure everyone feels these same things.
machineofbones (5:46:10 AM): And that is why I say them.
machineofbones (5:46:15 AM): So I can speak with my words for them.
machineofbones (5:46:32 AM): I have a gift with words, I won't deny it, and so I will use it.
OtakuMimmi (5:46:35 AM): it sure is intriguing to read
OtakuMimmi (5:46:40 AM): and makes me think
OtakuMimmi (5:46:45 AM): which is even better
machineofbones (5:46:47 AM): I think too damn much.
machineofbones (5:46:59 AM): Alex tells me, "Think outside the box," when I already.
machineofbones (5:47:02 AM): More than him it seems.
machineofbones (5:47:10 AM): *already do
OtakuMimmi (5:47:31 AM): I don't think enough... but I'm on my way
machineofbones (5:47:33 AM): It's funny.
machineofbones (5:47:40 AM): I took these quizzes at that e-mode place.
machineofbones (5:47:49 AM): Like the ones that Alea had in her My O.
machineofbones (5:47:57 AM): And most all of them told me I am gifted with words.
machineofbones (5:48:06 AM): And for my career it said writing, a journalist, maybe.
machineofbones (5:48:32 AM): I remember in 8th grade my teacher telling me I was talented with writing.
machineofbones (5:48:40 AM): I remember back then I wasn't into writing.
machineofbones (5:48:55 AM): It was about 9th grade it really all began with writing.
machineofbones (5:49:39 AM): I don't understand why I'm such a good writer it seems--I'm not trying to sound egotistical at all--I think this is well a truth, and I think I've shown it.
machineofbones (5:49:44 AM): I don't read often.
machineofbones (5:49:50 AM): I haven't read much really.
machineofbones (5:49:56 AM): I read the most when I was younger.
machineofbones (5:50:02 AM): I read those goosebumps books.
machineofbones (5:50:05 AM): Do you know those books?
OtakuMimmi (5:50:09 AM): no
machineofbones (5:50:12 AM): I worshipped them
machineofbones (5:50:30 AM): They were corny, stereotypical horror stories all done by an R.L. Stine.
OtakuMimmi (5:50:50 AM): did they make a tv-show out of them ?
machineofbones (5:50:50 AM): Most Americans my age remember reading them it seems.
machineofbones (5:50:53 AM): Yes.
machineofbones (5:50:54 AM): They did.
machineofbones (5:50:57 AM): I loved that too.
OtakuMimmi (5:51:18 AM): I think I've seen that show
machineofbones (5:51:26 AM): Memories are very kind to see, as well as crushing all the same.
machineofbones (5:51:36 AM): That was basically my one post in my LJ
machineofbones (5:51:53 AM): I still have some of those books.
machineofbones (5:52:01 AM): I got rid of most of them...but I still have some.
machineofbones (5:52:30 AM): I started reading LoTR again recentl.'
machineofbones (5:52:33 AM): *recently
machineofbones (5:52:37 AM): Good stuff when I'm in the mood.
machineofbones (5:52:40 AM): Sometimes I just can't read.
machineofbones (5:52:42 AM): I'm too negative.
machineofbones (5:52:47 AM): I read it and say, "who cares."
machineofbones (5:53:17 AM): I still do like reading...but it's a lot slower for me than it used to be.
machineofbones (5:53:52 AM): Okay. In about 7 minutes I sleep for real this time.
OtakuMimmi (5:54:12 AM): *pouts*
machineofbones (5:54:12 AM): Well, before I go to sleep, I feed my passion in the loneliest of ways, but anyway.
machineofbones (5:54:13 AM): ;p
OtakuMimmi (5:54:36 AM): O:-) I'm sure I don't know what you speak of
machineofbones (5:54:44 AM): A lot of time I just don't care. It's the truth.
machineofbones (5:54:48 AM): My parents see it too.
machineofbones (5:54:55 AM): My parents is a whole nother thing..
machineofbones (5:54:58 AM): For a whole nother day.
machineofbones (5:55:02 AM): So I'll just leave it at that.
machineofbones (5:55:06 AM): Maybe some other time.
OtakuMimmi (5:55:07 AM): alright
machineofbones (5:55:14 AM): I've posted it in My O at times I'm sure.
OtakuMimmi (5:55:18 AM): I'm always open for busines
OtakuMimmi (5:55:20 AM): *business
machineofbones (5:55:24 AM): My, "bitching and moaning," as Alex says.
machineofbones (5:55:43 AM): Notice I continue to say his name randmoly in sarcastic ways.
OtakuMimmi (5:55:50 AM): *smiles*
machineofbones (5:55:51 AM): I do that to people that I feel bitter abuot.
machineofbones (5:55:54 AM): *about
machineofbones (5:56:00 AM): I do it to a lot of people.
machineofbones (5:56:08 AM): Most don't seem to understand the sick humor.
machineofbones (5:56:27 AM): Chelsea seems to, among some other people.
machineofbones (5:56:33 AM): In real life, anyway.
OtakuMimmi (5:56:37 AM): yeah
machineofbones (5:57:01 AM): I feel I need to constantly remind people of real life as I'm on the internet.
machineofbones (5:57:10 AM): Maybe that's my point on the net.
machineofbones (5:57:22 AM): Here's a thought: maybe I should be a psychiatrist.
OtakuMimmi (5:57:25 AM): who knows
machineofbones (5:57:27 AM): Just think, Dr Grant Smith.
machineofbones (5:57:29 AM): lol
machineofbones (5:57:37 AM): I can even grow a beard.
machineofbones (5:57:41 AM): And get the thicker glasses.
machineofbones (5:57:46 AM): And wear the polished suits.
OtakuMimmi (5:57:55 AM): not too bad of an idea
machineofbones (5:57:55 AM): Because I seem to understand people..
OtakuMimmi (5:58:03 AM): nyeh
machineofbones (5:58:04 AM): I seem to like to tell people how I see things and so on.
machineofbones (5:58:10 AM): What does nyeh mean?
machineofbones (5:58:15 AM): Never understood it.
OtakuMimmi (5:58:22 AM): beard = nyeh...
machineofbones (5:58:24 AM): Sara was the first person that said it to me online.
OtakuMimmi (5:58:33 AM): *_* sort of
machineofbones (5:58:45 AM): Since it started with an "n," I instantly thought that it was some negative funky word.
machineofbones (5:58:50 AM): Since most negative words start with n.
OtakuMimmi (5:58:58 AM): like "no"
OtakuMimmi (5:59:09 AM): I get that alot ~_^
machineofbones (5:59:10 AM): So I guess I was right yet again, eh?
machineofbones (5:59:24 AM): My intuition is strange lol.
OtakuMimmi (5:59:34 AM): *bows before his humble abode*
machineofbones (5:59:37 AM): I see things where most people would just sit there and accept it.
machineofbones (5:59:47 AM): It seemes.
machineofbones (5:59:58 AM): I give myself too much at times though.
machineofbones (6:00:03 AM): I'm just trying to be confident.
machineofbones (6:00:10 AM): Most people seem to see at as arrogant.
OtakuMimmi (6:00:12 AM): that's good
machineofbones (6:00:20 AM): Being arrogant, though, is not seeing other's points of view.
machineofbones (6:00:30 AM): And that I don't think I do.
machineofbones (6:00:40 AM): But then again I could be giving myself too much again.
machineofbones (6:00:50 AM): But really--what is so bad about being selfish?
machineofbones (6:00:55 AM): I don't see it as too wrong.
machineofbones (6:01:04 AM): As long as it is in moderation.
machineofbones (6:01:16 AM): I mean, I can't stand some conceited, spoiled, moron,.
machineofbones (6:01:23 AM): But anyway.
OtakuMimmi (6:01:26 AM): mhm
machineofbones (6:01:31 AM): This convo goes in My O.
machineofbones (6:01:37 AM): It says things people need to read.
machineofbones (6:01:38 AM): And hear.
machineofbones (6:01:48 AM): So I'll post it as well as save it,.
machineofbones (6:01:52 AM): Then I'm going to sleep.
machineofbones (6:01:59 AM): But before that...heh.
machineofbones (6:02:01 AM): Yes.
machineofbones (6:02:04 AM): 8-)
OtakuMimmi (6:02:10 AM): alright. sweet dreams, sweetness
OtakuMimmi (6:02:18 AM): *lol*
machineofbones (6:02:30 AM): *tries to reach for your real name to say it*
machineofbones (6:02:33 AM): Mary..no.
machineofbones (6:02:35 AM): Ah well.
machineofbones (6:02:38 AM): Can't remember.
OtakuMimmi (6:02:42 AM): Mia-Marlene
machineofbones (6:02:49 AM): Yeah. That's it.
machineofbones (6:03:07 AM): What do they call you there in real life?
machineofbones (6:03:12 AM): I'd like to call you that.
machineofbones (6:03:21 AM): Is it actually Mimmi?
OtakuMimmi (6:03:29 AM): yeah =)
machineofbones (6:03:35 AM): Hm. Good enough.
OtakuMimmi (6:03:47 AM): or Mia
machineofbones (6:03:55 AM): What's in a rose, by any other name, would smell just as sweet.
OtakuMimmi (6:03:57 AM): depends on how well you take to me
machineofbones (6:04:02 AM): To quote Shakespeare.
OtakuMimmi (6:04:13 AM): indeed
machineofbones (6:04:31 AM): You have a good day, Mimmi. Now that things are negative...but turn that into your positive.
machineofbones (6:04:36 AM): Turn your sorrow into twisted laughter.
machineofbones (6:04:39 AM): That's what I do, anyway.
OtakuMimmi (6:04:44 AM): rest assured I will
machineofbones (6:04:46 AM): *Know
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