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Thursday, February 12, 2004
Okay. I don't know why I'm feeling like this lately.
It's the light-headed feeling I'm used to having sometimes. It's hit me many times while I'm online--I'm sure I've mentioned it offhand many times to other people.
Anyway, today and yesterday I have had that feeling to a lower level. Is it just that I'm tired? Fatigue? What is it? Is there something wrong with me, do I need to see a doctor? I don't know.
It's not too serious, really. Half of it was that my glasses weren't clean, I found out. I fixed that in history class--I took them off and breathed hot air on them, which fogged them up so that I could wipe them with my Led Zeppelin shirt--thus making them clean. So now I can see better in that way. My glasses must've been pretty dirty--since I can see better now.
But everything seems to be just going on around me, and I have to focus to pay attention--to keep concentrated. My light-headedness to this lower extent isn't too bad though. I'm guessing it's just that I'm tired. I've been pushing myself lately--especially on writing--and not going to bed until late many nights.
I didn't write last night though, but as I was lying in my bed reading The Poet, I wanted to. But I couldn't. I had to force myself to sleep.
My school grades are mostly bad this quarter so far. Another thing that's discouraging. But I'm going to work on it. I'm working on it.
Oh, and I dropped off an application at Perkin's yesterday! And they're going to be hiring at Video Action again. Video Action is really close to our house--and it's right close to Century High School (my school) so that would be a great job to get. And then if I get a job, then I can start saving money, whee, woo. And I can get a cable modem, perhaps.
Anyway, back to this lightheaded feeling.
I took a nap yesterday, since I was tired, and that seemed to help. But I still have the lightheaded feeling, to a lower extent. Strange strange strange, but not much I can do about it.
We took this practice test for the AP test in English. The thing is seriously hard. They use all these words that I don't even know, and it just sucks, simply put.
Anyway.
Anyway. Yeah.
Bell rang again, Mitch needs to leave. Off to Chemistry. I just love it, you know. All that math and those story problems and measuring. It's enough to make me want to go out in the coldness streaking naked and say "Hello" to a passerby while giving them a crazy look and saying,
"We're like a colony of E. Coli. I'm roast beef. Let's infect, baby."
Nein, nein.
Bonjour.
And blitzkrieg to you all, to all a good night.
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