Thursday, March 25, 2004

Let down and hanging around crushed like a bug in the ground.

I've noticed I've been using fuck a lot lately in here.

I'm sure there's those among you who are "offended" by it and think it's "explicit" and that for using it I am being "ignorant" and "demeaning."

For those of you I make this post.

I use the word fuck in about four cases. And I have reasons for using them in these cases.

1) I use it to show emphasis, show I feel strongly or am feeling strongly (e.g., "Trent Reznor is a fucking genius"; pretty much anything in my last post).

2) I use it to show a high level of hatred for something or someone. To show that I cannot stand it. (e.g., "You're a fucker, etc.)

3) I use it as a highly sexual word for sex. (e.g., "I would like to fuck her).

4) I use it just because I feel like it, and because it goes well with my mood, and I find it funny to use a word that offends people and brings about controversy (e.g., look back in here for my post where I posted a quiz about the word fuck then made an entire post dedicated to the word in there).

In the end, fuck is just a word, my fuckren. That is all it is and it cannot hurt you unless you let it hurt you and you let it with open arms and without an eased understanding that I don't just use the word for no reason. I have reason. And when you have reason when you're doing something, it is justified and it is right as far as I am concerned.

The post before this one means a lot to me.

It is intimately personal as well.

I talk about masturbation. For those of you who are "church-goers" and may think "it is a touchy subject" and that "it is something that should be kept to ones' self," I say I don't care what you say. I come here to post whatever I want. That's the beauty of it: I can talk about anything and you don't have to read it if you don't want to. And anyway, we all masturbate, unless we're stupid morons that don't let ourselves. We all masturbate or have sex even if you're afraid to admit it.

Well, I'm not afraid to admit it.

There's this whole notion in America today, and has been for a long time, that sex is something personal and that it is something that should be kept away from children's understanding and kept off of TV and all this. The American psyche on sex is basically this, although it is loosening up: "Sex is a personal thing as well as something that shouldn't be talked about in public or anywhere."--you see, there's this kind of unwritten rule that you don't talk about sex, and/ or masturbation, and you keep it to yourself.

I say sex is natural, masturbation is natural (no matter what you religious zealots or likewise want to say), and I say that instead of being afraid of something that is like this, I say talk about it freely. Do what you want with it and say what you want.

The legal age to have sex here in the US is 18 years of age. I think it's wrong. I think that as long as someone is mature enough to use a condom during sex and to understand what they're doing, then they should be able to do it.

There's "statutory rape," which isn't even rape. . .it's just having sex when you're not legally able to do so. Why even call it rape? Rape is when you force someone to have sex when they don't want to. . .and that's not what "statutory rape" is, in most cases.


"Statutory rape" is defined as: "Sexual relations with a person who has not reached the statutory age of consent," not "rape."

Getting off track.

My point is, in my last post, I told things like they are and I didn't lie. I let it all out here. I suppose I can't understand how someone will feel from reading it, since it's sort of impersonal, but still, I was honest.

And honesty is something I value a lot. Honesty is what gives something dignity. When something can be honest but be dignified about it.

My point is. . .for those of you who stopped reading the last post, that is fine. I guess you can't take the truth. But I'd like to say I like the truth.

Well, enough of that, anyway.

I don't plan to ever do anything as good as the post before this one ever again, really. That post says a lot of things that I believe in.
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