Wednesday, September 29, 2004

   Stuffff

Time: 3:00 pm Current Status: Screaming bloody murder .... "BLOODY MURDER" Okk time for a real post unlike the dumb events of yesterday ... mmm turkey. Well i dont know what im gonna even type, soooo .... yea i got somethin now. There are tooo many little kids on this site (by that i mean people younger than myself) that havent watched the great animes, the ones that actually mean somethin. This new generation is scaring me and after extensive research i have diagnosted most of you with Superfluous Anime Syndrome (SAS ... in case your kinda dull witted: i made this up). The remedy is to STOP watchin the same old anime scenarios over and over. Most anime is the same old thing wrapped in a new little package. Instead watch stuff like Evangelion, Ghost in the Shell, Millenium Actress, Akira, Berserk, Ima Sokuni Iru Boku (Now and Then, Here and There) and so on; these are true animes ... anime in its highest form. They are all created by geniuses (some might say they are crazy but true artists usually are a little off) and these animes are not just unique but require you to actually think. I guess you can say they are intelluctual animes. Most of you people are just watchin what i call the action/drama/comedy animes (technically evangelion fits into this category but it also fits in the intellectual category). These are fun to watch and all but you have to realize that anime can be much greater than that. So broaden ur horizon and start watchin the stuff that makes anime great.

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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

   TURKEY

Time: 3:00 pm Current Status: Allliveee Well not much to say other than what follows... I was standin in the dinning room lookin towards the family room through the window. And i saw some birds that i thought were Geese, i wasnt really payin too much attention to it but i then realized they were turkies. So i went to look and there were more than ten of em in my front yard. So naturally i shitted my pants.... isnt that a wonderful story. Anyway i started throwin rocks at em cuz they were scaring my little chipmunk friend. Then they all walked away ... cuz they're too fat to run. And thus goes my epic tale.

SEXY Turkey
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Sunday, September 26, 2004

   Im postin cuzzzz

Time: 11:30pm Current Status: Eatin up this tasty fruit called life Havent posted in a week so here i am postin ... isnt that great. Well i guess ill post my gamin news. I finally started playin Tales of Symphonia again. I stopped playin cuz me and my little brother were playin the muliplayer mode together but he didnt feel like playin for a while. I was also gettin annoyed with the crappy voice actin in the game but i finally just said screw him and started playin it again. Im always in the middle of playin a few different games at any given time. Like now im playin Burnout 3, Fable, PGR2, on top of Tales of Symph. Fable is a great game though the story isnt its strong point. The gameplay is amazing and there arent many good games on the xbox so it shines even more so in comparison to the other crap they have. Its a lot like Zelda: OOT but with a lot more features and a mediocre story. Like you can flirt with girls (and guys .... ugh, the main character is a dude) and eventually marry them and have tons of sex. Oh yea, side note, my little brother is followin the path of evil and is plannin on marrying and bonning a dude (you grow horns when u are evil and u get pale). Im followin the light path and have married 3 woman ... i was a virgin till i was 44 (you grow old fast in that game). Well thats probably cuz i didn't focus on gettin a wife till i realized how old i was. Theres also stuff you can do like fishin, playin various card games, stealin from houses, get hair cuts, tattoos, buy houses for your many wives, randomly kill civilians ... they get in my way. Theres a lot of magic spells u can gain though i dont use much magic ... i just hack and slash most of the time. The story isnt great cuz its a "quest based" where most of the quests you take are just for money. So you basically do what u want except for some mandatory story based quests. The story is interestin enough to keep a person playin through the whole game. I havent finished the game yet so i dont know if the story gets any better or worse. Well im too tired to continue writin ... cya later.

FABLE
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Saturday, September 18, 2004

   GHOST IN THE SHELL: INNOCENCE

Current Time: 3:03 pm Current Status: Not sure why im alive Holy SHIT. I am soo stupid. I havent been checkin up on the whole bittorrents scene in the past few days. I looked at some sites today and to my suprise the Hawks (a fansubbin group) has uploaded the full movie of Ghost in the Shell: Innocence with english subs. So i'm downloadin it right now, its gonna take a day since its about 1.2 gb. If you know how to use bittorrents heres a link. Ghost in the Shell: Innocence If a direct link doesnt work use the following link and look for the file in the list. TheHawks.org

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Friday, September 17, 2004

   Arewa Yume ....

*Cloud walking through the church* "Is it for the children .... for a memory ... or ... for himself?" - Onscreen text *Cloud looks at the screen* *text-box pops out of Cloud's mouth* "What the hell is all this text?! I do it for the cheese, dumbass. MMM cheese ..." - Cloud Strife Heres an artistic rendition of the events above ... im not an artist so i did a quick 2 minute job. (Note: If the picture doesn't show up just copy this to view it) http://www.freewebs.com/insanemonkey7/Cloud%20talks3.jpg Haha just had to poke fun at the american trailer's lack of character speech for Advent Children. Though they obviously couldnt have any since they dont have any voice actors, unless u count the voice over guy. Still i just like to point out that the japanese trailer was better, it gave more incite into the story and the characters' emotions. God damnit ... Ghost in the Shell: Innocence was released today in theatres and i dont have time to go see it. Its in limited release and the closest showing is in Canbridge, Massachusetts which is a 3 hour drive from here. I would've had plenty of time if i didnt have to go to my dad's restaurant. YAY, another dream ruined by the restaurant. Anyway, I was thinkin of posting about the following since the 11th but i was too busy/lazy to write it up. So without further ado .... Opinion Time!!!! Now for my take on September 11th and death in general. ITS OVER, stop livin in the past. It was a sad event but why draw it out for 3 years. And why is it that people mourn deaths on an annual basis? Guess what, if there were 13 months in a year 9/11 would be 3 months from now. So why should u mourn them on that day cuz a calendar told you to? In my opinion u should mourn them when u feel like it and eventually just keep them in the past while you step up into the future. The death of a loved one shouldn't keep u down for this long. Most mourning is for selfish reasons if u think about it. You mourn them cuz u want to be able to talk to them, you dont want to live alone, you cant support yourself financially without them and so on. Its all about your feelings, not them. You dont mourn the death of people you dont know. I can understand mourning a person who was horibly mutilated and had a slow painful death. That is partly unselfish cuz you are sad that they died in such a way. On September 11th most of the deaths were rather sudden and weren't painful. For all you know death could be the start of a new beginning in some other form either physical, spiritual, both or none and could be a better life than they had now. So mourning them for not being able to live life anymore may be untrue. I'm agnostic so if some religious person is reading this, dont even try to tell me you know that people go to either heaven or hell or whatever you believe in. The truth is that you dont know but u need an explanation of the universe for some reason. Many people need religion for answers and for strength when they are weak. I may not have much respect for most religious people but i can somewhat respect a religious person who choose their own religion after studying a variety of religions. I would actually be interested in talkin to people like that since they can actually talk to me with knowledge backing them up. The biggest problem i have with a lot of religious people is their ignorance. Well i kinda went a bit off topic, anyway I dont need an explanation (though i would like to know) and humans may never find the answer to life after death even after a person dies he/she may not realize what happened. They might just be born again into the world with a clean slate, no memories to hold them down. Things could work like the "lifestream" (in FF7) where people die and essentially become one. Then eventually parts of them are reborn in many different creatures. So in the end death may be a joyous occasion for a person or just a simple renewal of life. .... and to those who are suicidal: DON'T KILL YOURSELF. These are just possibilities. So live your life to the very last second, then experience death. There are other possibilities, If you die now u may just disappear or go to someplace worse. Those are the worst case senarios and u should always live thinking that way. If you live this life to the fullest you wont have to regret it in the next life. Well that is, if you are able to remember and regret in the next life.

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Thursday, September 16, 2004

   A day in the life of my dad

Time: 3:26 pm Current Status: Gonna be a dead man when my dad comes home. I just read a comment from yesterday and i just remembered somethin ... its funny. I tell some of those strangers at the restaurant about stuff that my dad doesn't even know about me. I dont talk about much with my dad other than if we are workin or fixin somethin together. My dad is kind of like a robot. He does the same exact thing almost everyday. Wakes up, go to work, come home, drinks beer (right when he comes home), then he just sits around till he goes to sleep. I dont even know the last time he has went anywhere that could be considered a fun place. He only goes to places if he needs to shop for necesary items like food and tools. The only fun part of his day is probably talkin to the people at the restaurant. That would be the only part of the day where he isnt a complete robot. Oh yea and i didnt go to work today cuz i overslept ... again. Dad's gonna be pissed. Which is why i said im a dead man at the top... byebye. Hope im alive to see you guys later. UPDATE: I just saw the last post on theotaku (i hardly ever look at it but luckty for me i did) and im thinkin of writin a philosophical post and sendin it in. That poster will be mine. Hmmm now for a topic...

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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

   I hate Bridgeport

Time: 6:14 pm Current Status: DEAD TIRED The biggest problem i have with workin at a restaurant is havin to sit there and talk to the customers. And they all say the same exact things. "What college are u goin to?" and "when does my college start?" ... mind u i told most these ppl earlier in the summer that i was taking a year off. So every fuckin time a person came in i take their order and thennnnnn they start talkin a bunch of small talk. Mostly about college and my reasons for takin the year off .... and i just wanted to say fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and yea you, fuck you too. But obviously i have enough composure to just answer them respectfully and hope they at least give me a damn tip. And now that we're talkin about money, i only make like 10 bucks a day and i work for 12 hours straight. Thanks a lot DAD. His restaurant doesnt make a lot of money but still i only get 10 bucks. Now i have to find a part time job so that i can get out of workin for him ... so my dream is totally crushed now. No matter what i do i wont have time to do what i wanted to do. Cya guys in heaven or hell. You decide .... FIGHT.

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Tuesday, September 14, 2004

   Hasn't even been a day and my dream is already destroyed ...

Time: 8:30 pm Current Status: Slapin myself silly and callin myself Susan ... Just got news that i have to wake up everyday at 5 am and go to work at my dad's restaurant. And i get home at about 6 pm. Which obviously means that the plan below can't happen .. at least not now. EHHHHHHHH i hate this. Hopefully this wont last long. I might be back to my old routine by sunday if im lucky ... gotta do a lot of sweet talkin. Cya guys later.

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There is no emoticon for what i am feeling

Tiempo: 2:30 am Current Status: Livin it up like a dead man Well ive been thinkin over the past week about something i think i have to do. Im thinkin that i should remove myself from the world (online and off) so that i can focus on training my mind and body. I have so much i want to do but im being distracted by my friends, games, anime, tv, family and so on. Im easily distracted by these things which makes me tend to be lazy. I have been workin out and readin up on different subjects but i dont get as much done as i would like to. By removin these elements i hope to also suppress my nature of putting entertainment above more important things. I dont know, i guess everythin im sayin is all in "theory" but im gonna test it out and see how it all goes. I'm not sure when im gonna start doin this so if u dont hear from me just assume i already started. Yep, thats me in training mode ... In other news, my relatives are coming over again (damn relatives). I just found out today (well i guess i should say yesterday) that they are comin tommorow (um...today). And it gets better ... i think my mom told them that i went to college (in case ur a first time visitor to my awesome site and dont already know im takin a year off from college) so she wants me out of the house cuz she doesnt want to be caught in her own lies (she lies all the time ... literally). Hope tommorow (oh yea ... today) goes smoothly. Ya know what, im gonna go to sleep now ... shit i didnt do my daily japanese lesson ... ehhh i couldve done that instead of postin. NIGHTY NIGHT. zzzzzzzzzzzz .. san ji des .. zzzzzz.

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Wednesday, September 8, 2004

   CLICK PLEASE

2:13 am Current Status: Alive but dead tired Click the link ... its for a contest. Worth a try, got nothin to lose. When u click the link it just sends u to a bittorent site but it tallies that u visited under my link which gives me a better chance of winnin. At the end of the month theres gonna be a random drawing for the winner so even the person with the highest odds might not win. And i could gain a new modded xbox ... probably not gonna happen. CLICK ME. My name is Mr. LINKKKK Sayonara. OOOOOO pretty platinum.... you will be mine.

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