Thursday, September 7, 2006

Angsty

Sorry guys I know I don't post much but i'm going to have to make this one a bit depressive. So if your already having a bad day don't fell obligated to read. Well as most of you know i'm in college now, and for the most part I like it pretty well. But the last couple of days I've been having problems with my roommate. As in she never cleans up after herself at all. A couple of days ago her thing of milk exploded in the fridge(note I do not drink milk I hate it) b/c she did'nt know you had to check the expiration date. Then I come back after a couple of really early classes I didn't sleep well the past two nights and she's sitting on her bed on the comp. and looks up and say's you know the milk exploded in the fridge and is now leaking under your bed. I'm like what the frick are you doing on the comp. then, it's your milk you should be cleaning it up. So anyway then she leaves for somthing I don't remember, and I've already have had problems with her not cleaning up after herself like when she cooks in the microwave, and once she spilt a yoohoo in front of my closet and did'nt clean it up for almost a week I mean I had to clean it up. I did not want to b/c I don't want her to think I'm going to be her maid I have enough trouble keeping myself organized without worrying about her messes. So anyway I leave to go to my next class and come back around 7:00 p.m. and she still hasn't cleaned so five minutes later her and her boyfriend come and find me on my hands and knees trying to clean it from underneth my bed and she has the nerve to get on myspace and tell her boyfriend to clean it which of course he refuses, meanwhile I'm getting pissed. I'm tired my room smells bad, and I've got an english essay due the next day. So I grab my bag and storm down to the computer lab to do my homework, come back two hours later, and she is still on the computer, and the first words out of her mouth are I still havn't done anything. I thinking there is no way I'm doing this so I sit down on my bed and start reading a book until she finally starts cleaning, I did help her, proably should'nt have but I did. So then her and her boyfriend leave and she doesn't take out her trash which she hasn't done since we moved in two weeks ago. Anyway the next day even tho we cleaned it still smells bad, so I decide it might be her trash and I take that out, (she still isn't back from her boyfriends, she only sleeps here about 40% of the time, she just comes in to make a mess in my opinion) and leave for my classes and when I get back I can barely breath when I open my door the smell is getting worse so I open up the window, and run to the fifth floor to borrow some serious frebreeze which helps for a little while but I can't seem to completly get rid or the smell. It's okay for her b/c she can run to her boyfriends apartment, I on the other hand have no were to go, this is where I live. So anyway that along with other things have put me in a bad mood for the past couple of days, things are not good at my home my parnets and sister are having some problems. And today I found out from my mom that my grandma's cancer is back, and well there's almost zero hope that she'll recover this time, their not giving her long at all. My dad (it's his mom) is flying out tommarrow to see her. I more than likly won't see her again before she goes. Luckily I got to see her this past summer, she got her wedding vowes renewed, 50 years. So for all of you who do pray, I would really apreciate it if you would keep her and my family in your prayers. I think I'll stop here I don't want to upset anyone (namely me). Heres a gravition video Ceekari showed me, it's really funny, but don't watch it if your easily offended. I don't want to leave you depressed.

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