Sunday, August 14, 2005

   Summers ending...

Well tomorrow is the first day of school. Nervousness and anxiety exude off of me. I don't even know why. It's just school. This year, though (since it's jr year) my parents want me to do really well. It's supposed to be the deciding factor for college. But the thing is-I feel so stupid because I have constantly had to change my schedule because of conflicts and now I'm stuck with all of these really dumb classes. But-i press on. Ten hours 'til the first day of school starts! haha, tomorow will be easy though. It's just that we usually do these really pointless games of getting to know each other on the first day. Where do teachers come up with this stuff? have you noticed I'm rambling? lol. Today, we had a Birthday party for my sister (Hisui). It was all really fun because all my family was over and it helped take my mind off of school. lol-as for the last few moments of freedom, I think they'll be spent geeking out (Reading fanfiction). I really need to find some other interests outside of my obsession with anime. I already decided that I'm going out to look for something extremely obscure to do. Like raising llamas, except not that. I have to set goals for this year and that's one of them. The others: Make all A's, no, no-Make HIGH A's Be more Active Be more outgoing Be updated with current events Stop Being awkward There's probably more, but I can't think which is probably bad since school starts tomorrow. I'll add to the list: Think Sorry, I'm being really obnoxious right now. i better end here before I regret writing journal entries ONLINE.

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Monday, February 14, 2005

   okay, I know my site looks like crap right now!

Okay, since I'm dumb and don't know how to do this renovating thing, my site looks weird. Oh, well, I'll fix it tomorrow it's kinda late and Hisui still has to work on some stuff for her site. Yeah, so this was supposed to be my Valentine's day theme...to bad it only last for one day and this will be on for a while between my 2 month intervals of updating. oh well, whatevah. Hehe, Hisui always laughs when I write that. Actually, she just laughs at everything I seem to post...so laugh on, I guess, Hisui. Just as you're laughing at my messed up site right now. T_T jk. ^_^ Um, the little quote on my bg is supposed to be "I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell and die by your hand which I love so well." The last part kinda gets cut off. It's kinda sad, it took me a while to get this done because I'm a complete idiot and don't know how to download brushes apparently. ^_^; Okay, well, that's all of this random post. Happy Valentine's Day!

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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

   Uh...

So, I got through finals week...hardly unscathed I should say. I have a cold and my left eye developed a twitch from all the stress. seriously..haha Well, I think I did okay on all of them. If I got an A on most of them, I got an A in the class. Well, except English...which was incredibly hard and someone had to pull the fire alarm during it....Ah, oh well...I'm sure it can't be THAT low. I wonder what mom is going to say...probably...something like "WHAT THE !@#$ IS THAT?!" Hahah, oh, mom, you really need to learn to control that temper... Ah, well, break's going well...I get tired at random times in the day, but I figure that's because I'm somewhat sick. Other than that... I'm getting ready for Christmas! Yay! My parents are caroling at every nursing home to exist...seriously, they've been to about twenty. Hehe, Christmas songs are great.... Well, that's about it, I rented Samurai Warriors which I am on like an addict...so later

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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   oh my...

Well, I am officially on my way to go going crazy. Hahah, just kidding. Yeah, but I did just spend the last few hours working on this notebook for history. Too bad I was irresponsible and didn't do anything this semester. Argh, I just don't know about that community service that's due tomorrow. Ah, well, maybe if I'm lucky, it won't drop my grade as low as I think. Haha So yeah, that's basically it. Nothing too exciting. There was a bomb threat on Monday, it was after school when everybody was gone, but they evacuated whoever was left. I dunno. I just thought I'd add that in there to add a little danger to my post. Haha,sorry. It's late again. I should try updating when I'm actually awake. Maybe then it wouldn't end up so weird. Well, I better get to sleep. Chemistry final Tomorrow! Yay...-_-

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Monday, December 13, 2004

   Well...

Haha, well once again I come to update after so long. I don't even know if that made sense, but whatever. So...well, not much has gone on...had a birthday-turned 16. lol Yeah, my older sister got me concert tickets and it was pretty fun. There was Jimmy eat world, The Hives, and Story of the year. There were also some local bands like Authority Zero who everyone loved and Mink's or Minx (I'm not sure) Rebellion who everyone thought sucked. lol It's been a while since my sister's been to an alternative concert and we were in the ground area. Well, mosh pits kept starting around us and this one girl who was crowdsurfing fell on her. lol, I don't think I'll ever hear the end of "the fat girl who fell on me." So, basically, when that ended it was time to worry about finals coming up. Argh, I'm soo stressed out about it. It'll be the first time ever for me to get a B when report cards come out. Honestly, I'm not too worried about...it's dealing with mis parientes. There'll be the whole "you can do better" and "try harder next time" speech, no big deal really. I probably won't be able to see the light of day next semester because I'll be forced to study every waking moment, but I'm sure I'll get through it. I guess it's really my fault for being so irresponsible. Speaking of which, it's about midnight and school's tomorrow. So, finals week begins. Maybe I won't be totally brain dead when it's done.

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Sunday, November 7, 2004

   Tired...

Ha, I was doing so well with updating...I actually got two days in a row...and then school started and I realized I had no time. I still have stuff I should be doing...but it would really be pointless seeing as how the answers aren't even in my textbook...ARGH! One thing to look forward to is getting my driver's license next week! I really don't know why I'm excited. Haha, my mom would never let me drive anyway. I figure I'll probably end up being one of those people who never drive...EVER! Honestly...how high could the percentage of me crashing into something be?^0^ lol School's been alright...bearable anyway. I would take time now to complain on how much crap they make us do...but I've spent too much time ranting on that so many other times. I guess I'm adjusted now. I mean, I don't feel like breaking down every time I think of my friends back home. I take comfort in thinking about them, but now I don't mind that things aren't that way anymore...well, sometimes. I guess I realized that you never are fully satisfied. There's always going to be some current problem or issue that gets you down. I guess I just have to get over those problems or I'll take things for granted. I can't get away from bad situations...those just come with life... I mean, even if I was still going to school with all my old friends, there would still be something that I wouldn't be satisfied with and there always will be. That's obvious...the harder thing to realize is that...maybe things aren't that bad...Haha, what's funny is that this is something I should know by now...from experience, from observation, even from those stupid tv specials where they tell you all that crap. I have to come to this inner revelation to finally be able to apply it to life. Haha, things would probably be easier for me if I wasn't so emotional and just took time to think about how small my problems really are. Ah...well, that's enough of that...it's three in the morning...I'm probably delirious, so I better stop this philosophical whatever I'm doing now.

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

   hm....

Ah, well today was a pretty good day. I dunno, I've been pretty moody lately so I'm glad. Before I went to school today I saw this incredibly creepy children's show...*shudders* It's called Boobas or something...and these furry balls of odd colored fur were doing squats until they started going to fast and went out of control...all the while there eyes were darting back and forth. Then they started flying around and shaking while this eerie dream music plays in the background. What the crap?! What message is that supposed to send to kids? Get high? haha, well, time for bed...This was kinda just random anyway..so whatevah...

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Monday, October 18, 2004

It's been a while since I've updated... Well, I went back to Roswell last weekend. Lol,first I went to Valley, the school I went to last year, and visited my friends there. When my friend Alicia saw me, she ran over and picked me up and started spinning me around....AHAha. Yeah, then I went to the school I went to before Valley (which just so happens to be its rival school because of this stupid thing that happened) and talked to my friends there and then some random classmates that I wouldn't have even said hi to before. Funny how circumstances change things, huh? Hehe, my cousin got me some prismacolor pencils! I've been wanting those for forevah! The first finished art I do with them will be for her. Argh, but I have so much to do with requests. I just finished one for my cousin. Then, I got a few more from fanart-central and stuff for art class too. One is asking for a Yusuke/Keiko pic, and I have no idea what to do. Hisui says, "just draw them," but I have to be creative about it. It's my own stupid little standard. One idea I had was a view of their backs and you can see in their hands those pictures from the photo booths. The bacground would just be lights from the carninval and then a reflection of them walking by the house of mirrors. Blargh, but I figured she would want to see their faces better. So, I dunno. I also have this contest my uncle wanted me to enter and alot of stuff I want to work on just to improve. Haha, it makes me laugh when people are impressed with my art...because it SUX compared to other artists. Ah, oh well, at least I can say I have the support, right? Well, tomorrow's school and it's late. So, until the next time I update.

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Sunday, October 3, 2004

what's up with the font?...it's huge! Ah, whatever, anyway, I've been feeling quite sick lately. Coughing and sneezing, wheezing and all that. I keep feeling really tired, but I have to finish all my work for this week so I don't have to do it when I go back to Roswell. Hah, last week, my parents told us we weren't going...I almost cried, I was so sad. I made this huge deal about it...and then I found out we were going the next weekend....-_-...Well.... Argh...I really should be working right now...anything...but I'm sooo tired....I still have to finish up my Chem. outline and draw all the stupid little pictures in the book....I'm so sure that's necessary for us to learn anything....Hahahah I also have to do this request for my cuz, Alex. He has really great concepts so I was glad to do it...but then I got this other one from some girl on fanart-central asking about a crossover of some sort. Usually I would probably wait for a while...but when I was doing this pic for my other cuz, I took forever to finish it for her...I felt bad...so I decided I have to get it to them in a least a week.... Ah, well I better end this...or my table will start tiling since the font's so huge...Hahahah

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Saturday, September 25, 2004

  

Ah, the glorious weekend! hahah, actually this week was okay. Nothing out of the ordinary. Yesterday was my aunt and uncle's anniversary, so we went there and celebrated. My cuz and I went driving and I almost crashed the car...haha...the beginning years of driving, there'll be so many stories to tell... So, today, I've been drawing and working on my coloring because I saw this thing on how anime artists can't draw and I was all pissed(okay not really, I was just sort of confused) Yeah, so I'm not that great...but there's so many artists out there who are really talented...they draw anime. I guess this really doesn't affect very much... So, I'm going back to Roswell next friday! Yay, I'm excited. I've been homesick for a while. It'll be a short trip, but I'll be glad to see my friends again. Well, that's all of the rambling I have for today. Maybe I'll go download some stuff now...

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