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• 1988-11-22
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• 2004-07-02
Occupation
• unemployed for now
Real Name
• Gwen...or G-wen...Gwendalo...
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Anime Fan Since
• '96...I think
Favorite Anime
• Serial experiments Lain, Neon Genesis Evangelion,GTO, FLCL,Trigun, Cowboy Bebop, sanzan eyes,Beck, X/1999, Blame...uh...yeah..
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• to be cool....no, I dunno -go to college?
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• drawing, writing, filming and track
Talents
• um, I can play the piano...
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Sunday, November 7, 2004
Tired...
Ha, I was doing so well with updating...I actually got two days in a row...and then school started and I realized I had no time. I still have stuff I should be doing...but it would really be pointless seeing as how the answers aren't even in my textbook...ARGH!
One thing to look forward to is getting my driver's license next week! I really don't know why I'm excited. Haha, my mom would never let me drive anyway. I figure I'll probably end up being one of those people who never drive...EVER! Honestly...how high could the percentage of me crashing into something be?^0^ lol
School's been alright...bearable anyway. I would take time now to complain on how much crap they make us do...but I've spent too much time ranting on that so many other times. I guess I'm adjusted now. I mean, I don't feel like breaking down every time I think of my friends back home. I take comfort in thinking about them, but now I don't mind that things aren't that way anymore...well, sometimes.
I guess I realized that you never are fully satisfied. There's always going to be some current problem or issue that gets you down. I guess I just have to get over those problems or I'll take things for granted. I can't get away from bad situations...those just come with life... I mean, even if I was still going to school with all my old friends, there would still be something that I wouldn't be satisfied with and there always will be. That's obvious...the harder thing to realize is that...maybe things aren't that bad...Haha, what's funny is that this is something I should know by now...from experience, from observation, even from those stupid tv specials where they tell you all that crap. I have to come to this inner revelation to finally be able to apply it to life. Haha, things would probably be easier for me if I wasn't so emotional and just took time to think about how small my problems really are. Ah...well, that's enough of that...it's three in the morning...I'm probably delirious, so I better stop this philosophical whatever I'm doing now.
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