Friday, March 11, 2005

   Well, my mom proposed a solution that might work. . .
Since the convention goes until Sunday, and we'll probably get back on Saturday night, my mom said that I could go to the convention on Sunday. I'm still not sure if it will work though. I still have to check with Lynsey and see if she can go on Sun. (We had planned on going on Sat, but meh). Then I'll probably be pretty tired at the convention, which causes the danger of sleep deprived grouchiness from me. . . I think I'll probably end up going with this plan. My friends at school seemed pretty happy that I could go, and for some reason that suprized me. I was leaning toward them reacting like 'ok. thats nice.' But Nena was actually really glad. Misty is going too, but we don't really talk a lot anymore. We used to be best friends, but then she started getting homeschooled and we just kinda drifted apart. We don't really like the same stuff anymore. . . that's probably because she was gone when I had a mental breakdown in eighth grade and my personality had a drastic change. I probably wouldn't even have started drawing if I'd stayed like I was, so I don't mind that period of intense depression. I almost killed myself back then. . . Well, I thought about it a lot anyway. What's really suprizing is that none of my friends even knew I was that depressed. Aren't they observant? When I tell them now, they go "really? You were depressed?" They all feel bad that they were'nt there for me but oh well. I'm better now.
Sorry. I kinda went off didn't I? I just haven't talked about it that much. And I'm pretty depressed today. Why? Can you say bad grades for PJ?(for those who don't know, my nickname at school is PJ. Dunno why. . .) I'm this close to failing math and I AM failing Biology. Not to mention that my Geography grade isn't that great either.
heh. Well, I think I'm going to dye my hair this weekend. Lets hope it turns out alright, neh?
Later guys.
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

   I'm in a bit of a pickle. . .
You know that Anime Convention I've been constantly mentioning for the last few months? Well, I just found out that its on the same weekend as a trip I've been planning with my friends! I don't know which one I should go to!! On the one hand, I've never been to an anime convention before, and it'd be a great way to meet fellow anime fans, and I'll be hanging out with a friend that I rarely get to see, but on the other hand, my other friends will be mad if I skip out on them, and we've been planning this trip for almost a year. Gah!!! Why does this always happen to me?! I can't deciiiiidddeee!!!
Whew! Glad I got that out of my system! Moving on to lighter things, I have another fanart to post today! I was flipping through my sketch book, and I realized that I hadn't drawn Kyo-kun! So, today in art, since I had nothing else to do, I drew him! I used a reference page from the manga, but tweaked it and made it my own by adding color. Hope I got the colors right!!
Laters! ^_^
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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

   My numbers and a poem!
Ok peoples! Since I just barely got 800 hits, I figured that I'd post my numbers!
Total Visits: 802
Popularity Ranking: 702
Friends: 64
Artist Rating:83%
Fanart Votes: 1359
Number of Pictures: 115
Thanks for the 800 hits everyone!! ^_^
Now a poem. I will warn you guys, this poem is about suicide. Now before anyone worries about my mental health, no, I'm not depressed at the moment. I don't know why I wrote it, but it just kinda popped into my head and I had to write it down before I forgot. Here it is:

Follow me to my castle of dreams,
Where everything is black. . .

Where I can think my little dark thoughts,
And sorrow what I lack. . .

I grab a knife and stare at my wrist,
How can I resist?

I press the blade down into my flesh,
Life makes me so pissed. . .

The blood wells out and falls to the floor,
My lips curl in a smile. . .

I know that I am dying tonight,
But my heart is in denile. . .

The sluggish flow won't ever stop,
My life is slipping away. . .

I hit the floor and I am gone,
Somehow I died today.

What do you think? I don't usually write poetry, but like I said, this one just sorta popped into my head.
Later guys!! ^_^
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   Whaaaaa!!! My fish died!!! T_T
Poor Bob!! He was the family Beta. We still have Barry, but poor Bob!! Yeah, found that one out a couple of hours ago. Poor fishy. No body freak out and ask me if I'm ok though, it was just a fish.(remember, I'm just trying to make you laugh! >_<)
Heehee!! ^_^ I'm still all happy from earlier! (did I mention that its still Tuesday right now?) Well, I've decided that I'm going to take a break from my manga because I have a lot of other things I want to draw right now. Some of them are requests, and others are just things I want to draw. Like the characters from the book series I'm reading right now. Its called Daughters of the moon, and I've got lots of pictures floating around in my head for each of the main characters. Their names are Vanessa, Serena, Jimena, and Catty. I can't wait to draw them!! ^_^
I'll post again tomorrow!!
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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

   Another good day!!
It seems like I spent the whole day laughing, and I'm really glad about it! Well, I slept through most of history, but then in English, I spent the whole period talking to two of my friends that I don't get to discuss stuff with as much as I'd like to. Then in math of all classes, I was giggling and talking the entire time, yet I still managed to get my assignment done. That means no homework for me!!
Oh! And art was frikin hilarious!! Ashley and I were picking at David the whole time and it was sooo funny!! But its good we stopped when we did though, cause he was kinda getting annoyed. >_<
One new pic today, the one for Logan-kun. Votes and comments please and thank you!! ^_^
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Monday, March 7, 2005

   Just so everyone knows. . .
I'm taking down that ever so blury pic of me and David, because its screwing up my site. (well, on my comp anyway) So if you read the post below and go what pic? huh? That's what happened to it.
Also, Logan-kun, I'm almost finished with your drawing and should have it done by tomorrow.
Good night!! ^_^
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   Nyahaha! ^_^
I see that everyone noticed that the picture I picked of myself was hopelessly blury. Believe it or not, it wasn't that blury when I put it on photobucket, but I guess something got screwed up and now you can't see me!
Guess what I might do!! I think I might dye all of my hair dark brown. I was just going to do the ends a different color (I think I mentioned that in another post) but I feel like a bigger change than just that. What do you guys think? I'm dark blonde now, so would a switch to dark brown be smart?
Anyways, I have one new fanart today. It's my entry for ElvesAteMyRamen's Show your love for Yuki contest! I hope I did alright!
Oh, and please visit AwesomeDude898. Logan-kun is feeling depressed and could really use a friend or two right now.
Bye everyone!
P.S. I'll be taking my manga down in two days, so if you want to see it, look before then!
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Sunday, March 6, 2005

   Some Fanart and those pics I promised. . .
Remember when I said I'd post some pics of me and my friends screwing around? Well, here they are!! ^_^
This is Jerry not wanting his picture taken:

This is my friend David posing for the camera:

And this is me and David (a different David) working in art:
*Not here anymore!!*
I know I promised some pictures of my painting, but they didn't turn out. I'll retake them later! ^_^
On to the fanart! I have three new pics to post today, one of which is a request from MattPrower. Votes and Comments if you don't mind! ^_^
Laters!
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Saturday, March 5, 2005

   I had a pretty good day. . .
Well. I got woken up to being yelled at to help clean the house, so I was pretty pissed off all morning. But I felt better after blasting some Korn on my cd player for awhile. Jerry showed up around 5:00. We all just hung out for awhile, and he ended up inviting us to a barbeque at his house tomorrow. Well, since this will post as Saturday, later today I suppose. . but anyway, after he left (in his awesome new car) my mom and I went to town in my newly fixed car. It drives a little differntly now; the acceleration is much smoother. We went and shopped around for a while then came home. It was fun! ^_^
I should have some fanart to post soon. Especially since I'm up to my ears in requests at the moment! I hope to get them done soon. Well, guess I'll talk to you guys later! ^_^
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

   YES!!! THREE DAY WEEKEND!!!!!!!
Oh yeah!! No school til monday!! Yesyesyes!!! As you can tell, I hate school and am eagerly awaiting summer! ^_^ Its not that I don't like the people there, I'm just lazy and don't like getting up that early. -_-
Oh! Guess what! I finally managed to take a picture of my Naota painting with Jerry's digital camera! Unfortunately, when he lent it to me, he forgot to give me the cable to hook it to my computer so I can't get the pics out of the camera just yet. I'll bug him to bring it tomorrow when he comes over. *joy! ^_^*
Along with the pics of the painting are some pics of me and a couple of my friends screwing around. I think I'll take some pictures of my room too, so you guys can see my awesome posters! ^_^
Later guys!! ^_^
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