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Friday, March 11, 2005


   Well, my mom proposed a solution that might work. . .
Since the convention goes until Sunday, and we'll probably get back on Saturday night, my mom said that I could go to the convention on Sunday. I'm still not sure if it will work though. I still have to check with Lynsey and see if she can go on Sun. (We had planned on going on Sat, but meh). Then I'll probably be pretty tired at the convention, which causes the danger of sleep deprived grouchiness from me. . . I think I'll probably end up going with this plan. My friends at school seemed pretty happy that I could go, and for some reason that suprized me. I was leaning toward them reacting like 'ok. thats nice.' But Nena was actually really glad. Misty is going too, but we don't really talk a lot anymore. We used to be best friends, but then she started getting homeschooled and we just kinda drifted apart. We don't really like the same stuff anymore. . . that's probably because she was gone when I had a mental breakdown in eighth grade and my personality had a drastic change. I probably wouldn't even have started drawing if I'd stayed like I was, so I don't mind that period of intense depression. I almost killed myself back then. . . Well, I thought about it a lot anyway. What's really suprizing is that none of my friends even knew I was that depressed. Aren't they observant? When I tell them now, they go "really? You were depressed?" They all feel bad that they were'nt there for me but oh well. I'm better now.
Sorry. I kinda went off didn't I? I just haven't talked about it that much. And I'm pretty depressed today. Why? Can you say bad grades for PJ?(for those who don't know, my nickname at school is PJ. Dunno why. . .) I'm this close to failing math and I AM failing Biology. Not to mention that my Geography grade isn't that great either.
heh. Well, I think I'm going to dye my hair this weekend. Lets hope it turns out alright, neh?
Later guys.

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