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Sunday, March 13, 2005
It's 2:00 in the morning. . .
I don't know how I'm gonna wake up for church tomorrow. . . I really don't want to go. Its not that I don't believe or anything, I just don't fit in. My leaders don't like me, and we both know it. They don't like me because I don't fit into their good little mormon girl mold (yes, I am LDS. Don't bug me about it). I hate how they look at me! They stare at my makeup and clothes and their eyes say "you shouldn't dress like that, it embarrasses us, we're ashamed of you." Gawd they bug me. And you know whats really annoying? I don't even dress THAT gothic. So I wear a lot of black and own a pair of skull earings! So what!! It's not like I have piercings everywhere and that kind of thing! Grrrrrr!!! >:(
I've been making up excuses not to go for quite awhile now, but last week I ran out. My mom flipped out and was saying how it's always an excuse with me! Then I told her the real reason why I didn't want to go, and she seemed to understand, but she's gonna make me go tomorrow anyway! Damn! There's no getting out of it this time. I just wish I could've dyed my hair tonight, just so I could watch them squirm. Sister Smith almost had a heart attack when she saw Kim's hair. At least that's what I've been told. I wish I could've been there.
Sorry about that. I went off again. They've been giving me a lot of crap lately and its getting on my nerves. Good little mormon girl my ass. Fuck that shit. Sorry about the language, but I'm really pissed right now. Heh. Now there's another thing I'd like to see them react to. I should just shout some cuss words at them and see them freak out. Nyahaha! Thinking about it makes me feel better. ^_^
Meh. Anyway, check yesterday's second post if you didn't see it.
I'll post again tomorrow about how being forced to go to church went.
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