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Saturday, April 30, 2005


   Nyau..
Hey guys...well pretty much the usual happened today, and all week...but I did give a speech in speech class on like...monday or tuesday o.o We had to do a "Persuasive Speech", where we have to confince peoples about stuffs =\ My speach was to persuade people to TRY to get into Japanese Music. *nods* I even brought in a sample of a Japanese song ^^ (It was "Hikari" from Kingdom Hearts) And I could tell that like some kids liked it, and some kids where just confused 0.o and I WANTED to bring in some Japanese rap, but I couldn't get any J-Hop on the stupid CD!! >< SO NOT FAIR!! But maybe it was good that happened, cuz I think they're some bad words in some of 'em o.o WELL ANYWAYS THAT WHOLE THING WENT ABOUT SO SO!! ^^'' But that is SO not what I wanna talk w/ u guys about! oo' What I really wanna say is, that I'm kinda worried about 2 of my friends...one of 'em isn't getting as much sleep as he should be, and the other friend has a problem but he won't tell me what it is......not to mention I've been having weird thoughts lately..(again)...thoughts that as a teenager, I shouldn't even be worried about, but I am anyway...see..part of me wants to die REALLY badly...but if I die, I won't see hardly any of my friends again, cuz they're either in a different religion or Athiests....and no matter who's right, either way I won't be able to see 'em again...and even if I don't kill myself, still, anything can happen, like an accident or something...heck, something could even happen to my friends......so anyway..I'm trying to cheirsh my time w/ them as much as possible, after all, I do like to live for the moment..but still, from the way things are going, I'm going to have a very sad after life, or whatever...sayonara
~Mizu

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