Monday, November 7, 2005

Sorry! ^^'

RA! I feel like I've been neglecting you guys... :gonk: I think I am! T-T My bad.... Well... to be honest not much has been happening... Well... I got the 12th Series of Unfortunate Events book... T-T I love that series...

Yeah... I've been spending most my time on Gaia... :gonk: I'm obsessed.... I can't help it... RA! *is flustered* I HAVE ABSOLUTLY NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT ;-; sorry... but that's it... nothing more from me... :gonk: well...
Later

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Ok... this time it has been forever since I posted... ^^'' sorry about that... and there is honestly nothing good going on in my life at the moment.. but I'll tell you this.... I swear... I'm probably going to kill this keyboard.

I can't believe I'm such a hypocrite! How I said I hated Photoshop... but now that I have it everything changes... but things like that always happen doesn't it? You hate something until you get it... hmm... you can't tell me that hasn't happened to you...nn

I've been messing around with my tarot cards... I still haven't the slightest idea how to read them... :gonk: *sighs* but I do hope to learn

Well... Like I said my life hasn't been doing good... In fact... I've been doing everything I always do... piss people off, but unfortunatly I can't help it if I act how I feel, and I'm not felling good. And I can't help it if I'm not feeling optumistic, no one can always be happy. That's what people don't understand about me. All my friends, or most of them at least, they think there is something wrong with me just because I'm not smiling, or just because I'm smiling I'm happy. They don't know that I can smile while going though hell. *sighs* Why do I get yelled for being 'negative' from someone who's always negative? And then she says she'll ignore me if I don't stop being 'negative'... but to be honest... that's not much coming from her... almost everyday she ignores me, even if she doesn't notice I do, and she does... so *shrugs* ... It's nothing that'll bother me too much...

Well enough of my complaining... here's a story I wrote for English class, it was for family feuds... maybe you'll like it, maybe you won't... doesn't matter to me 'cuz I already turned it in....

A Total Eclipes of the Heart

The nearly bare trees were dropping their last leaves of the year and the morning dew still clung to the grass. The gray size nine sneakers of a girl crushed some of the fallen leaves as she walked down the sidewalk. Risa was pretty tall for her age; she was 5’8” and she wasn’t even fifteen yet. Her brown hair was sloppily pulled back in a ponytail. She let out a yawn and groaned, “Why does school have to start so early?” Then she pulled her book bag back onto her shoulder because it was slowly falling off her back and she continued walking.

Risa stopped once she reached her bus stop. “Oh, it’s you again.” She scowled at the only other person there, a male just a little older and taller then her. He has short black hair and had his nose stuck in a book.

Ichiro looked up from his book. “Apparently since I need to go to school and this is the only way I can get there.” He muttered giving Risa a blank stare.

Risa Hitomi’s family and Ichiro Tanita’s family despised one another. Risa was told that her great-grandfather, who had died before she could remember him, unfortunately had his wife die, but it wasn’t a natural death. In the story, one of the Tanita’s killed her. Risa’s father said it was Ichiro’s crazy great-great-uncle. Ichiro had been told that the whole Hitomi family was crazy, paranoid and was jealous of their family, and they wanted to put the family into shame by having someone that lived with the family go to jail. When he was in court they said there wasn’t enough evidence to convict him of murder, and they only witness was too young to make a serious point so he was let free.

“So…How’s your family murderer doing?” Risa asked her normally smiling face was twisted into a smirk.
“One, he wasn’t a murderer, two he died a few years ago” Ichiro said looking down at his closed book.

Risa smiled, “One less thing we have to worry about.”
“…heartless…” was all Risa could make out of Ichiro’s mumbles.
“I’m not heartless!” She almost shouted at the boy. Those words started a few minutes of silence.

“Well, it did happen a while ago,” Ichiro said breaking the silence, “who’s to say if it really happened at all.”
“Huh?” Risa asked giving Ichiro a confused look.
“It happened anywhere from fifty to seventy years ago. How do we know if it really happened?”

“My father told me, and he knows his facts.”

“Yeah, but over the years how do you know some of those facts weren’t forgotten or changed?” Ichiro stared at Risa with his gray eyes. “I don’t even believe my father,” he continued, “Who’s to say that this isn’t over a stupid competition that one of our family member’s lost…?”

Risa was silent for a moment, than she smirked. “Oh, I see, you’re just trying to erase the past. Trying to make your family seem to be the perfect family, right?”

“No! I’m trying to say we shouldn’t carry on an ancient argument. I’m not trying to erase the past, because it is what it is and we can never change that, but that doesn’t mean we need to go with our parents and hate each other.”
“Feh, why should I believe you?”

“Because…” Ichiro’s face turned a bit red as he bit his bottom lip, “because… I, I think I’ve fallen in love with you.” With that, Risa’s face turned as red as Ichiro’s. While Risa was flabbergasted, Ichiro decided to use it for his advantage; he leaned towards her to kiss her.

Before Ichiro got his chance, Risa fell back to reality held out her hand and slapped him. “HOW DARE YOU?!? YOU THINK SAYING YOU LOVE ME IS GOING TO MAKE ME CHANGE MY MIND ABOUT YOU?!? Well, it’s not! I’ll never forgive you family!” Risa said in a huff. She stormed past him down the sidewalk muttering to herself, “If I start walking, I shouldn’t be too late.”
A couple of minutes after Risa left, the bus pulled up. As Ichiro stepped on the bus he had as smile on his face as he muttered, “Girls… I don’t think I’ll ever understand them…”

Well that's it for today... Later...

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Guten Tag...*ish dancing* Well... ^^' heh... =O I got this HOT Furuba (Fruits Basket)AMV to 'Start the Circus' by Far from Heroes I love the song! And for those of you who don't know, it's on American Beyblade soundtrack for the first season and the... I think thrid or forth Dvd... I'm not sure... err... but it's called Topsy Turvy.... *nods* but I luff the song.... luff...Luff.... LUFF! >DDDDDD LUFF IT WITH MEH!

Well... besides the fact that I found that song.... My luck has pretty much been sucking... ok... it could be worse... but I don't like it... I mean... I lost... misplaced my Vocabulary book yesterday... so I wasn't able to do the homework that was in it... I did get it back today, but now my 'Thief Lord' book is missing... and I have to finish reading it by Friday... and I have about 100 pages to go... plus I'm a slow reader.... /.\ along with that, I've been losing paper I've been needing, for classes and such, I missed my bus this morning and for whatever reason when I'm typing... espically after I type a b an n always pops up after it... and I'm not accidentally pressing the n key either.... but it's getting really annoying... -.-+ *kills keyboard* RA... but just so you know.... I might have a few missed spelled words with then b thing... *kills keyboard* It also seems to happen with the h and m every so often.... well... I think that's enognh witnh my complaining for today... oh... and just bencause.... here are the lyrics for 'Start the Circus'

Don't understand these things
They get so complicated
They're gonna take us down
Make me feel so out rated
I've got to take control
So I don't end up wasted
I'd like to stick around
Don't like to be mistaken

Draw the curtains
Lights are dimmed
The show is starting
Start the circus
Cause I'm the freak
They've come to see
Draw the curtains
Lights are dimmed
The show is starting
Start the circus
Cause I'm the freak
They've come to see me

Please can't u tell me now
Been here for too long waiting
Please don't apologize
Say to my face what you've been saying
Why can't u answer me
When I ask u these questions
But you can't
No you won't
Cause you don't
Take suggestions

Draw the curtains
Lights are dimmed
The show is starting
Start the circus
Cause I'm the freak
They've come to see
Draw the curtains
Lights are dimmed
The show is starting
Start the circus
Cause I'm the freak
They've come to see me
you can't u won't no cause
you don't take suggestions

Draw the curtains
Lights are dimmed
The show is starting
Start the circus
Cause I'm the freak
They've come to see
Draw the curtains
Lights are dimmed
The show is starting
Start the circus
Cause I'm the freak
They've come to see me

I'm coming clean
From broken dreams
When all my dreams
Tear at the seams
They break apart
And its breaks my heart

I'm coming clean
From broken dreams
When all my dreams
Tear at the seams
They break apart
And it breaks my (heart)

Draw the curtains
Lights are dimmed
The show is starting
Start the circus
Cause I'm the freak
They've come to see
Draw the curtains
Lights are dimmed
The show is starting
Start the circus
Cause I'm the freak
They've come to see men

Long... I know... bunt I love it! *dances*

Well, Ja Ne!

(>.< I spoke three diferent languages in one post... I'm a freaking geniuse....)

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Friday, September 23, 2005

Well, after I finish typing this post I'll be adding my anime-manga version of Scipio, I haven't finished the book yet... but I couldn't wait! Right now... I'm working on a drawing a guy in my German class asked me to draw. It seems that he got in trouble for wearing a skirt of some kind (I didn't see it) to school... so he was passing around a petition... and he asked me to draw a guy in a skirt for a poster thing or something... ^^ and I decided to help... I'm just that nice...

In English today we had to do a demostartion speech... so you had me in the front of the class drawing crappy anime people trying to explain how to draw them... XD If I was watching myself I'd have been in the back of the room laughing at myself...

Well... I should be off drawing the skirt wearing guy... and adding Scipio to my art... Later for now....

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

*sighs* I feel like a little bitch.... *gonk* I was going through some of my much hated mood swings today and I think Ayaa and/or Kit think I'm mad at them... Damn me.... /.\

Well... I'm not sure if I'm done with Scipio... I think I'll finish him up after I finish reading the book 'cuz I've been changing/adding to my drawing as I continue reading it...

I've also made two more Beyblade desktops.... both with a few verses of songs, one from 'More Then Useless' and 'Iris'. It's weird, I haven't seen many... if any wall papers with Zeo on them... both of the two I made had him, the one with the Iris lyrics on it is just him... T-T watching that AMV makes me cry! Yep... I have an Iris AMV for Zeo... the first time I saw it a cried! I got the pic. for the wallpaper from it... the other one mainly has Tala on it, but you also have Kai, Zeo, Rei, Tyson, and Max on it... all some how injured... kinda... *laughs* You should be happy with Tyson... I was thinking of putting the picture of him picking his nose or in drag on it (XD)... but I was being nice... ^^ I think I'll post both up today... *nods* sounds like a plan...

Well since I haven't much to say besides that... I shall be off adding my wallpapers... Later

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

...Well... I don't know why... but I've been drawing a lot lately... to me it seems like more then normal... maybe that's just me... or has something to do with my art homework... *shrugs* Well... besides the fact I have to draw... sketch one thing a everyday in art class... though, I can't sketch... /.\ she gives us a toy... or something and we're stupposed to skete them... I CAN'T DRAW REAL THINGS THOUGH DAMMIT! So the come out deformed and scary lookin... like the cute cookie thing with eyes that I love... but when I draw it... it's just scary... hence the one quick lit'le comic thing I drew with it, you had Max spazzing 'cuz he said my drawing made him go blind 'cuz it was just that ugly, and Oliver was supposed to be pointing at Max wondering if he should ask why he's being weird... or one could see it as Oliver asking if he really wants to know about the cookie thing... then me shaking my head saying nope... then Oliver said I didn't think so... and under that... since It only took the first... what? 1/4 of my paper I sketched a drawing of Rei... *.* I think it came out hot... but that just might be me... *laughs* and I did that all in less then three periods or so... though I inked it in today, and I sketched it yesterday... and for art hw... I had to sketch a 'pile' of shoe... there pretty much only need two or more shoes in the sketch, and in the remaining space at the bottem I drew another retarded comic 'cuz I thought it came out pretty good (I did end up getting a 24/25... better then that retarded 16 stupid hammer and nails...) well in it, Oliver said it came out pretty well, and I was like ^^ I know... I'm proud of it.. Max said "It's not all that good... and you showed pride, you now what that means?" And of course I knew what that'd mean, I'm amazed my the seven deadly sins... and you had me with my crocodile tears drifting off saying, "I...I'm gonna... go to..." and I drifed off... but I would've gone to hell *nods* Max all happy's like EXACTLY! Then me being a retard would've been happy, and Max got mad 'cuz his plan to piss me off, or get me depressed didn't work... *gasp* ok... you should be happy that I shouldn't have a long ass story for the last drawing I have... err... that I'll talk about.... Well, have any of you read The Thief Lord? Well, I'm reading that right now, and I thought, for some odd reasong, I WANNA DRAW SCIPIO! What...? From what I've read so far... and using my imagination, he sounds pretty hot! And right now... he is pretty hot! I think he is... and I think at least two or three of the random people I talk to in a few of my classes 'cuz Ayaa and Kit aren't in them... well, they thought he was hot too... I wanna make sure I don't wanna change it, or add more before I ink it and scan it... but trust me... it'll be up sometime... *nods*

*looks up* *gonk* I spent all that time talking about my crapy drawings... ;-; I'm so ashamed.... because I really don't have anything else to say... except that if my greeting isn't up... which I doubt it is... I'm gonna be pissed

Well... I'll try to think of something worth reading my worthy readers... *ninja* if I have those... *shrugs* well... that's all for now... *ninja* I'd say bye in German... but I don't know, or can't remeber what it is... let alone how to spell it... well then... o.o later...?

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Monday, September 19, 2005

*sighs* Sorry everyone it's been a while since I posted... at least to me it has been since I'm used to posting daily... yeah... for a quick explaition, I got my own computer and I've been trying to get all my old files on this one... I'm not even done yet... but I'm getting there all my pictures are on here now so that's a good thing... I think...

Well... I've still been trying to get my Beyblade E-Cards thingys up... and it's been at least a week since I started to try to get them up... and I don't think they're up yet... but it's really starting to piss me off...

Well, for those of you who like my art... I've still been drawing ^^ some of them came out pretty good too! Yay! Ok... enough of that...

Oh... I'm in love with this one song AMV thing I got... <3<3<3 It's a Beyblade AMV (of course), it's KaiTyson... but that's not the cool part... the Song rocks my sock! It's 'Total Eclipse of the Heart (Tecno Remix)' By Nikki French... I downloaded the same song only Bonnie Tyler's version... didn't like it even half as much as Nikki's... if you're interested in hearing it... I'll post a link up later... if anyone is....

I really hope you all are having a great time... *nods*

Well... I haven't much to say right now... that's about it... well... 'til next time... Later

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

I was going to post aging in tec. class again today... but I didn't have enough time after I finished my work... and I'm also sorry I forgot to post the pics I said I was gonna post yesterday too! ;-; I'm so forgetful... but not today! While I'm waiting to get to photobucket... I'll post the one link I finally found again... T-T I love this place! <3 <3 <3
Blader
You can find some really cool, and funny stuff there ^^
Ok... now here is the one Majesitic drawing I was talking about... -.- Like I said yesterday... I don't claim creating it... >.< it's just so cute!
The Majestics
Last night I added another of my e-cards thingys... hopefully the two of them will show up soon...

As for me... nothing much has really happened... I've mostly been drawing... working on that new style I was talking about... well my science teacher was talking about foods that seem really gross are real good (but I wouldn't know) and how food that we normally eat (you know, like chicken and beef) are real werid and... yeah... it was cool! And he has snails in a huge fish tank! *laughs* Oliver and Max where having a field day with that... Oliver got really interesting when he was talking about escargot... Mr. Etzel said it tastes like garlic bread (I think) I love garlic bread! <3 <3 <3 Oh... Oliver does to....
Oh... and where I sit in art, there's a poem, a love poem, on the side of it... I loved it so I wrote it down a few weeks ago... here it is:
Always Love You
In you eyes is a loving place
but in your heart I have found a home
Hypnotized by your love
Papalyzed by you kiss
I feel like I've known you my whole life
But this feeling, I've never felt before
Tak me in you arms and whisper in my ear
I can never express the sensation you give me with just a smile
My heart skips a beat and I feel like you've swept me off my feet
And somewhere among everything you stumbled upon a key which opens my heart
Kiss me in the rain
Always be sweet
And I'll always love you

I don't know why... but I really like that poem... I'll scan one of my drawings later... and if most of it comes out, mind you it's in pencil, I'll post it up later... okies...? Well... see ya

p.s.: Now that I remembered it... some things fit for human consumption scare me...

ok... Later

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Well... *looks around* I'm in tech. Class... and today's a makeup day, and I don't really need it... so I'm sorta drawing... working on a different style... ^^ I really like it, it's cute... I, for the most part, already drew a picture in the style (I'm not sure if I'm done yet... I might still work on it)

But last night I almost spazzed! I found a website I haven't been on in months! It's great and I got the Japanese themes to the characters there... like Rei's Theme I & II and Kai's Themes ect. And it has some real funny stuff on it. Oh... and last night while I was trying to find some fanart I found about a year ago I came across the cutest picture of the Majestics... it's fanart, but it's adorable... I might post a link to it when I get home... but I do not claim drawing it... it's by someone named Carrie... like it says in the corner *printed out a copy of it* I love it... <3

Also last night I caught some of Beyblade... it's an episode I have on DVD but it still had Rei, Oliver and Erique in it *fangirl squeal* Yay! >.< it was also the funny one where Robert's butler was complaining 'cuz the Bladebreakers wouldn't stop eating and that they put ketchup on everything.... it was awesome... but I mostly drew last night... went through some of my folders... and typed my stupid science vocab. -.-

Well... I should get back to drawing... ^^ Later... I'll probably post stuff when I get back home since it is only 9:40 Am... ^^ =D tee hee... like I said... ^^ Later...

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Well... I finally decided to add the last part of my set of drawings... my Max plushie... remember I drew them almost a year ago, and my art skills have improved... I think... I hope... but I was thinking, maybe I'll draw more... and improve the ones I did draw... ^^ sounds like fun *shrugs* I dunno yet... I'll think about it...

One thing I'd have to say I like about me when it comes to drawing, and I really don't hope I seem like I'm bragging... and I'm sorry if I do seem like it, it must be me being a Saggitarian again, and saying things without knowing I hurt people... I apologize right now for anytimes I do seem like I'm bragging and any times in the future... but as I was saying, I like how I can seem to be able to... how do I say this... how I'm able to copy other's drawing styles, because if you were to go through my folder with some of my best/favorite drawings, you'd notice there a bunch of different styles... it's weird... ^^ but I really like it...

Well today we had pictures... oh the joy... *rolls eyes* I hate pictures... -.- I hate pictures with me in them... yeah......

Well.... I think that's it for now... if I can think of anything else I'll post it later, or tomorrow..... see ya later..

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