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Vitals

Birthday
• 1992-06-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• Somewhere where no one can find me! xP or in Konoha
Member Since
• 2004-12-06
Occupation
• student/ninja/apprentice
Real Name
• Sakai(ha! that's the name I always go by 'nyways)

Personal

Achievements
• I FINALLY PUT UP SOME FANART xD
Anime Fan Since
• I was in 1st grade and I liked Pokemon/Sailor Moon O-O
Favorite Anime
• Shaman King, Full Metal Alchemist, DN Angel, InuYasha, Bey Blade, Escaflowne, Rurouni Kenshin, Yugioh!, Naruto, Chobits, Wolfs Rain, Sailor Moon, Tokyo Mew Mew, Fruits Basket, Pokemon, Yu Yu Hakusho, Gundam Seed, Pita Ten, and many others! ^o^
Goals
• To become a famous anime/manga artist, pass highschool/ college, and to KILL Sonic the Hedgehog!!!(yeah...blame my brother....it's because of him the I despise Sonic and all other hedgehogs...except Silver, Shadow and Amy)
Hobbies
• Sleeping, Drawing anime/manga, Playing video games, practicing the guitar, collecting anime stuff, some sports, umm eating ramen?
Talents
• Drawing anime/manga, and I just started learning how to animate things! xD

myOtaku.com: MLan424

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I'm really scared now
well...I'm really freaked out...and I don't know how much more I can take....everyday I come home from school...I always seem to find out about some kind of bad news....like today...my mom said we owed $100 to the bank....and when she got her paycheck...most of it went towards that....and left us with only $125 to last us for the month...but that will most likely but put towards medical bills/insurance/other bills...so I don't know what we're gunna do...I'm literally crying as I type this...my best friends in the whole world are doing everything they can to help me...but I don't want to 'cause them any trouble...I mean...Becky's mom already let us borrow $200 to pay for the car...and Arisu says she'll help me out whichever way she can...and Kaze-kun...well...he's just all around helping me out *huggles all three of them*....I try to not think about things like this...but sometimes it just comes out if I keep it in for to long...I'm also scared for my mom....all this stress and work isn't doing anything for her health...and I want to help...but she won't let me get a job...and it scares me to think that any time...she could get really sick and die...and I don't want to loose another parent to a damn illness >.<"....and my little brother ish stressing her out even more....and I'm worried for his safety since her meds make her get pissed off...badly...and easily...and he isn't doing well at school either...neeeh...sorry to bother you all with this...but...I need to let this out sumwhere....if I keep it bottled up any longer...I might do something to myself that I'll regret later on...'cause I don't know if I can stand another minute in this house...well...thx for reading this anyways....and I hope you guys are doing better then me...

-Sakai ;o;
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