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Wednesday, September 20, 2006


   I'm gunna go over the edge soon
ok...so..meh life officially sucks(sorry if it sounds like I am complainin....but it does Oo') for one thing....a few of meh friends are ignorin me...I could die right now and they wouldn't know untill months later when they actually decided to check up on me...but that's not the worst of meh problems/stress right now.....I'm surprised I havn't killed mehself yet...the reason ish meh only 5 true friends have helped me out these past few months...and they know who they are(only one of 'em has an otaku account...far as I kno XDD)...but..yea.....everything for me has been spiraling down hill...and whenever there ish a small light of hope that things might get better...sumthin even worse happens and I'm right back were I started...sumtimes(most of the time) even worse then were I started...it sucks!! I even(even though Arisu, sensei, and Kaze yelled at meh for doin this)almost cut myself a few days ago fer sum odd reason...I think I was goin insane..luckily Kaze-kun found me or...well..yea...I might not be typin this right now Oo' *huggles him*....and school doesn't make it any better...but it ish one of the only times I get to see Arisu, Becky(even though she practically lives at my house...literally!! XD), and meh other friend.....but 'nyways...I'll stop rantin now(I would explain about everything that ish goin on...but it'd be to long..and it's waay to personal..so...yea...just kno...that right now...I may not have this computer for long...I may not even have a family for long --)

whelp..ttyl! cyas

-Sakai -\_/-

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