Monday, April 25, 2005

   I am bleeding neon black blood with no hope of it stoping.
I have to spend my weekend with my jerk off of a father, whom cant give his little Lilly Munster some money for skool or just for the fuck of it, I hope I dont kill him for touching my new platfoms they're cool 5 1/2 inch plats and I'm like 5'4 or 5'3 I can never remember but yea I have to spend my weekend with him cuz my mummy dearest is going some where for the weekend, I'll just talk to my bf Danny all day or for as long as he can stay on AIM. Hey if you want you can all IM me. Danny umm I joined your cult so yea bye. I WANT MY GODDAMNED PLATS NOW SO I CAN WEAR THEM TO SKOOL DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Heres a poem spur of the moment.
~~~~~~~~~~~Neon Black~~~~~~~~~~
Oh my neon black blood is pooling on the floor.
I'm bleeding neon black blood for you.
I'm working my ass off to please you.
When you cant even hold your own life together.
If you cant help your self at all then dont help any one at all.
Oh my neon black blood is pooling on the floor.
I'm bleeding neon black blood for you.
I'm working my ass off to please you.
If you cant love me for who I am then just hate me and dont try to fake it.
If you cant love me for who I am then dont try to buy your self back into my life.
Hate your dad.
Hate your mum.
Hate your brother.
Hate your sister.
Hate your lovers.
Hate all the people who cant accept you for you.
Oh my neon black blood is pooling on the floor.
I'm bleeding neon black blood for you.
I'm working my ass off to please you.
I hate you all and yet I only can love one.
He brought me his love I brought him my hate.
we traded it in for love but in the end we hated together in hell.
Oh my neon black blood is pooling on the floor.
I'm bleeding neon black blood for you.
I'm working my ass off to please you.
If you cant love me for who I am then just hate me and dont try to fake it.
If you cant love me for who I am then dont try to buy your self back into my life.
Hate your dad.
Hate your mum.
Hate your brother.
Hate your sister.
Hate your lovers.
Hate all the people who cant accept you for you.
I AM BLEEDING NEON BLACK BLOOD JUST FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Contest..../This months contest.../NOTE!
Here are some of the results of the contest (how its going):
Wednesday 13: 1 vote
Joey Jordison: 2 votes
Tripp: 0 votes
Ben Graves: 0 votes
Eric Griffin: 0 votes
Acey Slade: 0 votes

Note: I will include “group” as another vote b/c sum of you want to see a group pic.
Ima be a lil angel and have another contest. If any of you guys remember a while back I had a contest on Ginger and Twiggy well this one will actually be just like that contest, you comment/pm me on witch Murderdoll you want to see and I'll put their picture up lala.
Important: This contest will include Tripp even though he's no longer apart of the Murderdolls
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Warning: I WILL BE MAKING A SlipKnoT CONTEST NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!
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I will be making these contests every month(or as regularly as I can) but I will need your help so yea help me on June b/c I have no Idea on who or what band to use for that month.

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

   What has happend to me?
I tremble a prayer for you to live,
I had only hoped that we could’ve lasted longer in this nightmare.
But all hope has brought is a broken heart,
And a pillow full of tears.
I tear my heart out hoping to die,
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I only hope you can see all the pain you caused me,
I can only pray that all my tears won’t seep into the earth.
I CANNOT SEE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME,
TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE!!!!
It’s a sweet embrace of death,
That only I can imagine.
I tremble a prayer for you to live,
I had only hoped that we could’ve lasted longer in this nightmare.
But all hope has brought is a broken heart,
And a pillow full of tears.
I tear my heart out hoping to die,
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I cannot hope, I cannot see what has happened to me.
What have you done to me?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?!?!?!
Just watch me,
As I disappear,
Vanish and burn.
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I cannot hope, I cannot see what has happened to me.
What have you done to me?
What’s happening to me?
WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!
Why can’t you see?
WHY CAN’T YOU SEE?!?!?!
How can you not see?
HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE?!?!?!
It’s a sweet embrace,
Death,
That only I can imagine.
Hope is a broken heart,
Always crying,
Only wishing you’d come back to me.
But you promised…you’d kill me and that I’d not stop you.
Whoa… I’d cry in lifeless nights.
I only hope you can see all the pain you caused me,
I can only pray that all my tears won’t seep into the earth.
I CANNOT SEE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME!!!!
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME….?!?!?!?!
What is happening to me…Why can’t I see, how can I not feel?
You never said anything about hate,
How dare you lie to me?
It’s a sweet embrace of death,
That only I can imagine.
I tremble a prayer for you to live,
I had only hoped that we could’ve lasted longer in this nightmare.
But all hope has brought is a broken heart,
And a pillow full of tears.
I tear my heart out hoping to die,
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I cannot hope, I cannot see what has happened to me.
What have you done to me?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?!?!?!
I cried in lifeless nights,
I lied in my death bed in full of life days.
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
I cried in lifeless nights,
I lied in my death bed in full of life days.
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
Crying in lifeless nights,
Dying in life full days.
All the cracks are in my heart,
In need of mending,
Only hoping that you’d do some minding.
Lalala, so you say you wanna die?
Oh sweet serenity,
Give lost souls peace,
Let me die tonight.
So you say you wanna die?
Your life’s a lie,
So I’ll say bye.
Only knowing that you’re real,
And that I could never be real…istic.
I am fully opposable,
I am a doll,
Dress me up,
Real pretty and then kill me.
I am never real.
How can you be real…but not me?
How can this be?
Is it you or is it me?
Was all of this just a lie…so that you can get by?
Or was it just a lie…to bring me down and hurt me?
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
I cried in lifeless nights,
I lied in my death bed in full of life days.
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
Crying in lifeless nights,
Dying in life full days.
All the cracks are in my heart,
In need of mending,
Only hoping that you’d do some minding.
Lalala, so you say you wanna die?
Oh sweet serenity,
Give lost souls peace,
Let me die tonight.
So you say you wanna die?
Your life’s a lie,
So I’ll say bye.
Only knowing that you’re real,
And that I could never be real…istic.
I am fully opposable,
I am a doll,
Dress me up,
Real pretty and then kill me.
I am never real.
How can you be real…but not me?
How can this be?
Is it you or is it me?
Was all of this just a lie…so that you can get by?
Or was it just a lie…to bring me down and hurt me?
I am not real…but you’re as real as fog,
So I say bye.
So long,
Good-night,
Good-bye.
I am fully opposable,
I am a doll,
Dress me up,
Real pretty and then kill me.
I am never real.
How can you be real…but not me?
How can this be?
Is it you or is it me?
Was all of this just a lie…so that you can get by?
Or was it just a lie…to bring me down and hurt me?
I am not real…but you’re as real as fog,
So I say bye.
So long,
Good-night,
Good-bye.
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

   Its me.............~sarcasticly~ oh joy. Hold cursor over images to see lil msgs



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   Contest..../This months contest...
Here are some of the results of the contest (how its going):
Wednesday 13: 1 vote
Joey Jordison: 1 vote
Tripp: 0 votes
Ben Graves: 0 votes
Eric Griffin: 0 votes
Acey Slade: 0 votes
______________________________
Ima be a lil angel and have another contest. If any of you guys remember a while back I had a contest on Ginger and Twiggy well it'll this actually be just like That contest you comment/pm me on witch Murderdoll you want to see and I'll put their picture up lala.
Important: This contest will include Tripp even though he's no longer apart of the Murderdolls
________________________________
Warning: I WILL BE MAKING A SlipKnoT CONTEST NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!
+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+
I will be making these contests every month(or as regularly as I can) but I will need your help so yea help me on June b/c I have no Idea on who or what band to use for that month.
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Saturday, April 9, 2005

   ~Numb~
I am waiting in the rain.
I am crying I am bleeding.
I cant feel I am numb.
Why did you leave me?
I love you and you said I love you too.
But You left me for another, how could you?
I will say bye now,
Death is coming this way,
So say good bye,
And please dont cry for me or bleed I am as dead and cold and as numb as you can ever Imagine.
So good bye.
I am waiting in the rain.
I am crying I am bleeding.
I cant feel I am numb.
Why did you leave me?
I love you and you said I love you too.
But You left me for another, how could you?
I know you're not real.
Not real.
Not real.
But I can feel.
And now I know I am not real.
But that you are real.
Good bye so long show god whose boss and turn your life off.
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Friday, April 8, 2005

This months Contest.....Witch Murderdoll do you! the people want to see?
Ima be a lil angel and have another contest. If any of you guys remember a while back I had a contest on Ginger and Twiggy well it'll this acctually be just like That contest you comment/pm me on witch murderdoll you want to see and I'll put their picture up lala.
Important: This contest will include Tripp even thow he's no longer apart of the Murderdolls
________________________________
Warning: I WILL BE MAKING A SlipKnoT CONTEST NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!
+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+
I will be making these contests every month(or as regualrly as I can) but I will need your help so yea help me on June b/c I have no Idea on who or what band to use for that month.
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   Contest....
Here are some of the results of the contest(how its going):
Wednesday 13: 1 vote
Joey Jordison: 0 votes
Tripp: 0 votes
Ben Graves: 0 votes
Eric Griffin: 0 votes
Acey Slade: 0 votes
~sigh~ Its not going so well only one person has voted. C'mon people start voting so I can get this done b4 the SlipKnoT contest this will end this month the person who wins will be up all threw the next month and when the next contest winner gets chosen he will be up for the next month and so on and so forth so start voting damn it!
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Monday, April 4, 2005

   This months Contest.....Witch Murderdoll do you! the people want to see?
Ima be a lil angel and have another contest. If any of you guys remember a while back I had a contest on Ginger and Twiggy well it'll this acctually be just like That contest you comment/pm me on witch murderdoll you want to see and I'll put their picture up lala.
Important: This contest will include Tripp even thow he's no longer apart of the Murderdolls
________________________________
Warning: I WILL BE MAKING A SlipKnoT CONTEST NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!
+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+_=_+
I will be making these contests every month(or as regualrly as I can) but I will need your help so yea help me on June b/c I have no Idea on who or what band to use for that month.
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   Tongue ring
Look evey one I have a tongue ring lol really.

Hold courser over image to see a msg.
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