Friday, April 1, 2005

   This months Contest.....Witch Murderdoll do you! the people want to see?
Ima be a lil angel and have another contest. If any of you guys remember a while back I had a contest on Ginger and Twiggy well it'll this acctually be just like That contest you comment/pm me on witch murderdoll you want to see and I'll put their picture up lala.
Important: This contest will include Tripp even thow he's no longer apart of the Murderdolls
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Warning: I WILL BE MAKING A SlipKnoT CONTEST NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!
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I will be making these contests every month(or as regualrly as I can) but I will need your help so yea help me on June b/c I have no Idea on who or what band to use for that month.
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   Tell me why you despise me.
Why cant you tell me why you hate me?
If you told me I'd forget you.
You always said you loved me then you said otherwise.
Tell me why you despise me.
If you hate me tell me.
If you love me hate me.
Use me and abuse me.
Use me then kill me.
You're Like all the others you say you love me but then you
Dont.
How Could you do this to me?
I told you so much I loved you so much and yet you dont care.
You're a full blown bastard.
Now kill me.
I am not real.
Not real.
Not real.
So say good bye to me and then kill me.
Say you love me then kill me and kiss the blood off my lips
Then promise me you'll love me till death do us part.
Dont wanna kiss you bitch wanna bash your head.
I'll tear Us apart.
I do, I do, I do wanna kill you, till death do us apart.
I'll tear us apart.
You meant absolutely nothing to me.
Die, die, die my love.
Tell me why you despise me.
Tell me why you despise me.
Tell me why you despise me.
Why cant you tell me why you hate me?
If you told me I'd forget you.
You always said you loved me then you said otherwise.
Tell me why you despise me.
If you hate me tell me.
If you love me hate me.
Use me and abuse me.
Use me then kill me.
You're Like all the others you say you love me but then you
Dont.
How Could you do this to me?
I told you so much I loved you so much and yet you dont care.
You're a full blown bastard.
Now kill me.
I am not real.
Not real.
Not real.
I AM NOT REAL!!!!!
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

   How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
The clock strikes twelve.
Oh-no my time has come.
I cry as I die.
I am calling for you to come to me.
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
How can you do this to me?
After all the love I've shown you.
After all the love I've given you.
The clock strikes twelve.
Oh my the time has come.
I am calling for you.
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
I can die alone and I want to.
I wanted all you had, had.
But it wont matter now death has won.
I have lost.
You dont care for me.
You killed me.
How could you?
HOW COULD YOU!?
Why should I lie for you?
You've done pain to me.
I am now returning the favor.
The metallic taste of blood rots in my mouth.
The clock strikes twelve.
Oh-no my time has come.
I cry as I die.
I am calling for you to come to me.
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
I hope you die too.
I'll get wrath to go away.
I'll let rot and decay come to play.
Rot and decay plays a part in my death.
Lala hope to die.
Take the blade slit my wrist down to the bone.
The clock strikes twelve.
Oh my time has come.
I cry as I die.
I am calling for you to come to me.
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
Dance around a flame burn your skin off let me watch.
I want to watch you...die and lie.
You're nothing but a lie so I say bye.
You cant love me because you're not real.
Not real.
Not real.
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
Here have my boxxx of bloody razors.
My suicide won.
I wont tell you what to do,
Only what to see,
What you have done to me.
What you have done.
You’ve made me cry,
Now I want to die,
But you’re a lie,
So I say good-bye.
What to do you vile being?
You're nothing but a lie so I say bye.
You cant love me because you're not real.
Not real.
Not real.
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
Not real.
Not real.
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
How can you hear me when you're not there for me?
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

   I....cant.....sleeppppp!!!!!!!!
I was up at like 6:oo a.m.(25th) and its like 6:40 a.m.(26th) I have yet to get any sleep. And I cant sleep my demise draws closer nothing like a little bit of death to shake and break you awake. How strange that I am like this right now but when people broke into MY backyard I went to sleep like a peaceful baby, hmmmm I wonder why this is so, can you~points to whom ever is reading this stupid ass post~ help me? ~Gasp~No. ~fustrated sigh~I need sleep I havent slept in ~stuned face~5 days I havent eaten in 5 days no woop-de-fucking-do-there but still oh well I'll try to sleep if I can in a cold heartless ragged torn bed owch ya know I'll sleep on the floor at least the spiders dont bite hehe. We all know why.
~Good Bye~
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   Watch me, tear me, break me.
You can watch me but youu wont dare break me.
You can tear my flesh off but you cant watch me.
I try to kill the pain, but only brought more, so much more.
How can you betray your love?
How dare you break my heart, even after I've told you so much.
I am the one who chose to break you tear you watch you.
You murderous being.
You are no man your a child.
You cant see your wrong.
How can you not see all the pain that YOU have caused me?
Look how I bleed for you.
But you wont take note.
You never loved me did you?
You cant see me for me all you see is a cutter.
I am not the only one who suffers.
The others tell them then tell me.
Throw me against the wall prove your point show me that you love only me.
I dont think you can do so.
So I had to go leave you here to ROT and DECAY.
You watch me, you tear me, you break me all day.
You watch me, you tear me, you break me every day.
You lie, you lie, you lie, your a lieing peice of shit.
You mean not a thing to me now.
I watch you tear me, break me, you watch me.
I grabed the blade and sliced my neck and now I am dead.
I hope you're happy with what you've made me do.
Hope you're happy, hope you're happy now.
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This is for a man whom I met only reacently and now he's become a lieing peice of shit to me. Hes dead and you all know him we've all been asoisated with him at one point or another so guess who he is and kill him. He's dead to me.
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Monday, March 21, 2005

   ~Forgive Me~
~Forgive Me~
I want a new life.
I never wanted this to happen.
Please forgive me.
I want a new love.
Every where I turn I see lovers in love.
And yet I can’t seem to find any love.
I took my blade and looked at my wrist…. I wanted to live but no longer could I live.
I can’t run any longer.
I have to die.
You came too late and now I am dead.
I hope you’re happy now that you’ve caused all my pain to stop.

I could’ve waited for you.
But when you came to me I was gone.
No longer to be found.
I took my blade and looked at my wrist…. I wanted to live but no longer could I live.
I can’t run any longer.
I have to die.
You came too late and now I am dead.
I hope you’re happy now that you’ve caused all my pain to stop.

All the pain you’ve caused me stops tonight.
I took my blade and made two slits on both wrist and let my blood pour.
Please forgive me.
Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me, forgive me, forgive me, please forgive me.

I took the blade and ran it across my wrist and lied in a tub of warm water and died.
If you have it in you please forgive me.
Please forgive me but I had to leave still loving you and praying.
Will the sun still shine when I am gone?
I took my blade and made two slits on both wrist and let my blood pour.
Please forgive me.
Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me, forgive me, forgive me, please forgive me.
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   I-my suicidel tentencies are coming back
I cant hold on any more I feel the need to die it grows stronger with each passing second and now with no hoppe or love I will die with my rusty blade covered in my blood.
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   Icon requests
I just had an idea I was thinking that I could make icons for ppl you ppl I have to have full credit fo it b/c it came from me ok well bye tell me how you like theise images.






Rem I HAVE TO GET FULL CREDIT OK? Good. Well just send you request to AbbeySan@hotmail.com OR MMGothicGal@netscape.net ok well bye.
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

   Important: Send this to all ur female friends!!!
state police warning for online: please read this very carefully...then send it out to all the people you kno. something like this is nothing to be takin casually. if a person with the screen name of monkeyman935 contacts you, do not reply. do not talk to this person. do not answer his/her instant messages or e-mail. whoever this person may be,he/she is a suspect for murder in for the death of 56 women(so far)contacted through the internet. please send this to all the women on ur buddy list and ask them to pass this on!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

   Its my birthday...oh joy.
Now you people should know that today is my b-day. Now I am not the type of person who wants to get whished a happy b-day b/c for me my life is living hell so dont u dare say "MMGothicGal, happy birthday." At all ok? Cuz I'm going to get this crap at school so dont maybe but I dont know how I'll feel after school. Well bye, oh and Animefreak12345 heres that pink Hot Topic sweter incdent with Davey:

How could you Davey? HOw could you?
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