Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   I only wanted a simple life no big an fancy cars no wide screen t.v.s only a simplistic life but I now know that will not be happening any time soon.
should I change my styles (menu, iner menu)? If u think I should then comment me or p/m me. Well say goodnight to a hppy life and so long to a cheeary life and say "Hell ya" to a sad life w/e fits you best you lil fuckers.

~Wicked and addicted middle finger double fisted.~
-Wednesday 13
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   I'm growing drewery in my ways. My hardwireid systems have been crashing on me a lot recently so I wont be on for a few days. I only hope that your "God" can cure me- a person whos frightened by the light of the day and by the shadows that come from the light. I only wanted a simple life no big an fancy cars no wide screen t.v.s only a simplistic life but I now know that will not be happening any time soon.
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   Come one come all come c the show that ur friends and family have all been tlking about. MWAHAHAHA
Ok ppl who have signed my G/B sry i'm taking soo long but i've been sick, pissed off, killed and reserected so give me a break, ok? Thank U.
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

   Oh y, y shall it b me?
i am so sad and yet "happy" at the same time. I wish i could b like the rain just pour out evry thing to one person but i cant and some how i wont. And i just wait and hope to die with my blade siting close by covered with blood and dismay. Evry word that comes out of YOUR mouth is full of lies, betrail, dismay, and deceit. I and I alone walk a path that cant b seen by mortal eyes and yet its there right in front of u. Y cant u c, y cant u c all of the hurt, the pain, the LIES, every thing u've done to me? The path of truth lies right there in front of u and u wont tred down it b/c u no u cant follow me down the path that I HAVE TAKEN. Oh how i long for some one to come and carry me away in a land where there is no such thing as sorrow, lies, deceit, hurt, betral, pain, lies, and dismay, All i want is for some one to carry me away into a never land of hope love and care. But what am i saying i cant have hopeful wishing my Mum needs me to stay cold, heartless, and strong but thats how i always feel i want some one to take that away like my best friend has but i need more thatn a friend or even a best friend I need some one to love me for who i am and try not to change me or make me go astray from the choosen path. Oh well time for reality now that cold cruel heartless world that we all call home. Well i bid u adeu.
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Friday, February 18, 2005

   Preps are dumb drugs: sideffectics inclued: headachce, naseia, throwing up, and spelling things wrong. If not a prepp do not induce
i was tlking to a prep on my MSN thing ans she didnt understand half the things i said like brb. And she didnt even no she is a prep she was like "Whats Prep????" compleately clueless.
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

   Up,Down,All Around The Blade Will Go. Down,Down,Down U WillGo. Where U Fall No Body Knows.
Yes well I wont b on here but i will remain logged on but dont think i am here. And tomorrow and Saterday i have plans me and my friendies Alicia r goin to the movies(Friday-tomorrow)to watch BoogeyMan(yay) By ourselfs (yay) and on Saterday Weies goin to the mallies yet again by ourselfs hehe fun. Wellies byeies.
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

  

Every thing.

Every thing is
done.

All of it's been
said.

Now it unfolds in
front of u.

I hope u enjoy it.

Cuz it’s the chaos
of my hate and despair.

I hope u love it.

Cuz its the love
and hate of the world.

I hope it eats u.

Cuz its the love
and hate of my world.

Every thing is
done.

All of it's been
said.

Now it unfolds in
front of u.

I hope u enjoy it.

Cuz its the chaos
of my hate and despair.

i hope u love it.

Cuz its the love
and hate of the world.

I hope it eats u.

Cuz its the love
and hate of my world.

I had wished 4 a
better life than this.

I would've loved
to have killed u...my self all along.

We all lied. U
couldn’t find it out ur self.

I would've
loved.... u.

Cuz its so hard to
forget... all the pain.

I tried so hard, I
didn’t touch u.

I cant find out y.

Every thing is
done.

All of it's been
said.

Now it un folds in
front of u.

I hope u enjoy it.

Cuz its the chaos
of my hate and despair.

i hope u love it.

Cuz its the love
and hate of the world.

I hope it eats u.

Cuz its the love
and hate of my world.

Not desperate not
at all.

Its done and over
nothing more nothing left nothing less.

197666 i loved u.

197666 i killed u.

I hoped u had a
time of ur life...in 197666.

I had a sad dead
life.

Time to go time to
die.

bye got to die.

Bye got to lie.

bye hope u die.

Every thing is
done.

All of it's been
said.

Now it un folds in
front of u.

I hope u enjoy it.

Cuz its the chaos
of my hate and despair.

i hope u love it.

Cuz its the love
and hate of the world.

I hope it eats u.

Cuz its the love
and hate of my world.

Every thing is
done.

All of it's been
said.

Now it un folds in
front of u.

I had wished 4 a
better life than this.

I would've loved
to have killed u...my self all along.

We all lied. U
couldn’t find it out ur self.

I would've
loved.... u.

Cuz its so hard to
forget... all the pain.

I tried so hard, I
didn’t touch u.

I cant find out y.

Every thing is
done.

All of it's been
said.

Now it un folds in
front of u.

I hope u enjoy it.

I had wished 4 a
better life than this.

I would've loved
to have killed u...my self all along.

We all lied. U
couldn’t find it out ur self.

I would've
loved.... u.

Cuz its so hard to
forget... all the pain.

I tried so hard, I
didn’t touch u.

I cant find out y.

Every thing is
done.

All of it's been
said.

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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   How(pt.1)

 Dust, dust is all I see.

I can’t believe in this lane
of life.

Death, Death is all I feel.

Why, why, why??

I want to know how it came
to this.

All I want is an answer
nothing more nothing less.

That’s all I wanted. I never
loved any one more than I loved you.

“Why how who when??” That’s
all I asked every day that I lost you.

How did it come to this? 

When did we lose our selves
in this land of hate and love?

 I want to how you lost
your way. I loved the day.

But now all I see is the
night that you died and I lied to my self.

I kept saying that it was my
fault.

“How did I do all of this?
Why did I do it? How could I do it when I loved you as much as I did?”

How, how, how, how, how is
all I ask now.

How, how, how, how, how is
all I ask now.

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Friday, January 28, 2005

   I think...
I hope we can forgive.
I mean we've all made our accidents.
But from the day i saw u
My accident was made.
I fell madly 4 u.
But u didnt even note my love.
Said "ur just a whore. U fucking whore."
So hurt so painful.
I think... i think... i shall cut my neck.
The razor so much a new life.
I hope u can forgive cuz i forgave a long time
ago.
I just wish we could've loved and died together.
I hope we can forgive.
I mean we've all made our accidents.
But from the day i saw u
My accident was made.
I fell madly 4 u.
But u didnt even note my love.
Said "ur just a whore. U fucking whore."
So hurt so painful.
I think... i think... i shall cut my neck.
The razor so much a new life.
Why? Why shall i die?
It's innveitable, but some how my death was no longer
Tragic to u.
Not cool not at all.
It's hatered with a vengence.
With a love not at all loving.
I think U shall die in my place.
No more love 4 u.
Not-uh no more.
Accidents made forgiveness lost.
Accidents lost forgiveness made.
I think I shall find u and connect this blade
With ur neck.
Buh bye die die die.
Buh bye die die die.
Buh bye die die die.
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

   Broken
Broken hearts
And withered lies.
I see it all the time.
And I don’t know why I die.
But I lie here
In the eye of hell.
But we were all to blue.
We coo you to do.
But we’ve lied
All this time.
You lie.
And I knew why.
I die.
And you know why.
Broken promises
And truthful lies.
And I don’t want to die.
I just want to die.
I’m broken.
Brokened and shamed.
I’m broken.
Broken…
Broken...
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