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• 1991-03-08
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• 2004-10-10
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• I can run w/sharp pointy objects and not fall. And I can......do uh other crazy and loony and psycotic things
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• i was one
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• Inu-Yasha
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• Become a shock rock/goth rock singer an go to one of Marilyn Mansons concerts and run w/sharp pointy objects and not fall. And I can......do uh other crazy and loony and psycotic things. Oh the irony.
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• Drawing, reading, watchin' music vids by Marilyn Manson and other artist and run w/sharp pointy objects and not fall. And I can......do uh other crazy and loony and psycotic things. Oh the irony.
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• I can sing and do lots of other things 2 and run w/sharp pointy objects and not fall. And I can......do uh other crazy and loony and psycotic things. Oh the irony.




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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

   But Momma, I Want To Touch The Shiny Ponty Thingy
I no i havent been posting alot but my depression has been getin to me. Since i dont have a single person to spend this wretched holiday with. So i sit here an cry on my keybord till it fries.

I really want to grab the razor(my razor is my only love now, my only friend.) i have hidden in my bed but, I've forced my self to stop, but, i long 4 my blood to spill the way it always has when I cut my self.

So much pain and plesure ~Bites Bottem Lip and Moans remembering all her cuts and bruses and the Taste of her blood~. ~Sighs~ So in place of the cutting I've been drinking and dopin up (whisky&speed) i want my blade so badly, hence the name of this post: "But Momma, I Want To Touch The Shiny Ponty Thingy."

My blades always stained w/my blood.

Well farethee well. Cutting is the only thing that makes the sorrow go away I want my blade so badly ~winces and sighs~ *Growled*Hmmmmmm, oh well i'm breaking my vow not to cut excuse me whilest i cut my self. Farethee well.




All my cutty pictures that i love the most (not me mind u. ! of thems not a cutty pic. Can u guess which 1 it is? Which 1 is it?)
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