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Saturday, February 19, 2005


   Oh y, y shall it b me?
i am so sad and yet "happy" at the same time. I wish i could b like the rain just pour out evry thing to one person but i cant and some how i wont. And i just wait and hope to die with my blade siting close by covered with blood and dismay. Evry word that comes out of YOUR mouth is full of lies, betrail, dismay, and deceit. I and I alone walk a path that cant b seen by mortal eyes and yet its there right in front of u. Y cant u c, y cant u c all of the hurt, the pain, the LIES, every thing u've done to me? The path of truth lies right there in front of u and u wont tred down it b/c u no u cant follow me down the path that I HAVE TAKEN. Oh how i long for some one to come and carry me away in a land where there is no such thing as sorrow, lies, deceit, hurt, betral, pain, lies, and dismay, All i want is for some one to carry me away into a never land of hope love and care. But what am i saying i cant have hopeful wishing my Mum needs me to stay cold, heartless, and strong but thats how i always feel i want some one to take that away like my best friend has but i need more thatn a friend or even a best friend I need some one to love me for who i am and try not to change me or make me go astray from the choosen path. Oh well time for reality now that cold cruel heartless world that we all call home. Well i bid u adeu.
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