Saturday, March 5, 2005

   Another reason why i hate ppl.
OF ALL THE MOST INSENSITIVE THINGS TO DO!!!!!!!
A gurl that was a
so called "friend" of mine
on my msn msger sent me this and so on:
" From: "Alexia L"
To: abbeysan@hotmail.com
Date: Fri, 04 Mar 2005 23:49:14 -0600

wat the hell is wrong with u? u have
some serious problems. who would want to
kill themselves? and i know u blocked me
and i dont fuckin care. but all i know is
that u r psyco. i never liked talkin to u cuz
u were just so stupid and crazy. u should seriously
think about who ur goin to hurt if u
kill urself instead of sittin in a
warm bath slitting ur wrist. how dumb.

From: "Abbey San"
To: volleyball_25@hotmail.com
Subject: U R A DUMB ASS VOLLEYBALL_25
Date: Sat, 05 Mar 2005 16:27:42 +0000


I didnt block u I loged off b/c i went to sleep.
Ur such a dumb ass nver juge ppl b4 u
acctualy meet them at least I HAVE REAL
FRIENDS UN LIKE U WHO HAS TO TAKE EVERY
THING OUT ON OTHER PPL U BITCH. UR DUMB
TO FOR JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS STUPID ASS.
UR KIND IS THE REASON Y I CHOSE
THIS RODE OF LIFE. U EGOSATISCICAL MANIAC.
UR EGOS SO HUGE UR MUM WONT HELP U NOTICE
ALL THE WRONG U'VE DONE.
From : Alexia L
Sent : Saturday, March 5, 2005 7:40 PM
To : abbeysan@hotmail.com
Subject : RE: U R A DUMB ASS VOLLEYBALL_25

no i do have real friends and
u dont cuz if u r goin to kill
urself than u must have a very
lonely life. if u had real friends
then u wouldnt be do that. and how
can i be jumping to conclusions if u
told me how u were goin to kill urself?
and im not the maniac u r. ur mom doesnt
know wat ur doin that is if u even have a
mom. so basically all the stuff u
wrote to me desccribs u. i dont
fuckin care if u call me a dumb ass
volleyball_25 even though that doesnt
make since u stupid gothic fucker."
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She called me stupid!! I may be slow
but i am not stupid. It just takes me
awhile to get things like maybe a rly
hard math problem i just dont get it
some times that dont make me stupid.
I have a standing A+ in Algebra A so HA!
but my other classes need some
working on but oh well i have good enough grades.
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(Its an right side down cross--> +.
I like this song so i'll put
the whole thing on:
"People Hate Me"-Muderdolls:
I'm wretched, I'm infested,
rejected and infected
I'm a loser, I'm a winner,
a born-again sinner
Cut my throat and watch me
bleed, addicted tragedy
And I hate you and you hate me
So stand in line motherfuckers
don't waste my time
[pre-chorus]
See me in the headlines
Manipulate your simple minds
So put your hands up and praise
I'm your god and you're my slave
[chorus]
And people hate me, cause
I'm better than you
And people hate me
And that's the motherfucking truth
People hate me and you can all fuck off
I'm perfect, pissed off,
beautiful, I'm God

I'm a hooker, I'm your priest
I'm you brand new disease
I'm Satan with distortion,
your overdue abortion
And now I'm singing out of key,
the God of your T.V.
And all you children will worship me
So give me drugs, your bitches,
and your S.T.D's
[pre-chorus/chorus]
I'm wicked and addicted,
middle-finger double-fisted
I'm neurotic drug-induced
and chemically abused
Cut my throat and watch me bleed
Addicted tragedy
And I hate you and you hate me
Wipe the snot onto my sleeve
For I'm your new disease

See me in the headlines
Manipulate your simple minds
So put your hands up and praise,
I'm your God...

I'm homicide on parade,
a bloody nose, serenade
I'm a human hand grenade
I'll never rot and never go away)
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I am AbbeySan@hotmail.com.
Plz i ask of you ppl to pester her she made
me sad and I am getting better i am moving
away from my suicidal needs I still think
about commiting suicide but not now I am
getting better every day. I feel happier
every day now I am in extreme bliss b/c
of A good friend who has asked me something.
Dan I love ya hun. Its b/c of him I feel better.
Hes the nicest guy you could ever meet and
hes funny some times.
Dan hope you can IM me soon and
I'll try to call you.
But of all the most rudest things
she asked me if i WAS
(was being the main word)
gonna commit suicide i said "yeah" and
i told her how. But like I say
"Becareful of what you
ask 4 b/c some times its what you wouldnt
want to hear." But she did ask so
~puts on a smirk~oh well
~smiles showing her sharp teeth~
I guess I am doing better after me
Mum and Da divorce, me and me Mum will
be moving to AZ Phoenix so yay
~throws confetii around~ WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I will be sooo glad to move away from this hell
hole of a city but I will be
ferther away from you Dan ~sniff~
oh well ^_^ love ya all of ya but
most of all i love you Dan.
~huggs and kisses for my bestest guy
friend Dan he no y~

Mood:Umm im happy, how bout u??
Music:AFI-...But Home Is Nowhere
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