Thursday, April 14, 2005

   What has happend to me?
I tremble a prayer for you to live,
I had only hoped that we could’ve lasted longer in this nightmare.
But all hope has brought is a broken heart,
And a pillow full of tears.
I tear my heart out hoping to die,
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I only hope you can see all the pain you caused me,
I can only pray that all my tears won’t seep into the earth.
I CANNOT SEE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME,
TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE!!!!
It’s a sweet embrace of death,
That only I can imagine.
I tremble a prayer for you to live,
I had only hoped that we could’ve lasted longer in this nightmare.
But all hope has brought is a broken heart,
And a pillow full of tears.
I tear my heart out hoping to die,
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I cannot hope, I cannot see what has happened to me.
What have you done to me?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?!?!?!
Just watch me,
As I disappear,
Vanish and burn.
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I cannot hope, I cannot see what has happened to me.
What have you done to me?
What’s happening to me?
WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!
Why can’t you see?
WHY CAN’T YOU SEE?!?!?!
How can you not see?
HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE?!?!?!
It’s a sweet embrace,
Death,
That only I can imagine.
Hope is a broken heart,
Always crying,
Only wishing you’d come back to me.
But you promised…you’d kill me and that I’d not stop you.
Whoa… I’d cry in lifeless nights.
I only hope you can see all the pain you caused me,
I can only pray that all my tears won’t seep into the earth.
I CANNOT SEE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME!!!!
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME….?!?!?!?!
What is happening to me…Why can’t I see, how can I not feel?
You never said anything about hate,
How dare you lie to me?
It’s a sweet embrace of death,
That only I can imagine.
I tremble a prayer for you to live,
I had only hoped that we could’ve lasted longer in this nightmare.
But all hope has brought is a broken heart,
And a pillow full of tears.
I tear my heart out hoping to die,
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I cannot hope, I cannot see what has happened to me.
What have you done to me?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?!?!?!
I cried in lifeless nights,
I lied in my death bed in full of life days.
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
I cried in lifeless nights,
I lied in my death bed in full of life days.
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
Crying in lifeless nights,
Dying in life full days.
All the cracks are in my heart,
In need of mending,
Only hoping that you’d do some minding.
Lalala, so you say you wanna die?
Oh sweet serenity,
Give lost souls peace,
Let me die tonight.
So you say you wanna die?
Your life’s a lie,
So I’ll say bye.
Only knowing that you’re real,
And that I could never be real…istic.
I am fully opposable,
I am a doll,
Dress me up,
Real pretty and then kill me.
I am never real.
How can you be real…but not me?
How can this be?
Is it you or is it me?
Was all of this just a lie…so that you can get by?
Or was it just a lie…to bring me down and hurt me?
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
I cried in lifeless nights,
I lied in my death bed in full of life days.
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
Crying in lifeless nights,
Dying in life full days.
All the cracks are in my heart,
In need of mending,
Only hoping that you’d do some minding.
Lalala, so you say you wanna die?
Oh sweet serenity,
Give lost souls peace,
Let me die tonight.
So you say you wanna die?
Your life’s a lie,
So I’ll say bye.
Only knowing that you’re real,
And that I could never be real…istic.
I am fully opposable,
I am a doll,
Dress me up,
Real pretty and then kill me.
I am never real.
How can you be real…but not me?
How can this be?
Is it you or is it me?
Was all of this just a lie…so that you can get by?
Or was it just a lie…to bring me down and hurt me?
I am not real…but you’re as real as fog,
So I say bye.
So long,
Good-night,
Good-bye.
I am fully opposable,
I am a doll,
Dress me up,
Real pretty and then kill me.
I am never real.
How can you be real…but not me?
How can this be?
Is it you or is it me?
Was all of this just a lie…so that you can get by?
Or was it just a lie…to bring me down and hurt me?
I am not real…but you’re as real as fog,
So I say bye.
So long,
Good-night,
Good-bye.
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