Tuesday, May 16, 2006

   Mishy+Mocha=No good..

yup. i'm at my friend's house. Mishy's house!! We just came back from messing around in her swingset, heh. I'm all stinky now!! And so is she. I was acting quite weird just now. I kept hugging her, then suddenly, i started scratching her throat. I always have those moments. She thinks i have issues, no's i don't!! I just like scaring her like so. ^^ Her brother kept smelling me, and saying i smelled good. (?) Then he started chewing my arm. He's soooo adorable!!!! >_<, he calls me "Waisa". Aaaawwwww!! He's only 3. Mishy's playing Katamari Damacy! I tried, but i wasn't so great. Hmm...lessee, we also played Guitar Hero, and i still can't understand how i passed No One Know's last time in medium, i stinks now!! Goodness, michael (mishy's little brother flipped over) is crying!!! >_>,it was sort of funny, hehe, -.-, i never liked babies anyway, no matter how cute they are. They all look the same to me. .... .....oh crap, if you remember me updating something about a guy who hits on everyone and everything...he's hitting on me now!! first,my friend mishy, then ferny, now me!!! what next nadia? Noooo!!!!!!! He kept telling me i was pretty,at first it was flattering, but after a while, it got kinda weird!! >_< and he started wearing my sweater, it looks better on me!!!!!!!!!! oh well. he's a nice guy and all, but i like (inserts name of guy i likes). I'd tell but, there's a few people at school who have a MyO, and know me, so yeah...they might tell. Hmmm....oh right, 7th AMV made by me!! Not saying name of song, but it's spanish, err..rock? Yes. Watch and enjoy! It's Fruits Basket. Bai bai!!! ~*huggles*~ ^^

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

   I hope the penguins shall take my sissy and bury her in the depths of Antartica O.o

haha,my sis and i just got into ANOTHER fight,yay. Well, i got an email from Sam!!That made me 100x's better!! Yay!! >_>, teehee. And, uh he left for Ohio, not New Mexico,durr. And no, i won't see him in July, but maybe August, NOOOO!!! I can't wait THAT looong...>.< Awesome people always leave me, so i'm stuck with lazy people like ferny and nadia, who are probably sleeping right now~! JK Ferny, Nadia, you guys are awesome as well...(?) uh yeeeah. Most of the people i know are getting all boring!! I'm sorry if this is offending, but it's true!! My friends and i don't go out anymore during weekends, and when they call, they sound so lazy!! It's like talking to my sissy. *Sigh* Boring people are invading my town!! EEk. O.O, yup. Aw crap. I just realized i have a project due tomorrow. And I still have to do the cover. This fucking sucks!!!!!!! I HATE YOU SCHOOL!!!!!! Goodie, we only have 10 more days left!! And my team has their field day on the 24th, we're gonna gets wet.Yayness!! -.-...ugh, 24th...seems like such a loooong time. OMG,OMG,OMG,OMG...TODAY'S MOTHER'S DAY!! Shit, i didn't get anything for my mom >_>!! I could always make her or print her something, but my mom's the type of moms that like materialistic stuff. Like jewelery,ugh, great, i'm probably gonna have to go to that Christian store and buy her that bracelet she's been gawking at all week. BUT I HAVES NO MONEY!! The only person i know that has money to spare is my sis, but she'd rather die than lend me some. She's probably has like...more than $300..dammit, she's only 11, she shouldn't be allowed to have that much money!! I have like 9 dollars...goodness, how will i ever survive?? Oh well, i'll update 15 days from now, or so. I'm going back home, so yup. Take carez!!! *huggles* *BURY MY SIS IN ANTARTICA!!!!!* O.O teehee ^^ Oh, and PLZ watch this, it's freaking awesome, yet scary!! i DIDN'T MAKES IT, but it's awesome! Oh yeah, here's a pic of my bestest cuzzy ever,lol. Yeah, he wanted me to put him on i guess. He's always like, "Ugh, don't you turn punk on me". He's awesome. I'll try to post a pic of me later. Too tired just now. his email's JaGarza19@aol.com, yes, he's desperate ladies, lol. JK, i'm sure he has a gf..^^ Bai bai then.

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

PENGUINS MADE ME HAPPY! (?)

Hello friends. I'm sorry for what I did. I know, it was stupid, and you can't fix the past. So I'll just stop. I'll just have to accept the fact that my parents still fight because of me. Accept it, and move on? Uh,yeah. I'm in a much happier mood today. Yay penguins,lol. What would really make me happy is if I saw Sam. But he left to Ohio,or was it New Mexico? I can't really remember, all I remember is that it's far away. TT_TT, I'm so sad, he was the awesomest guy ever!! Why do the awesome people always have to leave? Oh well. I think I'll see him in July...at least that's what he said. Hmmm...July...goodness, that's so far!!!!!!!! >_< no!!!!!!!!! O.O? I just realized, no one's home. Eek, it's just me and my sissy. Yays!! I can finally stuff myself with that strawberry cheese cake my step-mom made, yeeeessss!!! HAHAH, and she won't be there bothering me that I should only eat a TINY, THIN SLICE. Screw that, haha. Yes, yes it's alright to be healthy, but, oh God, she's just a little too healthy. I think she wants me to become anorexic...(her:Raeza, did you already throw-up? Do you know how much fat that bread contain? Ugh, how disgusting, that is so not cool. Me- O.O, scary.) LOL, i'm not kidding. But she's okay. She's not the nicest or awesomest person in the world, but she's not the bitchiest. Yes.....oh right, I made another AMV!!! It has 5 anime: Naruto Chobits CCS Fruits Basket Final Fantasy X and X-2. I won't tell you the song, cuz then you might not watch it, hehehe. I dedicated this video to Ferny-chan, since May the 10th was her b-day. Go Ferny!!!!...ew, it's the Build-A-bear workshop commercial...it's so scary, the place seems so bright. hehehe, hmm...bai bai for now? Yes. WATCH AMV, =^^= *huggles* -*Raeza*-

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Friday, May 12, 2006

I BROKE A PROMISE

hmm, i'm back? i dunno. I'm feeling terrible at this moment, i broke a very strict promise with one of my dear friends. I'm so sorry ferny. I didn't want to, i don't know what happened exzactly. I'm guessing it's time i've finally confessed my horrible, darkest secret. I... (goodness, I feel so stupid) I cut myself at times. Since last summer, when i began to have serious problems with my mom and dad. When my mom said "I hate you" ? I think it was then. I don't really know if she meant it, but it made me feel like crap. Just like about a month ago, i promised my friend, Ferny, I would stop doing it. And for a while, i did. But just two days ago, i cut myself. I feel like an idiot...>< *sigh* i got in another fight with my mom and told her a lot of stuff i never meant to say. Right now, I'm at my dads house. I feel so terrible!! Just earlier today, my friend Mishy, who for a while, also cut herself, told me if i was ever going to think about cutting myself again, i should call her and talk to her about it, instead of doing that. I felt miserable when she told me that, cuz i had already done it. Now, i have to go back to wearing a stupid sweater, or wristband so my dad won't see it. And it sucks, cuz it's fucking hot. My sis knows, I went to her for help, and she ACTUALLY hugged me. Oh well. I don't know whether or not to make another promise with my friends, bcuz i don't know if it'll be for real. I hope so though. I mean, my friend already realized how retarded it is, so why can't i stop too?? Ugh. I feel sick now. ...Happy be-lated b-day ferny. Best of luck? Yeah. Well,I'll update later, i'm too bored. bai bai -*Raeza*- When your mind searches for a hand When your heart crosses a nightmare you can't seem to understand When your tears fall and collide with tile floor When you leave everything, in search for more When blood trickles down your wrist... What else do you do? What else can you risk?

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Thursday, May 4, 2006

DONE!!

I have finally finished my projects! yays, okay. I had to make up some stupid story about a "Rain" Goddess, and all. If that one was already taken, then that sucks. Crap. I just remembered I have more homework, goodness, i can't take this anymore!! >_>, oh wells. Today was pretty OK, i suppose. Except in science. Oh god, well science is 6th period, right after lunch. Meaning i act all ditzy-weird-like. So, i sat next to my friend Alex, to which the teacher got mad, cuz i'm not suppose to sit there, but screw the teacher. Anyways, she knows I like (inserts name of guy I like here), sorries, I would tell, but there are people from school that have a MyO. Well, anyway, i told her i think i like someone else. she said, "really? you mean you don't like (----) anymore?" and i said, nope, i still like him, but i think i like someone else too. She went all WTF??! mode, bitchin' about how i shouldn't like 2 guys at the same time, and i know i shouldn't, and i don't!! So, she asked me who it was, and i said... Gabriel. She was all happy afterwards, because he likes me. She started rambling about how we'd make a cute couple and such, but I interrupted by saying "I think!". She got kinda sad after. Tning is she already told him. Heh, and...what I say in science class i really don't mean cuzz it's my ditzy time. And i just realized I really don't like him!! And she already told him!! XD, i told her not to!!! I'm so screwed. So how have you people been? ... .... that sounds like fun. My cousin's getting pissed cuzz i'm using the compu too much, so bai bai!! ^^ *take carez!!*

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Monday, May 1, 2006

   New Theme

i gots a new theme!! Isn't it awesome?? I was listening to one of their songs yesterday, and i thought, why not make MyO of them?? I LUV TBS!!!! O.O. in other news, dante is hitting on ferny!! LOL, it's so funny, she's traumatized. But he hits on everybody, heck, he'd probably hit on a lamp post with a mini-skirt. No, no, i'm not saying ferny's uglee, she's cute in a panda-cookie way. (?) Anyways, my friend Mishy was absent, she's sick!! No Mishy!! We need your blobby body at school! Who will we poke? JK. Darn it, i wish it was Friday again...or that we had another dance...I still can't believe i actually danced...like crazy. O.O Well then...Oh yes, me and my sissy had the coolest fight ever!! It all started when i went over to hug her, and she was twitching, and then i told her to hug me back. She said, "ew no". And i got really mad. Or just plain pissed because she didn't follow my orders. So I threw myself at her, and started choking her. (Just imagine Kagura from Fruits Basket, and how she treats Kyo). We started fighting, physically, and i started yelling at her, more like commanding her to hug me back. So she finally agreed to, but when she had her hands on my back, she dug her nails in my skin!! Owie!!! XD, it hurt so much, so i punched her tummy, and she pulled my hair, and i started kicking her O.O All of this...over a hug. To end the fight, i got her head and slammed it against the door. Finally she said, "Fine, I'll hug you". And since I was against the door, she opened it and pushed me out. ... ....Oh but don't worry my friends, we've had WORSE fights than this one. One in which blood was a part of. That one was over toothpaste O.O, don't ask. I am probably the worst older sister ever, everyone i know knows that. Even my mom, teehee. But oh well, she's not the nicest sister either. Lessee........ I'm just glad she's my sissy, cuz i luv her so much!!! Despite our fights over hugs and toothpaste ^^. Deep down, WAY DOWN, I know she loves me too. (sissy: Get a life). *glares evilly* Till next time my Otaku friends!! Much love, and hugs- *~Raeza~*

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

I hate this confuzzling place!!

I don't get any of my homework and i have no one to help me!! >_< i hate this, i hate this so much!! O.O yeah, well anyways, i have 2 projects due on May 5th, and I haven't started on any of them. One is for ELA, some stupid mythology project. SCREW MYTHOLOGY. Everybody in my class, with the exception of my buddy stephanie, is like OMG, this is like the BEST project we've ever gotten, i'm going to do a report on unicorns! Hahaha, thing is, it's about Greek and Roman mythology. With all the Zeus, Aphrodite, Hermes crap. SCREW THEM. I don't give a f**k about mythology!! Sorry, i know alot of people are into myth's and all, but..bleh. They're just a bunch of cr-bleh-ness to me. With the half-horse half-man crap, and the pretty unicorn with it's ulgeeeee horn, ugh. O.o... And the second project is about genetic disorders, this one should be fun (LOL, i sound like some science nerd or something, and that's cuz i HATE science), no, not becuz it interests me, but becuz i know half of the class is going to fail...i doubt they know how to spell genetic. Except Omar...he's too smart. TOO SMART. It's scary. I'm thinking of making another AMV. What song should i do? Anime? Tomorrow i am going back to Texas, yay!! No,i don't hate my dad's place, but,ugh. Everytime we come here, we HAVE to visit the old hag, my grandma, and she's always being a bit-biscuit. (?) She's always saying how i should wear more pink, or yellow or baby blue. A "feminine" color, as she calls em'. And she's all like, you should wear mini-skirts and get yer'self a damn boyfriend. To which i tell her, grandma, i'm not a slut. (She let's me cuss and say such words). And we start fighting,me against the idea of wearing skanky clothes, her being the usual bish she is. But i guess i love her. Bleh. ... .... I SMELLS FOOD!!! YAY!!!! I haven't eaten at all today!! hungreee!! I feel like typing something in spanish...dunno why. okies: TE AMO PONCHO!! ERES EL MEJOR, DE LOS SUPER MEJORES!! MI ABUELA ES UN -----!! AJAJAJAJAJAJAJA!!!!!! >_>,that's outta ma' system. Take carez now!! *hugs* to all who care! bai bai's.

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

   3rd AMV...

this is my 3rd AMV, made by me! Yayness. Well, this time i mixed some animes in, rather than 1. The anime's are: InuYasha Cardcaptor Sakura Naruto Chrono Crusade DNAngel Yay!! O.o...the song is...bleh, you go figure it out, cuz if i would tell ya' you might not like the song, and well, you won't watch. I think this one is better than the Whatsername one, but, you comment whatever you want. Oh, right, i changed my site. Same anime, just different picture. I was getting sick and blind of all the pink-ness. I like this color though. Please watch and comment. *huggles* I hope it shows, i'm having problems with it though.

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Friday, April 28, 2006

   once again, i am back.

today was so awesome, we had our school dance. One in which i ACTUALLY danced. I went with: Alex, Lily, Leeanna, Mirna,Esmer, Dolores, Andrea, and Nadia. I danced...for realz!!! yay me!! but they only played crappy music...like that weird grease song, ugh "hey mickey you're so fine, you're so fine you blow ma' mind hey mickey, hey mickey!" and that song too. Then they played this tejano song, which i er..danced with Dante. And i felt really weird, cuz it was the whole put his hand on my waist thing. But then i felt relived when he told me he had no idea how to dance to tejano music, and me, being an expert at it, cuz of family, i kinda taught him how. They played the stupid chicken dance song, we waddled i guess. My favorite was the huapango though!! But it was so hot!!!! I was nearly drowning-.-. Everybody was hoping they played some dumb song called temperature, i only wanted them to play that song bcuz it has a really cool beat, and i love dancing to that song, so yeah. Then my friend,Omar, came to me and asked me why i wouldn't dance with Gabriel (guy who i USED to like, but not anymore, but now he likes me), and i answered, bcuz i would feel too awkward, or something. Then he asked me if (Insert person I like here,... only 2 people know)asked me to dance, what would i say, and i said yes!!, then i asked him if giselle, girl he likes, would ask him, what would he say, and he was like..uhh, yeeeaaah. So we just stood there for a while, until this weird Elvis song came on and i was pulled away by lily. Then, this guy came up to me and asked me if i wanted to "slow" dance with him, and i was like "WTF??". So i left, scared. My friend alex said i should have, cuzz "supposedly" he's a great dancer, but i don't care, dammit. All in all, it was an awesome day filled with songs...creepy songs, "oh what you do mickey, do mickey, oh what you do mickey!" AAAHH!! >_<. yeah. i think i'm screwed, cuzz my friend, nathaniel, checked out the library book i had just recently checked out...one that i had left a VERY PERSONAL note in...confessing who i like, and who strongly dislike, and who i wish would jump off a cliff and land in a pool of lard, yeah. .... ..... ...... ....... Right, i'm thinking about making another AMV and posting it...but, bleh, i'm so tired right now. bai bai then!! *huggles* to all my friends!! ^^, take care now.

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Monday, April 17, 2006

OMG!!! AMV!!

Yay, this is my 2nd AMV, but it's the 1st one i have yet posted. One-because my first one sucked, i repeated too many clips, two- it just did. In case any of you want to watch it it's at youtube.com look for Cardcaptor Sakura, should be around the 2nd page or 3rd...or so. But this one, i kinda actually like. Teehee, the anime is Inuyasha, and the song's Whatsername by Green Day. Coupling-KikyoXInuYasha. Sorry if you hate kikyo, but bleh, just watch and comment, please. Here you go!

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