Monday, February 13, 2006

VALENTINES DANCE DAYDREAM...sucks

hellos.. *sighs* i'm so sorry michelle...bobby is just sooo damn possesive!!! I kinda felt bad for him, what have u done?? JK. Ferny's here...she's acting strange...as always, JK buddy. Hm...let's see...there was the Valentines dance..which i did not attend... I wish i did. At first i was all like, who cares...but i had a very odd dream where i went to the dance, lookin' purrty...teehee, and at the last song, which is a very slow, lovey-dovey song.., the pretty one asked me to dance!! Aaaahh~!!!...but sadly it was only dream..and i doubt even if i went...he wouldn't ask me!! I wish he did...screw eric, micheal's alot better. are u pissed mishy?...please, no!!! It was all ferny's idea...'tuped ferny's corner. Well, i'm so sorry if i have bored those whom have actually read this...so sorry! Well...i'll try to update soon...if anybody DOES care. I feel sooo unloved...especially by ferny..she's so stingy, heh. Don't worry fern, i'm only kidding!! See ya!!!~!!!~!!!

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Saturday, February 11, 2006

Video I both hate and love...guess it was just stuck to my mind..

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Friday, February 10, 2006

Me a white...out of all the things..

WHITES are motivated by PEACE, seek independence and require kindness. They resist confrontation at all costs. (Feeling good is more important than being good.) They are typically quiet by nature, they process things very deeply and objectively, and they are by far the best listeners of all the colors. They respect people who are kind, but recoil from perceived hostility or verbal battle. WHITES need their quiet independence and refuse to be controlled by others. WHITES want to do things their own way, in their own time. They ask little of others, and resent others demanding much of them. WHITES are much stronger than people think because they dont reveal their feelings. WHITES are kind, non-discriminate, patient and can be indecisive, timid, and silently stubborn. When you deal with a WHITE, be kind, accept (and support) their individuality, and look for nonverbal clues to their feelings. What Color Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

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aaaahhh...i hate this sooo much!!

i´m so pissed off..and even i dont know why! Well, lessee..maybe it´s because this damn computer won´t work!!! it´s sooo slooooooow!!...dammit..maybe its cuzz i got kazzaa...yea probably that, either way its my fault...i keep downloading a whole bunch of crap-.- Well, yesterday was the Valentine´s Day dance..i didnt go, i was grounded. Heard the pretty one was there. Well, today we had no school..somehow i wish we did, it´s so freakin boring here!! Oh, i´m at my dads house..bleh. I don´t know what exactly to type so bye update later i suppose...

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

couldn't have said it better myself...

You are crying because you are alone. Seek a friend in someone. Why are you crying? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla

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Can't believe i havent updated about this!!!

well, saturday, January 21st, by frend chibi suki or michelle had a sleepover. Me, cocoa-panda, chibi suki (durr), Sam, Nadia, and Angie went. It was soooo much fun. Mishy's b-day was on a sunday...but since the next day was monday...u know. I was the last one to arrive though, had to go to some stupid cuzins b-day party. Well, when i came, we started playing Guitar Heros, which i am just getting good at!! I still suck XD! Although i became obsessed with the song "No one knows" by the queens of the stone age..i think. Then we started playing my ALL-TIME FAVE GAME EVER...DDR. Me and suki were the best...yup..we kick ass..teehee. Well..in the end we went to sleep at...6:17, yup, I had the EXACT time! God...I think mishy's told u about...Micheal...the pretty one. AAAHHH~!! He's sooo pretty! Just imagine Yuki (Furuba) in real life! Except with red hair, and punk/skater clothing. He's sooo pretty...everyone says he looks like Ron frm HP...except cuter, and prettier. *blushes* he's sooo cute! I dont like him...i used to though..heh. Well, laters!! Bye bye...

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

hello-----

i really wanted to know if anybody has any GOOD anime songs? I´m downloading songs and i really want to hear some anime ones... Something cute, catchy or just plain good. Like The Pillows, or InuYasha related...i dunno. SO BORED>. Well...currently i'm listening to "Memory" by Sugarcult...pretty good song. Do tell...

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Friday, January 27, 2006

God, i feel like such an idiot...

well, in the end, i asked. Mishy supported me, all of my frends did actually. So...i uh asked him, and he said,"No, sorry". Grrr...! I hated him so much, or more like i hated myself so fucking much!!! Then out of nowhere, i asked, "Uh..why?" Yes,yes, i´m such a dork, he said..."Because..." and i finished it for him, "Because i´m me?" and he said "Um yeah". I wanted to cry right there and then!!! God only knows i´ve liked him since 6th grade...sorry i never told ya´ mishy. Well, afterwards he said, "Well, it´s because you´re like michelle" there...i wanted to kill him. One: He had thought of me like someone else. Two: What the hell is so bad about michelle?? She´s the best buddy ever!!! then i started acting all funny. You know like: "Oh, yes! I´m fine, don´t worry! It´s your choice right? Haha,ha...". Then michelle came and said ," She´s not like me! Dude, she´s alot nicer...retard" Go mishy!!! I felt a bit better... Then i went to science and told my frend, Alex, how he said no and yadayada, she said.." What?? Dude, that freakin´jacked up! (messed up)". It took me by surprise. I mean, deep down, somehow i knew he would say no. I dunno...something in me said so. Thankies sooo much mishy!!! You really helped me!! You´re right, he is a jerk. Insensitive, inconsiderate, stupid, retarded, i hate him so much jerk. Although he did say he would "think" about it. Pfft, liar...i mean, come on, whenever guys say, "I´ll think about it" it actually means, "No, wouldn´t even doubt it". God!!!! I hate this...now i can´t even say hi to him. He´s probably going to avoid me...like the big idiot he is..! Aahh.. now i can´t even talk to guys anymore... hmpf! This sucks...good thing i´m not going to be at that school next year... Well...i´ll update laters, bye bye...

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Friday, January 20, 2006

hey...need help, please...

Well...the Valentine's dance is coming up..and it's my last year in jr. high...i know i'm in 7th grade, but next year, i'm going to another school, it's called BETA (Business, Education, and Technology Acadamy). For grades 7th-12th. But...since its my last year, my frends and I want it to be...different...or something you can really remember...you know. Well...my frend Alex, encouraged me to ask this guy i really like since last semester...but never told about,i was too shy. Well...his name's Eric...and i heard he liked me last year, i doubt he likes me this year...he hangs around all these other cute,7 year-old looking, short girls. But, that's not the hard part...thing is, my best friend michelle (or chibi suki) also likes him...at least i think she does...she likes different guys every day. And when i told her if it was okay to ask him out (which he'll probably reject me...or isn't going..or he is...just with someone else -.-) she got all..weird and quiet. I knew she didn't want me to, but then she said "Do whatever you want". Thing is...i want to ask him...and i don't want to lose my friendship with someone so special to me...almost like a sister, really. I've asked my closes frends (ferny and nadia). Nadia's opinion: "Ahh, just ask him out man! It's your last here anyway right? I mean, michelle's always stopping you, ya' know...you sort of like the same guys..." and Fern's opinion:" I don't know! I'd probably feel the same way you do...in that awkward position..*shruggs* this is confusing!". I won't go with nadia's advice...although part of me wants to...but...i believe a friendship is more valuable than any boy you will meet and fall in love with. I can't really say i LOVE eric..just...like him ALOT really..i hope it's not obvious! XD...well please, i need GOOD advice, or any advice!! I'm just...confused...although i think i won't ask him out...frends do come first.

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