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yeah.
i think it finally got to me.
And it sucks...i tend to be
happy or whiny even when im
upset.
Fuck, it's just stuff.
You know, growing-up-and-it-really-
sucks kinda stuff.
I hate being depressed, because
my friends think im pretending
and/or faking it.
Usually,im just apathetic towards
a situation or moody, but i know
when it's finally depression.
How?
Ehh common sense, ya just do.
I was semi-alright in school.
I'm just pretty good at hiding
meh feelings:D
But...idk, a little later,
i heard rumors...and things..
about ME, from people i would
least expect it from.
I got home, it was alright...
then i went on myspace and one
of my friends practically ruined
it all for me:[
He didnt mean to.
(I hope) But....it just
fckng broke my heart...you know?
Man, i should stop.
I sound fckng annoying and shit and it
doesnt matter. I should really
get over it...:]
Gosh...that's so GAY.
Well, im gonna try to stop being
immature and go comment peoples sites.
Hmm don't worry, im sure i'll get over it.
(Sorry for all the cussing...i couldnt help it)
Mood: well, you just read, go figure.
Currently listening to:
Don't you want me-The Human League
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