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Well...the Valentine's dance is coming up..and
it's my last year in jr. high...i know i'm in 7th grade, but next year, i'm going to another school, it's called BETA (Business, Education, and Technology Acadamy).
For grades 7th-12th.
But...since its my last year, my frends and I want it to be...different...or something you can really remember...you know.
Well...my frend Alex, encouraged me to ask this guy i really like since last semester...but never told about,i was too shy.
Well...his name's Eric...and i heard he liked me last year, i doubt he likes me this year...he hangs around all these other cute,7 year-old looking, short girls.
But, that's not the hard part...thing is, my best friend michelle (or chibi suki) also likes him...at least i think she does...she likes different guys every day.
And when i told her if it was okay to ask him out (which he'll probably reject me...or isn't going..or he is...just with someone else -.-)
she got all..weird and quiet.
I knew she didn't want me to, but then she said "Do whatever you want".
Thing is...i want to ask him...and i don't want to lose my friendship with someone so special to me...almost like a sister, really.
I've asked my closes frends (ferny and nadia).
Nadia's opinion: "Ahh, just ask him out man!
It's your last here anyway right?
I mean, michelle's always stopping you, ya' know...you sort of like the same guys..."
and
Fern's opinion:" I don't know!
I'd probably feel the same way you do...in that awkward position..*shruggs* this is confusing!".
I won't go with nadia's advice...although part of me wants to...but...i believe a friendship is more valuable than any boy you will meet and fall in love with.
I can't really say i LOVE eric..just...like him ALOT really..i hope it's not obvious!
XD...well please, i need GOOD advice, or any advice!!
I'm just...confused...although i think i won't ask him out...frends do come first.
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