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well, in the end, i asked.
Mishy supported me, all of my frends did actually.
So...i uh asked him, and he said,"No, sorry".
Grrr...!
I hated him so much, or more like i hated myself so fucking much!!!
Then out of nowhere, i asked, "Uh..why?"
Yes,yes, i´m such a dork, he said..."Because..."
and i finished it for him, "Because i´m me?"
and he said "Um yeah".
I wanted to cry right there and then!!!
God only knows i´ve liked him since 6th grade...sorry i never told ya´ mishy.
Well, afterwards he said, "Well, it´s because you´re like michelle"
there...i wanted to kill him.
One: He had thought of me like someone else.
Two: What the hell is so bad about michelle??
She´s the best buddy ever!!!
then i started acting all funny.
You know like: "Oh, yes! I´m fine, don´t worry! It´s your choice right? Haha,ha...".
Then michelle came and said ," She´s not like me! Dude, she´s alot nicer...retard" Go mishy!!!
I felt a bit better...
Then i went to science and told my frend, Alex, how he said no and yadayada, she said.." What??
Dude, that freakin´jacked up! (messed up)".
It took me by surprise.
I mean, deep down, somehow i knew he would say no.
I dunno...something in me said so.
Thankies sooo much mishy!!!
You really helped me!!
You´re right, he is a jerk.
Insensitive, inconsiderate, stupid, retarded, i hate him so much jerk.
Although he did say he would "think" about it.
Pfft, liar...i mean, come on, whenever guys say, "I´ll think about it" it actually means, "No, wouldn´t even doubt it".
God!!!!
I hate this...now i can´t even say hi to him.
He´s probably going to avoid me...like the big idiot he is..!
Aahh.. now i can´t even talk to guys anymore... hmpf!
This sucks...good thing i´m not going to be at that school next year...
Well...i´ll update laters, bye bye...
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