Hello everyone and welcome to my new and imporved site!
I'm Mokubakaiba, but I perfer to be called Mokie thanks.
I haven't been on this site for a good 2 years, but I plan on making some kind of comeback! Hence this major update. Not too into anime anymore, but I still watch it from time to time when I can. ^_^
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*Theme by
Blue Eyes* (Unfortuantly, Blue Eyes deleted her blog, but I still feel it necessary to mention that she wrote the script for all of this)
~ Blue was here! 2007 ^_^ ~
Hey everyone!! Here is Part one of Chapter I enjoy!
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I was at my home....it was home yet it didn't feel much like home. I've lived here all my life, yet I feel as if I don't belong. I was always so shy, and silent. I never had much contact as a child. The people I live with now are my adopted parents. They were very kind. My father always tried to get me involved in sports, video games and such but I never seemed to take interest, but I tried, I always did want to please father. My mother is the ideal mother. She'd teach me how to cook, tell me stories about issues when she was a little girl. Did I mention she was a great cook? It was perfect, I have the perfect life, perfect family, but it just doesn't feel right. I feel as if I will never discover the true me.
There are 'special' markings on my face. They start from my forehead and run down through my eyelids and stop half way between my nose and mouth. The unusual child, that I am. I don't go to school so I am home schooled by my mother. Well, to tell the truth-I've never been out of the house!
Why am I so different?
Because your not human.
How do you know?
The markings.
Those don't mean anything.
It's why your parents won't let you out.
No, it's because they don't want me getting hurt.
They don't want people to see the way you look afraid you might be rejected.
Why would anyone reject me? I'm nice, I have courtesy....
It's because you look different. People are afraid of change, difference.
I don't understand. It's not fair! Why do I have to be different!?
You don't have to understand. Being different is what seperates you from humans. Your parents are aware of what you are.
What am I? Why wont they tell me?!
They wont tell you. They are afraid you wont look at yourself in the same way.
Why?
I never understood humans...
I argued with myself just like that all the time. There was like an alternate self within me, a less shy, outgoing Kitazawa that was willing to take risks. That's the Kita that always put me down. The one I always argued with.
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End of part one Chapter I!! I hope you all enjoyed, I'll try and get the rest of the chapter up this week.
-Mokie
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