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Friday, October 31, 2003
Mere words can not describe how i feel...
Well...it goes like this...
today in my last period i was talking with a couple friends, and they asked me who i liked, and... well...it slipped out. So now i'm going to avoid this girl asmuch as possible, but she's in 4 of my 7 classes, so if(i hope the if turns out to be not)this friend tells her, then i guess...well...all i can think about right now is being rejected, and then slapped in the face...that same image is going through my mind over and over.
And to make matters worse, this girl isn't my actual crush, but I do like her.
So, seeing that the friend who found out about me liking this person is friends with my crush...well...if this friend were to tell my crush...then i'd never have a chance with her, and right now my confidence in getting anybody is completely shattered...so...i hope you see my dilema here. well...it could be worse i guess...i guess my friend could have told that girl that i liked liked her then and there, and maybe she even did...because i saw the two of them talking...hopefully not about all this though...ugh...i just want to shrivel up and die now...if anybody has any advice then please tell me...i need all the advice i can get right now.
Well...atleast it's Friday so i have the whole weekend, including monday and tuesday, because those 2 days are teacher work days, so, i really have 4 days to muster up a little confidence...which i'm sure i wont be getting anytime soon.
please...somebody...help me...
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