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Monday, August 7, 2006

I dig you guys. Really, I do!
How's it goin', kids? Having a good night/day/evening whatever? My allergies are out in full force and AMC is showing all 3 Godfather movies today. How much fun is that?

I love to see the ego boost posts, kids. You're all super special. I lack eloquence. I can't do you all justice.

I didn't work today, and I'm not afraid to admit it. I'm widdling away at the dirtiness of my house and not making any progress. i'm a domestic failure, much like President Bush 2.

My husband is not feeling well, and therefore did not help me clean things tonight. then all of the sudden, when I give up and sit at the PC, that's when he springs to action. at least there's action at all, I guess.

I'm going to the ZOO with DUO tomorrow, you should all envy me. Start now... I'm waiting. there ya go. I feel the vibes. I love you guys too, you should all come. I'm not paying for all of you though. the ZOO is great, ask Someguy.

I have had a headache for DAYS now. Kill me dead, please. I've also been craving soda and chocolate. Both factors in my own mini-paranoia. Oh well, it'll pass, I hope.

Random complainy thoughts:

GAS IS TOO EXPENSIVE----exxon and other oil companies are making literally millons a second, and i can't afford groceries. fuck them!

I can't breat right, fuck you too, pollen!

Robert DiNero is not as cool as he was when he was younger.

I wish I had more $$.

done with that.

I think I'm done with this too, night kiddos.
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Saturday, August 5, 2006

This gets a post of it's own:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOMEGUY!!!!!!!!

I love you more than I can convey.

Happy freakin' birthday
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Friday, August 4, 2006

The Too Much Information Post
I have been having a lot of stomach trouble for weeks now. My insides are really angry at me. I should go to the doctor about it probably. It's starting to become unbearable.

Really, I have been bound up for a while, thank gods for dul-q-lax. I'm not ever kidding, I know it's gross, and UNCOMFORTABLE. If you're squeamish, you should have noticed the title!

Anyway, on to the sigh og relief... The above fact, added to my highly emotional state lately and the cravings for all things sweet and a sudden weight gain had me holding my breath suddenly today, when a very mundane event put my in tears. Literally, the girl with no tear ducts, bawling... I stopped by walgreens on the way home from work. Much to my relief, the at home test came up negative...

All day today though, I've been frightened to death, what in the hell would I do if by some freak circumstance I was back in a pregnancy predicament... I couldn't concentrate on work all day, I was so freaked out. I'm better now though.

Jordan got called into work tonight. I have nothing to do, Duo, what are you doing, babe? *taunts everyone* I get to hang out with Duo!

Here's my mini anniversary post, maybe I'll do a big one on MY anniversary...

Seifer-Sama was my first commenter, she spoke pirate, I loved it! Someguy was second. I floated around for a bit, and then through OB met my jazzlady, known to all of you as nightbeck. She, in turn introduced me to Red and Shanny, I believe.

Quick run through of major events...

THAT
teh silly circus
big absences
my marriage to Flint
Mollyism with high priest shinmaru
Blades Mulligan
My Real marriage
present day.

there you go, quick and easy. look for depths in the future

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Monday, July 31, 2006

Always the bridesmaid...
Wait a minute, I did get married. The title really has nothing to do with that though, just the re-realization that I'm always at the side. I'll never be the front, I'll never be the best or the most important or the one that's even worth checking in on. That's enough whining though, on to a real post!

So, I worked at Blockbuster today,a dn the whole day was really boring. It was incredibly slow. and then 20 minutes before shift change, when I am going home HE comes in. Fucking crackhead motherfucker, that's who. It's the shoplifter again. Last summer we had major problems with him and his friends. He comes in, walks around all like nothing, being regular customery and walks out with 20 DVDs down his pants or under his shirt. Fucker. Well, I recognize him immediately, and I follow him around the store. When I see him putting the movies under his shirt I declare loud enough for the whole store to hear, "Sir, will you please remove our DVDs from under your shirt." HE FUCKING THREW ONE AT ME!! He said that was it. I let him him know that I saw him put 5 or 6 under there and that I would like to have them back. He called me some lovely colorful names at that point and tried to escape. At my store we have an entry and an exit door. the entry door is not alarmed and the exit is. the entry has no handle to open it from the inside, and it's magnetized to stop people from opening it. His MO is to pry the damn thing open and go out w/out setting off the alarms. He went to try and I slammed the door in his face. He then proceded through the exit, and the alarm did not sound, but that fucker got out of my store with some DVDs today. I just can't believe he threw a DVD at me.

I haven't been on much lately, I just don't have much to post about. Sorry. I have to put up Schultzie's button. It's a must. Now I must go to bed though.
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I got off early today!
Yesterday was Lukas' first birthday. Debbie and Wade sent flowers. They are lovely. My parent's called to see if we were ok. Is it bad that if the flowers hadn't come I might have forgotten? I remembered last week...

I've been watching DNAngel. I like it, I think... Risa is dumb, she annoys me. I've also been watching Keno's travels, or something like that. I like it A LOT. They all seem unrelated, but then, BAM. meaning hits you in the face. I have a bruise.

I want to see Clerk 2.

I paid bills on Sunday, and now I am poor. I was at office depot, and I almost bought a new PC instead. I had myself completely talked into it, but then I had to call my husband, as I should not spend $700 without consulting him, even if it's mine and in my bank acct. he makes too much sense and I hate him for it. I did not buy the machine. *sobs*

That's all. later, kids.
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Monday, July 17, 2006

Otaku Reflections
I was just at Nikki's site, and she was talking about the "Pocky Posts" of old. you know, the ones DES used to do. I got me thinking aobut my life as a myO participant. You know, I used to literally spend a couple of hours a day on the site, that doesn't count the IM time I spent with some of you guys. Seifer-Sama was the first person to ever comment on my page... It stole my heart, as it was written in pirate speak, and I was told to walk the plank or some such pirate-y thing. And then came the everpresent Someguy. I soon had amassed a very, VERY large friends list that I checked every page everyday, as back then we didn't get the highlighted friends list in the back room, you just had to go to each or stare at the dates and figure out who had and who hadn't updated.

I thinned my friend's list quite a bit, a couple of times. Now there are still people who haven't updated since '03, but I'll be damned if i take them off (I love you, DES).

Speaking of DES, after looking at Nikki's post, I went to her site, and there are now 176 comments on her site. We are such caring paople. It makes me feel a little bad for myself, though. 1) I don't check in on my absent fiends often enough and 2) were I to disappear like that... I don't think my site would have the same outcome. /selfpity

The growth of The Otaku communities over the last 3 years is astonishing. However sometimes I wish for the old days, when 200 was a lot of hits and there were about 12 members that really seemed to matter. And IM mud wrestling. I miss that too.
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Thursday, July 13, 2006

I want to go snorkeling
Too bad I live in Kansas. It's not very conducive to underwater exploration.

I'm feeling slightly better. Right now it's 8:12 in the morning. Call volume was low, so they offered breakfast OOH (Out Of Here) time. I have to go backat 10. hehe, I go back at ten and my lunch starts at 10:10. My day is turning out pretty well. =)

Jordan is home sick today though. I called on my was home from work to see if Matt was still here when Jordan left. He answered and sounded terrible. I woke him up, he got up for work, but called in. He's sleeping now. Poor love.

I got a 4.0 national score at work. That's good. You know when you call places and at the beginning of the call there's a recording that says,"This call may be recorded for quality and assurrance," operators get quality scores. For Tmobile, we have a 0-5 scale. % being the bast, 0 is qualified as a customer mistreat. I got a 4. Yea.

*licks your collective faces*

Coffee is the love of my day... mmm I like my coffee like I like my women; dark and rich. heehee

My sister is looking for layout help for her livejournal page. Anyone want to help Molly's sister? Molly would appreciate it. I'm useless when it comes to that stuff.

How can any of you stand to read this tripe. It's so rambly and nonsensical.

I'm going to make French Toast. bye-bye
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

They may be empty, but you still have your hands.
Time of post, 7 pm. It's fucking Wednesday night and Matt is still here, making me Thai food. I have never had Thai food of any sort before that I know of, and I'm somewhat nervous. I hope I enjoy it.

I'm watching FLCL again. I love it. I LOVE Naota. He's great. I identify with him a lot for some reason. I remember the first time I was watching it, Shanny and I demanded robots sprout from Someguy's head. I never did get any robots, someguy...

I don't feel very well. I haven't for weeks. There's something weird going on in my stomach. I should probably haul ass to the doctor, but whatever. It'll pass, or I will. One or the other.

I seem to be afflicted with a very strong case of apathy lately. I have less motivation than usual. That, in and of itself is saying wuite a bit. I also just feel really weird. Poor Jordan is taking the brunt of it too. I have this unexplained anger toward him lately. I kind of know at least a small part of it, but I can't identify what's up with me.

I put on quite a bit of weight since starting the phone job. I feel really bad about myself, and I find myself less attractive at this weight, and the fact that I feel less pretty takes it's toll on everything.

It's more than just that though. I am once again in the grips of something bigger than myself. I refuse to Succumb to it so far. However, I do just sit and stare at my arms and my ankles. Stare

stare

stare.

Imagining the openings I long to put into them. Relishing the idea of the widening vermillion pool on the floor. Stitches... I want to rip th flesh of my body and free myself of the unbearable weight of....

of...

I am not sure what of. I just know it never works, I feel wors at the end, and I still just want to rend the cells of my epidurmis apart. I am a recovering cutter, and I covet the feeling of relief the pain brings me.

And yet it goes unfulfilled. The unrelenting urge will not go away and let me be, but I put it off. I don't want to die, I just want relief. I cannot explain it, nor do I have to. I just have to fight it.

I don't seek pity. I don't want attention. I don't need help. I just need to vent.
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Saturday, July 8, 2006

It's so intimidating...
I'm at my parents' house tonight. We all know how that story goes. It's actually pretty good. I'm not too annoyed by anyone. Jordan tried to come, but there were about 25 people here including the kids. My poor husband just couldn't deal with it. he left after being here for about an hour. It's an hour drive one way, so he drove 2 hours to be here one. He really DOES love me. I wish he could deal with my family better. Hell, he doesn't likehis own family, why should he love mine?

I promise, I'm going to get to EVERYONE's site soon. I promise. I barely have time to keep up mine, I feel bad that I don't make it around like I should. I want to know everything about all of you! Your eye color, your address, your bank account numbers, I want it all.

I'm hanging out watching Naruto with Connor, my nephew. He's awesome and eight years old. He's my godson, and I dig him.

I'm hyper caffeinnated. Sarah is making an Irish creme Dr. Pepper. hmmm, I wonder how that will be. Man, Sakura is sure mean to Ino... I love Kakashi

I am tired of working the phone job. I don't dislike my job, I am just tired of the calls coming back to back and not having time to finish the work from one before the next one come in.

Le Gasp! Sarah is sweeping! It's a goddamn miracle.

I want a cookie. and some ice cream. Good for me, I should follow the diet, but it's family time. Family time doesn't count. It's time to eat desert and drink a lot of beer.

hah! I just once again told my brother I'm going to turn his kids into democrats. He doesn't like that idea. It's awesome. He's ridiculously conservative. I love him and hate his mentality.

That's all for now, bye-bye
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Friday, July 7, 2006

Back to the grind. Friday 5:46 am
Morning everyone. The day off was great. I wtached PMK all day long, and that pretty much sums up my whole day. I went on a mini-trip to wal-mart at like 8:30 am, and I had an appointment at 4 to meet with the social worker from the adoption agency, send some bills for debbie and wade and a birthday card off to the kids. i spent almost the entire hour venting aobut how horribly the news had been delivered to us that they had moved and the fact that we hadn't gotten anything from them in almost 6 months. She was shocked. she said that she would diplomatically handle it, so I wouldn't have to stay angray or, you know, email scream at them. I definitely felt better after I left.

Weird thing, though... As I was leaving, there was a girl in the lobby, I knew her. She was a freshman when I was a senior in high school. She's pregnant with twins right now. I don't think she recognized me, but knew her. It's a pregnancy crisis center, she could have been there for many things, I just thought it was weird to see her.

Off to work.
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